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An unnecessarily indepth read of benry hlvrai

When it comes to benrey and why he acts the way he acts, i like to interpret that its because its in his code to try and be a companion to gordon, except hes broken and bugged out.

When benry is asking gordon if he remembers when they used to be friends and is constantly flirting with gordon, i like to think he genuinely believes that they are/used to be a thing in those moments, such as how barney in the half life series was created to be gordons companion, benry is a fucked up barney who was coded to be gordons companion but is also grappling with the fact hes an ai whos become self aware.... kind of.

See with benrey, sometimes hes clearly aware that this is a game and sometimes he doesnt seem to be all that aware of anything, always spacing out, acting emotionally volatile, going from caring to uncaring in a split moment and hell just generally fucking with gordon when it comes to morality. It's clear benrey has some sort of Issue going on and I like to think it's that realization that hes a broken AI, that he's compelled to do what he was born to do but also compelled break out of what he was born to do. This is what makes him so flippant and emotionally volatile.

Why did benry randomly talk to gman when gman stops time? Cause he doesn't care about the video games canon. Why does benry care about the rest of the science team sometimes? Because he recognizes they are just like him. Why does benry take on the villain role of the series despite having the lowest kill count of ALL of them? Because hes defective, hes broken, hes the prime example of the Ai becoming self aware. Thematically, if you are still following this way too indepth read of an improv show, it makes sense that benrys awareness is special in a way for him to be the final big bad, its how coomers awareness is what ultimately stops benry. Coomer and benry are both aware this is a video game which makes them both the plots driving force.

Idk its a fun read.

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i just think that gordon

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i missed the stream and mistook hium for jesus christ when i first saw some screenshots

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i need to post here again whoops

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Lazy benry doodle weewooweewoo

This was gonna have a background but procreate keeps shitting itself

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ignore the green im not a native speaker idk what it means

also theres a hidden amogus in there somewhere idk

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the mind electric

more like. the mind SHIT. HA

this is haha awkwardddd

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im making this post to support the fundraiser of ahmed @yaminfamily who is very close to his goal but hasnt been making progress in the campaign lately. this is a verified campaign (264 on the vetted fundraiser list)

ahmed alanqar is fundraising for his wife and young children to escape gaza. unfortunately his old account @ahmedabuyamin was deleted by tumblr and he lost all of his followers and messages. for people who have already lost so much and are struggling to survive a genocide it is just such arbitrary cruelty to suddenly lose your main form of communication that might help you live. if you previously followed this campaign, follow their new account.

ahmed wrote in a recent post that he was almost hit by a stray bullet while in a tent with his family! so many people in gaza are living one second away from death at any time– its absolutely horrific and i really ask that people not be desensitized to these stories just because it has been going on for so long. in this same post, ahmed wonders if they will have to die in silence before someone notices them. please dont let that happen. people always think hypothetically about what they would do in times of injustice and genocide. this is something you can do. these fundraisers have the possibility of making a real difference for peoples lives. they only need to raise 9k more. please donate and if you cant, share with someone who can

€50,261 raised of €59,000

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Put together a sorta first draft timeline to a lot of the main moments in GG20s. It's gonna get updated a lot, but in case anyone's interested in lore/story stuff, I do have a vague masterplan in mind.

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wait i should post this here to lol

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a little hip-hip hooray

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it is a lovely day at black mesa, and you are a horrible security guard.

remember the funny thing i said about untitled goose game but you play as benrey. well it appears that my creative impulses tend heavily towards “makes shitpost. has a chuckle or two at shitpost. considers shitpost further. spends 5 years working on overly detailed manifestation of shitpost. Regrets Existence”

anyways half life vr but the ai is self aware remains the best thing ive watched in an extremely long time

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My contribution to buttermind

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Spriting warmup for the day.

I saw this Pinkie Pie bootleg in an Izzzyzzz video about strange My Little Pony merchandise and felt instantly compelled to redraw it: