gracelyn-5sos

[gracelyn-5sos]

I don't think anyone can truly grasp the pain of knowing that your favorite band—the one you adored as a kid, the band that kept you company when you were alone in your room, the band that brought people together with their music and made songs that felt like home—will never have the chance to tour as a whole again.

I always dreamed of being in the crowd, singing along to your songs during a reunion tour, especially since I never got the chance when I was younger. But knowing that won't happen breaks my heart.

"Live your dream and never wake up." - Liam Payne

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does it ever drive you crazy...

just how fast the night changes 💔

[gracelyn-5sos]

I don’t even know how I’m gonna write this without balling my eyes out so I’ll try to keep this short…

Payno, my boy… You probably left this world thinking that it hated you. You know, after seeing the way some people reacted, I now understand that none of us deserved the joy you brought us, and if Bear fucking hates this fandom when he grows up, I don’t even fucking blame him.

You probably made some decisions that you wished you could’ve changed like the rest of the fucking world, and under no circumstances did you deserve to spend your last days like this.

You are gone way too soon. I keep refreshing your Wikipedia page thinking that we’re all in just one big collective nightmare. That I’m gonna wake up in my bed and that the 5 of you will still be there.

Thank you for everything you’ve ever done for me, without even knowing. Don’t worry, we’ll take care of Bear, your mom, your dad, your sisters and the boys.

I hope Jay and Félicité are with you up there, and that you are no longer in pain.

I’m so fucking sorry for everything…

You can rest Liam, you deserve it🕊️

[gracelyn-5sos]

the "payno, my boy" in louis post hit me hard, but THIS, this is so weird to me.

his name not in the middle of the others is so wrong.

[gracelyn-5sos]

I cannot stop crying so much, like if I think about it too hard and the guy’s tributes and the fan videos to him I will start sobbing

I want it stop hurting

I know the pain will eventually dull but I cannot even begin to imagine how the people in his life who really really knew him are hurting if we are hurting this much.

[gracelyn-5sos]

Me with any minor inconvenience of life:

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"For God's sake Penelope Featherington, are you going to marry me or not?"

Kicking. Screaming. Throwing up.

Whyyy did Netflix only release 4 episodes, I need more! Now! Ugh, what a season.

The pining??? The longing stares! Ugh, God help me.

[gracelyn-5sos]

HAPPY 13 YEARS OF ONE DIRECTION!!!!

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OMG ITS A GIRL!!!! HE WAS MEANT TO BE A GIRL DAD!!!! 🥹

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I CAN NOT BELIEVE CALUM POSTED ON HIS STORY LET ALONE THIS!!