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Grefgor do you like dogs

Yes. It has been a while since I saw one, though…I believe there was one in the village I lived in before I was a guard. Or was it a cat? Hm.

…In any case. Yes, I do like dogs. They are friendly creatures. Though, I don’t know how they’d interact with me now that I am a kindred. Most animals do not like vampires, as they know we are…they know what we are.

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Whats been going on with you grefgore?

I have been...healing, I suppose, though there are no flesh wounds. Not anymore.

I...ah, ha, acquired a nice small house nothing to remind me of that cavernous Palace from a nice man. He...well, let's just say he gave it up easily once I used some of my talents on him, and a bit of swordplay. The blood took a while to clean, but I managed. He isn't coming around anymore.

I started what I believe is called a "garden". It has not been going very well, so I am glad that I don't need the sustenance from the plants. I enjoy it, though. There is a cactus, right outside of the front door, though, that I often forget to water--though I am told that is the way it's supposed to be. It looks nice. The flower on it bloomed for a while, but closed up recently due to the season's change. I miss it.

I like my time here. I've been liking it. At first, I was trepidatious--especially after a few weeks on the terrifying, horrifying, incorrigible streets of L.A., I was wary of any good that could come my way.

I spent months with the armor on. It took a great deal more strength than I remembered to take it off.

But eventually, I grew into this place. I found a sheaf of paper and some pencils, and I have been sketching my plants and the animals that reside nearby. There is one crow, whom I have named Void. She grew to like me after I gave her small gold pieces.

Speaking plainly, I cannot remember the last time I was this happy, besides with...Shilo. The prince. I don't know if he's my prince, after all that he's done. After all this time. For a bit there, he was the best thing that ever happened to me. Now...I am not so sure.

I think I'd like to talk to him soon.

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fuck therapy i’m becoming a knight

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Do you ever think about how you were supposed to be expendable how not a single aspect of yourself was supposed to be original but now you’ve broken free of that. Now you have your own life and your own free will.

How are you going to waste it

I.

Wow.

I can’t say that I don’t think about that often. It’d be a lie.

I’ve thought about how I should live my life, now that I’ve seen how life is without someone directly above me. It’s. It’s very different.

Telling the truth, I miss the structure of it. Not much else to miss, besides…

I don’t know. Don’t send me an ask like this again.

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Grefgore!

That is me!

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GREFGORE PLEASE RESPOND GO ME I MISS ULU DID YOU SEE MY OTHER ASK FOLLOW IP DID I SEND MU OTHER ASK PLEASE GREFGORE LLEASE I MISS YOU MY WIFE

Hello, I didn’t see it until just now, than k you for the reminder.

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dw i didnt expect you to return the feeling i just MISS YOU and i LOVE YOU. what have you been up to follow up have you ever watched the Olympics i bet you would enjoy it

-loml anon

Ah, I am glad that we understand each other then! I do not know what the Olympics are, and I have never watched them.

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IT MEANS LOVE OF MY LIFE GREFGORE I FORGOT UOU DONT KNOW ANYTHING SORRY

OH! Oh. While that is truly flattering, I cannot say that I return your feelings (seeing as I do not know you). Sorry. But also, thank you.

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HI GREFGORE LOML HOW ARE YOU DOING I MISS YOU I LOVE YOU GOODBYE

Ah, hello! I do not know what "LOML" stands for, but I am currently doing alright! A bit of separation from the princes and my boy Arthur have done me some real good.

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In your opinion, why do you matter?

Even after my break, I do not know. I used to think I only mattered when I was serving the prince, but then…

I hope to find out one day.

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-hands you holding someone’s hand-

…?

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hiiiii gref how are we doinggg? had any good uhh blood i guess lately? watched any good shows?? idk what you do in ur free time actually

Hello. I am doing…better, after some thinking and rest. What is a ‘show’?

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Hello!!

How are you doing grefgore?

I have concluded my meeting with Shilo.

He apologized several times. It was... disconcerting unnatural against what a prince should do

...strange.

I think he was being genuine, but it was hard to tell. (It was hard to tell if I'm me anymore if my brain is my own if I actually want to forgive him)

...In short, my break is being prolonged.

ooc// plain text of the strike through text:

1. disconcerting unnatural against what a prince should do

2. (It was hard to tell if I'm me anymore if my brain is my own if I actually want to forgive him)

[grefgore-the-knight]

I’m going to see Shilo. Wish me luck.

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Who is that?

webbed site

???

What do you mean by simply stating the title of this application?

[grefgore-the-knight]

Do you have a sword? Those are usually effective against…anything, really.

webbed site

???

What do you mean by simply stating the title of this application?

[grefgore-the-knight]

You should sleep, I think it might help with any issues you have.

webbed site

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What do you mean by simply stating the title of this application?