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she’s so me

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yeah

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CAN YOU READ MY MINDD? IVE BEEN WATCHIN YOUUU... COULDN'T FIGHT TO SAVE YOUR LIFE BUT YOU LOOK SO COOOOOLLL

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hello i am very proud to announce that my new song The Devil Of Topeka will be out December 6th!! it’s the first single from my upcoming EP, Stuck In The Cycle, and it’s absolutely my fav ever song of mine so i decided to release it a lil early while i work on finishing the EP <3 i hope yall enjoy

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it is truly so pathetic how much america hates women

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The problem is that America has beaten down its people for decades and gotten them weak and desperate and now promises a way out, a way to transcend and rise above, through selling out their fellow man. They encourage contempt and hatred as one way ticket to not being included with the masses being death marched to poverty or whatever other bitter end surely awaits the people they’re told are beneath them. An embarrassingly large chunk of white men are just straight up nazis these days as a way to dissociate from the rest of the carnage around them, even if they’re broke and uneducated and from an impoverished background themselves. They’ll vote for and align themselves with anything for a taste of power and control that makes them feel a little less helpless. The same goes for minorities. They’ll punch down if they think it’ll get them somewhere, even if in reality they’re punching sideways. I don’t know what else to say, really. Everybody is so incredibly hateful. We are a loveless, disrespectful nation. We are so spread thin by our government that we would sell each other out in a heartbeat for an ounce of relief. This is what we’ve come to.

It’s not even about Trump at this point. He’s gonna get in office and do whatever he does and it’s gonna be a mess but whatever. This is indicative of deeper problem. This is just the ugly consequence of the already present reality in this country that we all just despise each other. There is no solidarity and there is no love. Trump being in office or not doesn’t change the fact that America is a breeding ground for violent hatred. Trump has given people a shining example of how to give in to the worst parts of your human nature and make it the problem of everyone around them. I don’t even know what we’re supposed to do about that. I don’t know if that’s something we can come back from. And if anything COULD be done about it, Trump certainly wouldn’t do it. Honestly, Kamala probably wouldn’t have either. We are so deeply fucked.

However, I must say, if you voted for Trump, I hope that peace never finds you. Instead, I hope clarity strikes you someday like a clap of lightning and you have to live the rest of your life with the knowledge and guilt of what you’ve done and who you are as a person.

Love yall. Shit is so bleak but the world keeps spinning until it doesn’t, I guess. We can’t count on the government for literally even a shred of progress or hope so just keep up the good fight in your own personal lives. That’s literally the only thing to be done at this point. Stay safe out there. Maybe buy a gun.

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God

god will not save us

i sent up my prayers

he mirrored them back

and i was so scared

and he turned away

so i went to pray

again

god does not love us

i spoke to his son

there is no escape

but he tried to run

and got pulled far away

so i went to pray

again

i will not be the same

i laid out my page

and wrote from the heart

i shot in the dark

and tried to make my escape

forever i'll lay

beneath the deep slate

i rot and i pray

to a god that wills me away

again

again

god will not help us

i learned long ago

he cares about no one

i tried to keep hope

he laughed in my face

so i went to pray

again

god wants to hurt us

feel it in my bones

the way of this life

the way it all goes

i can't keep it up

so i shut my mouth

and spoke to the darkness

and it let me out

if darkness has saved me

and god ran awry

is all that i knew

one big mortal lie

the gun in my mouth

makes shots oh so loud

my one last attempt

to try and cry out

again

again

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next time don’t miss.

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forever is a promise

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i think my fav physical feature of mine is my nipples tbh they’re so CUTE

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if u think abt it california is like the ikeafication of texas

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got a lot of thoughts rn, gonna sleep and hopefully they’ll all become clearer in a dream <3

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theres so much beauty in the world but i feel being confined to this prison of meat and bone limits how much of that beauty i can experience

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theres a train in the distance, reminds me of being little and sleeping over at my grandmothers house over thanksgiving break and falling asleep to the sound of trains and wind

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it’s raining rn and all i want to do is find a secluded road and lay down in the middle of it so the water can wash away my sorrows

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realizing i truly do remember it all, but not through memory. i remember through emotion alone

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