goofybich

[goofybich]

FUCK STEM

hello, i’m a final year Bio stud still doing her undergrad thesis and my brain is on fire. i just can’t do it anymore i’m tired. it depressed me because im the one who chooses this major and yet my mental health is fucked up by it. i’m tired of guessing, of how you have to be intrigued, of how you (most of the time) have to be right, of how you have to be able to explain shits. fuck.

long story short my sequence resulted as different species of bacteria with what i thought the bacteria would be. and i already use the bacteria for my research. call me the dumb one for not making sure initially before using it. but it’s part of lab collection and labeled.. is it really my fault? 😭 also the lab situation doesn’t help either. it’s a mess. big mess. this is not the first time a sample gets mixed up/swapped with another sample. hhhhhh i need to quit.