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Every time you are about to take a bite of something, take a second. Do I really want to eat that? Or do I want to be skinny? Determination is what is keeping you from your goals, nothing else. If you never stop thinking about your ugw, it will come to you naturally. You don’t need the fat on your bones either way, so why even bother?

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OMFG

I JUST UNLOCKED A NEW THING

I UNDERSTAND YOU ALL NOW

I WANT TO BE PRETTY FOR HIM

I WANT TO BE PRETTY FOR ANOTHER PERSON

IT GIVES SO MUCH MOTIVATION

I WANT TO BE PRETTIER EVERY TIME WE WILL SEE EACH OTHER 🎀

I want him one day to look at me and just panic inside.

And I will do it quickly.

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worst part about weight gain is that you can see it on ur face

double chin/round cheeks really screams "that's a fat bitch"

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Idk I've been trying to learn japaanese for a while now & kept it as a secret. I finally had the courage to show my s.o what I've been working on by showing the hiragana "memory cards" I made to learn them faster and this is how it went

Me: See this is what I've been working on for the last couple of days!

They: Oh what are these?

Me: Hiragana memory cards, I made them by myself!

They: Ok, what for are you learning all this?

Me: Just for fun? It's my interest!

They: Ok. Whatever I guess

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So what was your excuse to eat *that* today? Let me guess. Stressed? You deserved it? Nobody's gonna notice anyway? That's why you are never reaching your goals. Stop the bs and focus. You can do it if you actually want it.

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TW M3ANSPO

You disgust me. If you can keep eating when you’re full, you can eat nothing when you’re starving. You’re just fucking weak. You’re a pathetic excuse of a person. You’re nothing but a fat fucking slob who stuffs their face 24/7. I would be ashamed to walk around in your pudgy little body, fat bobbing up and down as you walk. People look at you and hope they never get to such a low point in their life.

You’re always making up excuses, telling yourself “I’ll start tomorrow,” “ Tomorrow’s a new day.” But let’s be honest, let’s be real. You’re never going to fucking start fresh. You’re never going to get back on track. You haven’t yet, so why should I believe that you ever will? If you actually wanted to be skinny, you would fucking work for it instead of sitting on your ass, scrolling through thinspo and wishing you were them. Wishing won’t get you anywhere sweetie, you have to fucking starve yourself for once if you want to be thin.

You should get off your lazy ass and go do some workouts. But no, instead, you’re reading meanspo, begging for people to harass you for going over your limit or being too fucking weak to finish even the shortest fast. You never fucking work for what you want. You think being skinny is as easy as wishing for it to magically happen? You think the fat is just going to melt off yourself? Well sucks to fucking suck hun, because that isn’t how it works. You need to put in some actual fucking effort to achieve what you want in life.

How can you sit there, stuffing your chubby cheeks with greasy processed foods and call yourself anorexic? You’re utterly pathetic, you know that? Fucking pathetic. You’re a waste of space, a waste of air. You don’t fucking deserve to be here at this point.

Like, where the fuck is your self control? Because I can’t find it. You know why? Cause it isn’t fucking there. It doesn’t exist, you have NONE. You gorge yourself until you feel like you have to vomit. It’s no wonder you’re the size that you are. Just look at the way you eat.

You constantly complain about being sad and depressed. Honestly, I would be too if I looked like you. You’re only unhappy because of how fucking fat you are. I’d bet if you lost a few pounds you’d be over the moon. But honestly, let’s be real… that’s probably never going to happen. Why? Because you’re weak. You’re fat. You’re nothing. You’re worthless.

I wouldn’t be surprised if you offed yourself. I wouldn’t want to live with myself either if I looked like you. You don’t look disordered, you just look obese.

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I haven't used this app for a while but coming back here feels nostalgic. Came here running after what's going on with X/Twitter 😵‍💫 I don't want to lose contact with moots and other ppl going through same sh#t as I have to.

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Good morning 💫 Found an old sp0 picture I've saved years ago. Thinking twice about eating that breakfast today!

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Current weight: Fat

Goal weight: Bones

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Things to do that prevent you from Binging

♡ brush your teeth ♡

♡ drink a lot of water and tea ♡

♡ go for a walk ♡

♡ paint your nails ♡

♡ take a long shower ♡

♡ read a book ♡

♡ watch a movie ♡

♡ tidy up your room ♡

♡ call a friend ♡

♡ do the laundry ♡

♡ go shopping ♡

♡ look at thin spo ♡

♡ make a vision board ♡

♡ workout ♡

♡ meet a friend ♡

♡ Do Homework ♡

♡ chew gum ♡

♡ remind yourself why you started ♡

♡ add clothes to your cart you wanna wear after reaching your GW ♡

♡ play games on your phone or switch ♡

♡ listen to a podcast or music ♡

♡ draw ♡

♡ play an instrument ♡

♡ learn a new language ♡

♡ journal ♡

♡ skincare ♡

♡ if you are still hungry, eat lot of veggies and protein ♡

♡ dm me. i always love to talk ♡

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when someone draws something just for you

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*picks up dog’s left paw* no wedding ring? interesting

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That Midwest feel: When the tornado sirens go off and you panic for a second before remembering “Oh, it’s Wednesday”

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my mum’s taking my dog to get his nuts removed today

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my dog: this water no good,,,, it is too gross. it has bin here in this here water bowl too long for an hour…. that… is to long for it to be dranken…

also my dog: this poddle… in the road. it is…….. so… refreshing…….