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blog post #2

30/09/17

twice in one day!! wow i really do have nothing to do. anyways today i did basically nothing of importance apart from this blog. i woke up at 10:47 and decide to get out of bed to go downstairs. my mum was already dressed and my sister just got out of the shower, my mum ended up going out to run errands while i decided ‘fuck my diet’ and made cinnamon roll waffles. all in all the cinnamon rolls were better waffled, they were a lot more crispy while still being chewy and they also took a lot less time. i then decided ‘how can i feel more depressed?’ and i turns out floating in a cold bath does it. i had bought dungarees a week ago and they came yesterday so i tried out different outfits like in a teen movie when the ugly character become beautiful except i was still ugly at the end. then i thought ‘how can i become fatter?’ so i made myself some mash and gravy for lunch. while i was staying indoors alone and depressed my best friend em, was out with her other ‘best friend’ Emily seeing ‘it’ and because Emily is a bitch she didn't invite anyone else. then she decided to rub it in our faces by spamming the gc with photos. so screw her. anyways lets not dwell on the fact that im a useless sack of shit and lets get back to my day. my mum and sister went to the dump after lunch so i decide to try to recreate sharron needles promo look. it failed miserably so i washed it off and then decide ‘im a esthetician’ and tried to make a peel-off face mask with green tea, lemon juice, alovera gel and pva glue. it didn't work. it stung like mad and didnt dry and im pretty sure that is really bad to smell pva glue so im kinda scared that im gonna die sooner now, but in a way that means i get to leave this shitty excuse of a life sooner. i then changed my bed sheets because they smelt bad my mum then made crab pasta for dinner and ive spent he last few hour browsing the internet. 

im not sure if i will keep doing ‘my day’ because its pretty boring but then again no one is reading or cares so what the hell. but to be fair i am just starting out so please be nice

ellie.

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it probably will get worse

ally

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blog post #1

ummmhhh i guess i have nothing else to do so why not start a blog? hi, my name is.... well im not going to tell yous my real name but for now ill be known as ellie. i live in a town called Bangor (not the one in wales the one in northern Ireland) , im 14 years old (15 i a few months) , im gay and guess what? i get harassed because of it. but i still love being gay. i live with my sister and mum. my dad died a few years ago and ever since then my life has become liveable. im in the middle of my gcses and im gonna try to write every day (most likely every weekend). so im sure if you've made it this far your wondering why are you doing this?  well fellow human i am doing this because hopeful if your having bad day you can read this and realise that everyone is terrible, some are just better at hiding it. i know this entry is probably pretty boring but this is just the introduction to a life full of shittyness  ellie.