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if i am evil. i create character A, who indulges often. always eating, always fucking. but time and time again reveal that he is not hungry. he is not lustful. he performs hunger and doesnt truly feel it. he performs sexuality and doesnt truly feel it. and for fifteen years he performs indulgence into desire he doesnt feel. i create character B, who does not indulge. never eating, never fucking. but time and time again reveal that he IS hungry. he is lustful. he denies hunger but feels it deeply. he denies sexuality but feels it deeply. and for fifteen years he refuses to indulge in the desire he feels. and then. in the final season. allow character A to finally desire something. allow character B to confess his desire. and then kill them both before either is able to really indulge in something they truly desire. if i am evil. i do this.

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SAM Oh, my God. AVA Don’t think God has much to do with this, Sam. SAM Oh, my God. RUBY Guess again.

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Dean Winchester in SUPERNATURAL 7.21 'Reading Is Fundamental'

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I can't do this alone. Yes, you can. Yeah, well, I don't want to.

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no don’t give my led zeppelin mixtape back you’re so sexy ahaha

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DEAN WINCHESTER in 15.05 PROVERBS 17:3

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kids these days have it so easy. not only do all actors ship the gay ships they’re part of, some of them ship them even harder than the fans do. back in my day we got hatecrimed by jensen ackles at fan conventions.

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TV Appreciation Week 2024: (Day Five) Favorite season of a TV show - Season One (Supernatural)

I think he wants us to pick up where he left off. You know, saving people, hunting things. The family business.

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do you ever think that maybe dean’s promiscuity wasnt just some kind of heteronormative performance but rather the only way that he could figure out to get someone to be close to him? because he lived a hunters life even as a child he pretty much had to keep everyone at arms length. but like that boy just wanted to be touched. he wanted it to feel like someone loved him. and maybe that was the only way he knew how to meet those needs?????

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—and build on it. You understand?

creative solutions for @wincestwednesdays

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So many anna/ruby fics are a kind of dom ruby sub anna thing which yeah i love anna ruby. But give me Ruby and a powerful newly powered up angel anna any day of the week.

it’s been said before but i’ll say it again. anna rebelled against heaven twice and ruby is doing exactly what her mommy and daddy asked her to do up to the point of her death. ruby can should and must be the reluctant sub who doesn’t think they should do this while anna uses a devil’s trap and a strap on to pound her into next week

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Dean Winchester in SUPERNATURAL 7.20 'The Girl with the Dungeons and Dragons Tattoo'

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The moment you realize you’re gonna risk it all for a bottom from Kansas

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I mean I think I know how this is going to go but maybe I'll be surprised lol.