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Not another birthday..why i didnt even like the past 26 ones

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Tfw you spedrun through being rake

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Got called a rake today? What does that mean?

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Tall cans of tasty cheap beer be hitting absolutely immaculately today

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I took a months supply in a day cause im a gremlin and dont give a fuck.

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I got that dog in me and by that dog i mean an entire bottle of adderal in a 24 period

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The zaza got me dreaming of a better life

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Me rn

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Actually no never mind it sucks out here im going to the psych ward

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Fresh out county jail and ready to enter society they had ya boy in straight jacket for too damn long

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"Sometimes i can still see you just like i used to...."

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My wallet might be thin , my life may be in shambles, my dysphoria may be high, but my op is on the run from the cops so life is good

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He gave me pickles so what could i do i stomped his ass in these ugly ass brandless no cushion no ankle support having loafers the clearance section of ross. Rolled my ankle stompin his ass so i took em off and beat him with them then left loafers there for insult to injury. Try doing that with crocs.

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Youre for these streets. These streets right here? How about you zoom out light years and bask in the beauty and entropic indifference that is our universe and humble yourself and realize how small we all are. bask in the cosmic indifference of the universe and realize that unless you escape samsara youre doomed to an endless cycle of reincarnations of pain that comes with existience.. Yeah exactly thats what im for, im for samsara. i dont want to escape it and if you dont take that stick out your ass im gonna use every bit of my brainpower to gaslight you and psycholigically maim you so you dont escape samsara this go around because yes i am that petty. I can and well bring you down to my level kicking and screaming. If i get one more snide remark from you. Ill do everything in my power to make sure you, your family, youre friends, youre whole hometown dont escape samsara i will send youre ass to the kumuda hell which is my least favorite. I will warp your morality with spite to the point where not even the tibetan book of the dead will be able to help you. Youll go through kumuda hell and have you come bsck as a dung beetle. Im sick of your shit i come here every fucking day and every day i tell you no pickles and everytime you give me pickles

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For every action in existience theres an opposite and equal reaction. The dali lama is the living embodiment of enlightenment and the perpetual buddha. Im not. Im spiteful petty hotheaded completely at the mercy of carnal desires living life on a whim like powder in the wind. My way of meditating is a highlight real of how petty i can be and every home i wrecked. I calmed my coked out heart when it was trying to slack off bh rememberingthe time i poked a hole in my hoes ass cousins condom in her backpack cause she said my relationship would fail. It did but she had to drop out of college and her kids got fetal alcohol syndrome thats what brings me zen. We are not the same yall arent even on my level of petty spite. Im the living embodiment unwarranted vengeance. If the dali lama hasnt escaped samsab so he can guide others to escape it .well i stay here to keep people in samsara. Straight up no flashy shit just the fundamentals. Spite and joy derived by it. Me and the dali lama wouldnt even be able to be in the same room. Wed tear existience apart like two magnets repelling why do you think we're never in a 500 mile radius of each other

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Im not insane im just unhin̈ged and spent a summer with a tibeton monk from albequeqye new mexico and have becone self aware of my reincarnations and all the bullshit that entails. I will not attain nirvana i dont even want to im for the corporeal plane, i exist as a gremlin who lives for earthly pleasures and spite. They dont even need to read the tibetan book of the dead for my soul i got that shit memorised so hard i gotta afterlife punch card. I finally got a get out of hell stamp but i refused because im a malevolent entity. I will not i repeat i will not escape samsara not while theres lust and wrath in this world. Shorty for the streets im for the cycle of reincarnation and pain of existience cause im built different

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Everytime death comes for me i puff up my chest and talk mad shit to fate to remind the universe i dont give a fuck nothing matters to me its all a joke evsn my death. Im him and ill go when im ready and everytime i pull through alive by pure willpower and spite. deaths gonna have to take me in my sleep cause im him the absolute definite article you think yall would have figured that out by now. Im a primordial being simply piloting my lastest corporeal body. I was there when the big bang fucked up my nonexistience and iv been on the warpath ever since.