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WUTHERING WAVES SIDE SCROLL GAMEPLAY????????

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My next summer Dipper and Mabel!!

More info abt the designs:

They're so cool woah

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U HAVE THE BEST MIND

hrnghhhh FTM trans Soap thoughts

lil Soap who always knew he wasn’t like the other girls his age

lil Soap who cried when he couldn’t join the boys’ footie league at school. His mom signed him up for a girls’ league instead, but for some reason that only made him want to cry more and he wasn’t sure why.

lil Soap who would always say “No, i’m hamsome!” whenever someone called him pretty, but grew out of it when he got older because the quiet laughs and ruffles of his hair that he received in response evolved into long silences and weird looks that he didn’t know how to interpret.

lil Soap who refused to brush his hair because it was a waste of time, so his mum always had to braid it every morning to keep it from turning into a rat’s nest, eventually coaxing him to let her brush it at least once a week because “I want you to look nice for church, m'ulaidh” and even then he’d sit on his little stool with the poutiest look on his face because this takes so loooong! How can anyone do this every single day?!

trans Soap whose family always sort of knew. The first time he comes back from a long deployment after starting T, he’s worried because he’s changed a lot and he doesn’t know how they’ll react, but when his Mum opens the door and lets him into the house, she just pinches his cheeks and says “you look just like your father” while his siblings immediately start clowning on him for his mohawk

Trans Soap who had to disclose his identity to Price so that he could still get his T shots while deployed and couldnt hide his big ol’ smile when Price just clapped him on the shoulder after signing the paperwork and said “Welcome to the team, son.”

Trans Soap who comes out to Simon over breakfast at his flat, where a drunk walk home the previous night had turned into to a make out session and almost a hookup, but had ended in a slightly awkward sleepover for obvious reasons.

Ghost who hasn’t exactly taken the time to sit down and work out what and who exactly he’s attracted to, he just knows he likes Johnny, so he takes a long sip of his coffee (because Johnny doesn’t have any tea) as he works out how to respond.

Ghost who can see how antsy Soap is getting while he thinks about what to say, so he puts down his mug and blurts out “still got an arsehole, don’t ya?” and starts mentally kicking himself the second the words leave his mouth because what the fuck?? who says that? He’s so nervous his hands are shaking and that’s how you respond? You blew it Simon, you idiot-

Soap who starts losing his mind laughing, both because that was the goofiest thing anyone has ever said in response to finding out about him being trans and he’s so relieved that Simon didn’t make a big deal of it

and then they kiss or something idk

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Late night chatter~ 🌠 💫

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I always knew they were canon

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"see? only you can create a painting with such life. i still have a long way to go."

"this is your painting."

IM GOING TO BE SICK SHUT THE FUCK UP

i haven't been hit in my emotional nuts by BOTH playable character storylines and the npcs storylines in SOOOOOOOO LONG

like it's just bar after bar after bar with this game

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YALL IM GONNA CRY

y'all yall y'all y'all

the old lady character Heying from wuthering waves has my soul

MAY SHE KEEP HER FICTIONAL PEACE FOR AS LONG AS SHE MAY FICTIONALLY LIVE

*almost immediate edit: HER STORYLINE WAS SO SHORT AND IT MADE ME CRY

MRS. HEYING I WILL NEVER FORGET THIS

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the themes of grief in wuthering waves are SMOTHERING (not complaining)

bc i'll be jumping around trying grab shit and wtv and once i finally decide to continue the mission i was on, they hit me with an old lady who is so grief stricken over her son she's debating whether it's worth it to keep living

😦

HOLY SHIT???

(not shaming at all bc the THOUGHT of me losing any of my loved ones has me weeping so i cant imagine losing a kid at any age)

and im not mad over it or anything i just wasn't expecting so many quests that involve the death of a loved one or someone who has 0 will to live

(then again i haven't gotten very far so maybe i keep picking depressing missions on accident)

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They match each others freak i know it

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oh my god they're so cyute

Squished🙂‍↕️

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GOD I FUCKING HATE THE CHEATING TROPE IN FANFIC

and normally i'm really good about NOT reading things i don't like RIGHTTTTTT

but i wanted to give this one a chance bc i was interested

y'all,, the MOMENT the cheating started i wanted to fucking kms bc

YOU (mc's arranged husband who has been taking her out on dates and being affectionate) ARE NOT GONNA CHEAT ON ME (the mc who has done literally NOTHING wrong /srs) WITH UR BITCH ASS FUCKING COWORKER THAT U BARELY KNOW

like god i hope someone snipes his ass fucking prick

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why must my family be so wishy washy with plans ALL THE TIME

like it stresses me out, it's stresses my FRIENDS out, and it's just embarrassing

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CYUTTTTTEEE

dont ask how i come up w this. they started as trad doodles but i really think theyre cute. i did genbends of the critters a while ago but didn't think id use the designs again bc they were originally silly jokes but fuck it theyre honestly so fun to draw.. (there's also not much to design lol) i might post those at some point idk. anyways here

originally was just the critters dressed up but this being a school au is cute too?? im not sure tbh either is fine, im not fussed i just wanted to draw them in cute clothes and acting silly😭

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she's being so mean

if u ever see this FUNGUS, u were being so mean to me on August 3rd, 2024

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i'm gonna blow this interview tomorrow and i'm trying to mentally prepare for the immense SHAME i'm gonna feel if i don't get this job

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this shit taste like the sweatiest taint of the south