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WAKE UP POTTER

WE’RE GOING TO THE ZOO

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Maybe we can. - Gordon? (on Wattpad) http://my.w.tt/UiNb/nfQfgwgXcv Maybe we can Maybe we can Maybe we can Maybe we can Maybe we can't......

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Light Bulb

They say if the light goes out in the house, check the wiring don't just buy a new house.    Thing was i thought the house was broken, but it wasn't i was now i was my house back but the house has a new care taker.    I miss it it was my home, it came me warm at night i felt loved, yes the house had flaws but the house just needs some work. It was a bit of a fixer upper.   Can i come home?

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3.14.16

id say you're making me lose my hold on reality but i never had a hold.   they call me cry baby but they'd have to see me cry to call me names,   they'd have to hear me speak to call me anything, they'd have to think    with a brain they don't withhold inside their air heads. I'm scared I'm losing hope for all the remain of my mentality and hope,   not like you need it to survive were all mindless puppets hoping people   love use for follow them, but if you dare to remove that glass slipper of yours   beware you'll suffer with the rest, for if you step out you are no longer worthy    of happiness, sadly heard spoken truth.

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Savanna//17//Mississippi I love music and literature. It’s basically my life. I’m single and I just want to meet new people. Tumblr: @legendarybootay Instagram: SavannaLynn26 Kik: Savanna_NYC

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1.7.16

i lie awake, wondering if maybe this is it for me...

everything I've ever wanted, still so far out of reach,

what if i ran away and stopped myself from losing everything by,

simply not wanting anything anymore.

  fuck i mean you're taking my family away from me 

just to please your selfish hands, always hungry never full

always craving more to feed your ego. you lead me to my

nights of tears, and battle wounds.

 although i hate you i need to find a way to forget you're real

and not another monster voice in my head.

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11.13.15

you smiled at me.

you told me to smile.

you told me too keep my head up.

you told me to laugh.

  so i did just that, 

i smiled, laughed, and kept my head up.

only to all have it all fall when i heard you speak her name.

tears began to build like a dam breaking, 

heart crashed in to my empty stomach once more for the day.

 you told me to laugh ,

you told me to keep my head up,

you told me to smile,

you smiled at me.

 -raebuggs

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11.12.15

i promised it wouldn't get bad again,

promised that i wouldn't cut again,

promised i smile more,

promised to laugh,

and to act like a child.

   I'm sorry for i have failed you my princess,

i have let the wrath of the monster drag me under,

i let the blade of thy enemy pierce my skin,

my smile has evidently faltered,

my laugh has dried up like the snow in spring,

for i have never had a childhood to reenact,

  so now i let the beast consume what its even hardly left,

i wait for his next move i wait out the winters fortnight,

i wait until spring arrives again,

for i have left promises untied once more,

i no longer fight my war, i lead others out of their battles.

  i promised things wouldn't get bad,

promised i wouldn't cut again,

promised to smile more,

promised to laugh more,

to act like a child,

I'm sorry world for i have failed you once more.

      -raebuggs

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maybe we can

im bad at up dating my story on here but its on wattpad called ^^ my user is @//rae_devan i hope you like it so far 

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CHAPTER ONE: R AND B

 Me and my sister B always had the same taste in everything, from crushes to food to even music, shes my other half and best friend i do everything with her. ever since she was born i don't remember ever not being with her. i remember her tenth birthday we snuck out to go eat at waffle house and got ice cream and went shopping. Coming home wasn’t the most pleasant, due to mother being mad we spent over 200$ on shit we didn't need but though was cool. i wouldn't take anything back that day, cause that was the day i got my best friend.

  “Hey R, we should see a movie tonight, or now. i don't know i’m just feeling distant and i want to feel something. Oh i know let go to The Records!” B said jumping up from the floor, The Record was a coffee shop than had records and record players for hipsters. i wasn't big into it but it was a chill place and B loved it and anytime she asked i would take her, she doesn’t as that often so it doesn't bug me. “Sure B lets go get dressed cause i don't want to drive around in our jams.” we both chuckled at the thought of going to The Records in our jams.We get dressed in a matter of 20 minutes tops, and make up another 10, i grabbed the key to my black ‘67 chivy impala. as we got in B put some music on, Paramore was playing through out my speakers on the way to The Records. “OH THATS WHAT YOU GET WHEN YOU LET YOUR HEART, WOAAAHWOAH!”  we yelled off key, on our 45 minute we played the license plate game and swapped theory's on love.As we pulled up the gravel parking lot of The Records, i remember when i first went here With Madison, or as i call her ButtStink. when she showed me this place i was nervous about the new music and people. But as the more often we came here i fell in love with this beated up old coffee shoppe.

  As we entered the shoppe, i remember my first song here, Wake me up When Septembers Ends By Greenday. That’s how Greenday became my favorite band of all time.”Mocha?” i asked B she simply nodded, as i bought the coffee and payed the extra 3 bucks for endless refills i approached out couch and handed B her coffee. She smiled and mumbled a soft “Thank you.” to me, as i picked a Arctic Monkeys record and paced it on the turn style and placed my headphones over my ears and let the music drift me away. I place my coffee down on the table in front of me and curl up on the couch letting my memories steal me from reality.

    *Flashblack*

  “Hey R check out this place with me they just opened up! They're called The Records.” Madison spoke in math, i gave a questioning looking wondering why she would ask to ditch half way through class, she never has before in her life ditched a class. “Are you asking me to ditch in math?” i questioned her, she simply nodded at me and smiled. As the teacher turned his back i grabbed my bag and headed out the door, thank god it was in the back of the class next to me and Madison. Next came Madison when she got the chance, she ran off the campus and headed to The Records place. she didn't give me much information on this place just that she really wanted to go.

       *Inside The Records 12:33 pm*

    “r check out this they have Greenday.” she was overwhelmed by there genres they had. I Simply smiled at my music loving bestie, “Hey ButtStink, look they have Ed!” i show her timidly knowing she isn't a fan of my pop music, but she enjoys Ed quite alto. as do i, “Here i lets listen to some Greenday then some Eddie okay?” she spoke and gave me a reassuring look knowing how i feel to change.

  *End of flashback*

   *3:45pm closing time*

   “R is that you and B? Damn its been a While!” A voice had spoke waking me from my daze, Johnny? “Johnny is that you, well shit man hey !” i took my headphones off standing up, “How are you man?” i asked he smiled  and spoke “ Great im dating Kyle now.” i hugged him happy for the young boy, “Well the shoppe is about to close i think you should wake B up and get going before the kick you out hah.” Johnny was a childhood friend who recently came out as gay, he was in every aspect amazing. I nodded turning off my turn style and taking the record off and placing it on the kart of used records of the day. i do the same to B’s, i took her headphone off, carrying her out placing her gently in the car and drove home content with out day we went home to nap.

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OUR STORY: HIM AND I.

Hey the name is Rae, but all my friends call me R. I'm not your average teenage girl, see my life was set up, set up for him. My life was molded to be with him. I was scared when i first learned this. Now i accept it, after all my life was meant to be lived with him.

        Ive always dreamt and lusted for a love i can call my own and now i can. Thanks to the one and only Michael Clifford, my love. This story starts when i was merely 5 years old, when i found out what punk was, and how the nose it made, made my blood flow and my head relax. My childhood was scary i was abused, left for dead and neglected, but music was there it has always been there when no one else was. I wasn't always the brightest kid growing up, i fought with everyone, was an outdoorsy kid who loved all the things boys did. I always vowed to myself to never lose myself, and to this day Ive half way kept the promise to myself.

  P!nk, she was my first love, then there was Aviril she made me happy. Nickleback, who made my heart sore and fly away from all my pain. They were my only friends growing up, i was extremely shy and didn't want to be around people but it wasn't like i had a choice cause if i did i would have chosen to hid away with the only 3 that understood me. They gave my childhood a reason to keep going, and little did my tiny child brain know the world was molding my life for someone to call my own.

  when i as 10, i moved around a lot i lost myself in the process of finding myself. But i guess that’s the way the world works to be found you must get lost first and i did just that. I got lost in everything music was offering to heal.

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This guy is just awesome, he knows what he is talking about. If you’ve never seen his channel please, please, please check him out. I typically dont like rap but he puts meaning into them! Plus he did a rap with Cryaotic! If that isn’t cool, you’re not human! XD

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why wont harry styles bump into me on the street and ask for my number and take me out for coffee and fall in love with me what am i doing wrong?

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If you are a little please reblog this i need more little to follow :3

If you want to follow back follow daddys-little-princesses.

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