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friendly reminder that you’re not defined by numbers! the number on the scale, your bank account, you’re grades, the size of your pants, the amounts of calories you eat… you’re so much more than the numbers you fixate on

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There is no happy medium between being a burden on your parents because you need food and being a burden because you can’t eat out

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♡ green thinspo ♡

☆ send me an ask for themed thinspo ☆

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They talk about how eating disorders kill but they don’t talk about the things they said that put us here

The boys who want a abs and a strong frame but only consume protein powder and raw egg whites

The girls who want to be delicate and angelic and be able to praise “Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels”

The nonbinary people that want to look as if they really are exactly in the middle of the spectrum

The trans men that want to have a sharp jawline and no binder bump

The trans women who want to seem more feminine and have a sinched waist

And they all want this because the same people that tell us to love ourselves are telling us we don’t look the part we’re playing

-Dillon Avery G.

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If you are in recovery

Please block me. I don’t want to trigger you.

You deserve to live!!

You can do this!!

I love you!!

You deserve to be healthy!!

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Kay story time.

I was hospitalized after fainting, falling down the stairs and hitting my head.

Please eat.

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ed’s are hard to understand, sincerely, an ana.

Dear whoever is reading this, please know, we do not intend to harm ANYONE. We all support those in recovery, and most of us encourage others to get help. Our blogs are our safe place, to express the things we normally aren’t able to in our day to day lives. Yes, I admit, some of the stuff shared in this community, is dangerous. But sometimes when you’re struggling with this kind of illness, all you need is someone to understand you. To be able to relate to you. It brings a sense of peace and solace to a shitty situation. 

I hope this made some sort of sense. And had some sort of point to it. 

Please stay safe everyone xxx

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"This community is so accepting and lovely to everyone no matter what their sw is"

Spoken by someone who was never overweight to begin with 😒

we all know what we do is very very bad and a lot of people actually die from ana or mia but damn this community is so accepting and lovely to everyone no matter what their sw is or if they binge or whatever

we might all be dying but at least we have manners

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A cool concept: me, but thinner

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shout out to my collarbones for being the only part of my body that looks half decent tbh

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Honestly I romanticise recovery more than I do eating disorders but uhhhhhhh…… still not gonna recover yet

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currently: im physically in bed but mentally ive drove to the top of a mountain and am listening to soft music play from inside my car, the windows are rolled down and im sitting on the hood of it looking at a town as the street lights are slowly turning on and the sky is fading and getting darker by the minute so thank u and goodnight, this is a good mood created by the playlist im listening to

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Why does no one like me?

More stupid questions at 11

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In the mood to die tbh