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I WAS ABOUT TO BIRTHDAYPOST BUT I OPENED ARCTWI TO CHECK WHAT THE SPECIAL BIRTHDAY THING WOULD BE. AND I NEED YOU TO UNDERSTAND THE NEW EMOTION I UNLOCKED WHEN I OPENED MY CHATS AND GOT BLASTED WITH THIS

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you're in a game angst competition and your opponent is artw (the characters can't catch a break too damn).

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the commonplace nature of cunty untrustworthy brown manwhores is so conflicting as a gay man because on one hand please do unspeakable tjings to me sir but on the other. racism and homophobia :(

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I GOT DIAGNOSED WITH AUTISM

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Usually id refrain from talking about these things on Tumblr but as a somewhat recognized, queer+mixed bipoc creator I feel like I have some kind of responsibility to do so...? Idk if I wanna main tag this or not because uh. Scary

(edit: decided to suck it up and do it anyways because I don't think I should have to worry about making people uncomfortable anymore)

There's a much needed discussion to be had about the predatory nature of Sorrytaco as a company, the racism and homophobia involved in Sirius' canon writing, and how the community unknowingly perpetuated it.

Please understand that I, mumuscae, do not think anyone here is a bad person or a flat out racist for perpetuating this. A lot of you are minors, me included, and unconscious bias plays a huge role here. I personally believe that the behavior stems from ignorance rather than malice. Do not try to take my words too personally, I am not attacking you as individuals. It's a very complex situation a lot of which stems from the actions of Storytaco when they wrote Sirius. This is MYYYY opinion and interpretation of things. I'd like to handle it in a mature way as much as possible.

But idk if we're ready to hold that discussion in a civil manner yet without getting told it's "reaching" and excusing it because Sorrytaco is a Korean company.

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SIRIUS AND THE EMOTION WHEEL ‼️

(wanted to challenge myself by including each one we've been given, I've always felt like yellow = happy, purple = mischevious/calculated(?), blue = surprised/confused, green = indifference/boredom, black = angry, light grey = fear/anxiety, pink = defensive (?), red = excited, and rainbow is hard to describe but neutral..? depending on the context it could be interpretted as emotional but like in a lighthearted/genuine way idk)

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as much of a. Frightening Specimen sirius is i do appreciate him just embarassing himself a little early on when pollux is like "wow dude are u jealous or something ???" and hes like "what?? me??? thats soooooo ridiculous 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄" and not 5 seconds later hes fucking redtexting about how theres "Not a chance." it would be anyone else rescuing summoner like ok girl

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bro now i got a pr-sh-p acc in my notes too can i catch a break

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i wanna draw sirius what should he be doing

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FINALLY A NORMAL REPLY

i wanna draw sirius what should he be doing

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no im restating this and maintagging. like i am being so serious some of the shit ive seen said abt him in the tags. the amt of vitriol i see launched at him fully at random shoutout to that one vega fan who was talking abt curbstomping him nd cutting all his hair off, nd the person in MY REPLIES saying "burn his hair and put a blond wig on him" as a haha funny like i am NOT laughing....... i get hes a villain and he might have been mean to your porcelain princess but please THINK about how you talk abt the one!!! brown man!!! in this game

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some yall talking REAL WEIRD abt the only brown man in the game ill be real

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DAMN LET THE MAN HAVE SOME JOY 😭😭😭😭

i wanna draw sirius what should he be doing

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i wanna draw sirius what should he be doing

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not arctwi but i got big shark