regrettably, I am here. charlie, 30yo dyke returning to the very worst of my roots. absolute bevy of self indulgence. (spn sideblog; follows from @bbutterguns; ao3 under heavy construction @absolutebearing).
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This is what castiel experienced when he wasnt in an episode
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laughing during sex is great btw. like it should be essential. i think.
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Supernatural S1E20 Dead Man's Blood
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what are your favorite all timer hall of fame spn posts. for me it’s orpheus and eurydice and their gay cajun vampire sidepiece. also bite him sammy kill him is pretty high up there. tell me yours i want to know
#my first thoughts were literally all posts from the years 2011-13 that are permanently baked into my brain chemistry#‘everyone’s dad has a weird obsession with something!’#sturgeon face#anyways for the 2020s spnaissance i will say ‘and sam’s compliment?’ often comes up in my home
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bookend wounds
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❝ I have given you an order. Now, you stop following me, and you do your job. You understand me? ❞ ( insp )
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who for his greed? who for his hunger?
and who, who shall I say, is calling? winchesters + “who by fire” (leonard cohen)
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Supernatural S2E18 Hollywood Babylon
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Kinda unable to get this out of my head rn: Dean helping Sammy with “Our Town” rehearsal
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I used to be mad at him. I mean, l used to-- I used to hate the guy. But now I get it. He was doing the best he could… and he was trying to keep it together in-- ln this impossible situation.
#also re: prev it’s so interesting how sam and dean functionally swap positions re: john in s4-5#and i can’t say for sure bc i haven’t rewatched in years but i feel like it starts with…adam?#fascinating#‘for what he did to us’….
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"Yeah, well I'm sure it won't happen again." ↳ 1.14 - NIGHTMARE
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The most unfortunate outcome of spn continuing way past its natural life is that it really ceases to be just about two dudes, which was (to me) the whole appeal. Just two nobodies who haven't spoken in a minute and who need to find their dad and even though something crazy and inexplicable shaped the course of their lives, they're just two guys raised in grief by a dysfunctional obsessive alcoholic. They have enough personality and are likeable enough and interesting enough and funny enough to keep watching, but outside of their niche knowledge there is nothing about them that makes them unique. They're just like the families they save and the ghosts and the vampires and the werewolves and even the demons in that they all share the same human concerns re: family and love and isolation, etc (bc of course all these other beings were also humans once). They love and care about each other like normal people care about each other. And therefore the sacrifices and trade-offs they make are not extraordinary or unforgivable; the faith healer's tent was full of people trying to save loved ones; the crossroads demon made thousands of deals to spare people's lives; the good, ethical, even aspirational, thing to do when your brother is dying is to be by his side. They are significant only because they're the subjects of the show, but their impact in the world is reasonably normal person-sized. This obviously begins to falter by the introduction of angels, but even then the show essentializes family to such a degree that the familial remains the main hermenuetic. Our heroes are only iterations of this fundamentally relational reality (as are we, the viewer). And then by S15 they're like... "lol actually these two dudes are the literal center of the universe.”
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child sam bothering his brother and dad with stupid magic tricks save meeeee
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every time spn uses the set to show angels with like. wings and halos or other representations of them being other and not human and much bigger than they seem i’m like wow. wow. absolute banger. that shit gets me every single time
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