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Stella Gibson from the Fall rp 21+ mun is 30
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goldenstarrr Ā· 2 years ago
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Soft Smut Prompts
ā€œIs it your first time?ā€
ā€œIt wonā€™t hurt.ā€
ā€œI need you.ā€
ā€œI love your body.ā€
ā€œI love hearing your voice.ā€
ā€œSay my name.ā€
ā€œI want you.ā€ -Ā ā€œThen have me.ā€
ā€œIā€™ll guide you.ā€
ā€œShould I help you with that?ā€
ā€œYouā€™re the most beautiful person/girl/boy Iā€™ve ever seen.ā€
ā€œNo need to be quiet.ā€
ā€œNo need to hold back.ā€
ā€œKiss me.ā€
ā€œYouā€™re mine.ā€
ā€œIā€™m all yours.ā€
ā€œI want to mark you all over.ā€
ā€œCum for me.ā€
ā€œHow are you this perfect?ā€
ā€œLetā€™s take this to the bedroom.ā€
ā€œWe canā€™t do that here!ā€
ā€œTake off my clothes.ā€
ā€œTake off your clothes for me.ā€
ā€œI want to look at your face.ā€
ā€œTurn around for me.ā€
ā€œDonā€™t stop.ā€
ā€œFocus only on me.ā€
ā€œI want your hands all over me.ā€
ā€œI really want to have sex with you right now.ā€
ā€œI know a better distraction than this.ā€
ā€œI want you on top of me.ā€
ā€œIā€™ll make you feel good.ā€
ā€œIā€™ll be the best youā€™ve ever had.ā€
ā€œSay that you want me.ā€
ā€œTell me what you want me to do.ā€
ā€œIā€™ve waited so long for this.ā€
ā€œIā€™ll make you mine.ā€
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goldenstarrr Ā· 2 years ago
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Send "Hey...where did you get that?" For your muse to take notice of a bruise or wound on my muse's body--
Send "You should see the other guy!" For the reverse!
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goldenstarrr Ā· 2 years ago
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Send šŸ’€ for my muse to die in your arms
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goldenstarrr Ā· 2 years ago
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PINNED .. an assortment of quotes found on pinterest .
i crave touch, yet i flinch every time someone gets too close.
how quickly the blade becomes you.
rage is a promise kept.
no one can hate me more than i hate myself.
you, who opened suns in my heart.
the word "father" rotted in my mouth.
i was born in an abundance of inherited sadness.
are you praying again? how raw are your knees?
can someone please be proud of me? like, fuck, i'm trying.
there are teeth marks on everything he loves.
i have done back things. i can't take them back, and they are part of who i am.
i am not a creature that was born. i am a fire that was set.
the best way to get your heart broken is to pretend you don't have one.
[he/she/they] is in my heart and i suffer.
do you love me enough that i may be weak with you?
in the crooks of your body, i find my religion.
i was a girl gulping a woman's grief.
i have pasts inside me that i did not bury properly.
i'll see you on the other side of the war.
you said i killed you - haunt me then!
i can't tell you how piercingly and endlessly i think about you.
i love you in vain, alone, in a terrible cold.
you will love [her/him/them] to ruins.
impossible loves. i am very much afraid they can become an addiction.
maybe we exist to bleed. maybe we exist to burn.
still, there is a terrible desire to be loved.
still, there is this horror at being left behind.
i come home - and i have a feeling of a ghost returning to its haunt.
my dear, i will always be this tender for you.
i'd rather die on my feet than live on my knees.
i'm ruined by your voice's deep dark lullaby.
i think we deserve a soft epilogue, my love. we are good people and we have suffered enough.
i couldn't touch you without ruining you, so i didn't touch you at all.
you laugh like a little girl, and inside you think like a martyr.
you are not my cure, nobody has that power.
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goldenstarrr Ā· 2 years ago
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ITā€™SĀ  ALLĀ  ABOUTĀ  THEĀ  YEARNINGĀ 
āĀ  you need someone.Ā  let me be that person.Ā  let me be what you need.Ā  āž
āĀ  look,Ā  i dunno if iā€™m the kind of person you need or even want right now.Ā  but iā€™m looking around and iā€™m the only one whoā€™s here.Ā  āž
āĀ  i never realized how much i needed you until you were the one person who wasnā€™t there.Ā  āž
āĀ  you asked me once,Ā  if i would ever take a chance on usā€¦maybe that ship sailed.Ā  but.Ā  ask me again?Ā  sometimeā€” doesnā€™t have to be today.Ā  maybe tomorrow just.Ā  ask me again.Ā  āž
āĀ  i know i canā€™t protect you from everything,Ā  but i wish youā€™d let me protect you from the things i can control.Ā  āž
āĀ  i used to have so much faith.Ā  maybe not in deities or something but,Ā  in the world.Ā  the universe.Ā  i believed their was a purpose to it all.Ā  iā€™m not sure when i lost that.Ā  āž
āĀ  have you ever had somethingā€¦missing?Ā  like something just doesnā€™t feel right inside you but you donā€™t know what it is.Ā  āž
āĀ  sometimes,Ā  i just need the world to be beautiful.Ā  i know how dark and ugly it can be but i just want to see something good and focus only on it for a few minutes.Ā  āž
āĀ  i was sortā€™ve hoping you needed me.Ā  is that selfish?Ā  āž
āĀ  people need someone to see them for what they are and not just see it but accept it.Ā  i want to be that person for anyone i canā€¦but it can be so suffocating to be that person and also remain unseen.Ā  āž
āĀ  sometimes i feel iā€™m being crushed under the weight of everything iā€™ll never be.Ā  āž
āĀ  youā€™re looking at me but youā€™re not seeing me.Ā  do you know how that feels?Ā  just see me.Ā  please.Ā  āž
āĀ  i want to deserve you.Ā  iā€™m trying to deserve you.Ā  āž
āĀ  i know i fucked up.Ā  i know i did but donā€™t shut me out anymore.Ā  let me in.Ā  please let in.Ā  āž
āĀ  every time you smile at me,Ā  i memorize it.Ā  i remember each moment that i get to be the one to bring out that light inside you.Ā  no matter what happens between us,Ā  thatā€™s what iā€™ll remember.Ā  Ā āž
āĀ  i canā€™t help but think thereā€™s got to be something out there for me,Ā  somewhere.Ā  just some place where i actually feel like i belong.Ā  āžĀ 
āĀ  the world is so big.Ā  why do i never feel like i fit into it?Ā  āž
āĀ  when iā€™m with you i feel like myself.Ā  i feel like every side of me is present and accepted.Ā  and i feel good about itā€”Ā  i feel good about who i am when iā€™m with you.Ā  āž
āĀ  do you like me?Ā  i know you love me.Ā  i know you care about me but.Ā  do you like who i am?Ā  āž
āĀ  i want to look in the mirror one day and not feel uncomfortable with my own reflection.Ā  āž
āĀ  just take my hand and close your eyes.Ā  pretend weā€™re anywhere else but here.Ā  āž
āĀ  so,Ā  what would you be?Ā  if you had to power to change all the things making you unhappy,Ā  what would your life look like?Ā  āž
āĀ  do you even know what it does to me?Ā  every time i see you cry,Ā  any time youā€™re hurt even the smallest bit it justā€” do you realize how deeply youā€™ve imbedded yourself into my heart?Ā  āž
āĀ  i donā€™t feel like a whole person without you anymore.Ā  i donā€™t fucking care if anyone else would say about that.Ā  youā€™re part of who i am now.Ā  the most important piece of me.Ā  āž
āĀ  every time you walk away you take another piece of me with you.Ā  āž
āĀ  iā€™m only really living in the moments when weā€™re together.Ā  the rest is just existing until you look at me again.Ā  āž
āĀ  it feels like thereā€™s a string around my heart and itā€™s connected to you.Ā  everywhere you go youā€™re just tugging me behind,Ā  pulling me towards you.Ā  āž
āĀ  youā€™ve got me in the palm of your hands.Ā  you could crush me and i would still thank you for touching me at all.Ā  āž
āĀ  i no longer know where i end and you begin.Ā  youā€™ve wound yourself around my soul so tightly,Ā  youā€™re all i feel anymore.Ā  āž
āĀ  youā€™ve stolen my heart,Ā  the least you could do is tell me what you intend to do with it.Ā  āž
āĀ  i donā€™t have perfect words.Ā  iā€™m not the kind of person who knows how to sound poetic and shit.Ā  so all i know what to tell you is that i belong to you.Ā  i donā€™t know if you want me.Ā  but iā€™m yours.Ā  and at this point however it is you need me,Ā  iā€™m here.Ā  āž
āĀ  youā€™re the only thing that matters anymore.Ā  i canā€™t eat,Ā  i canā€™t sleepā€”Ā  all the goddamn cliches from every stupid movie and song.Ā  youā€™re all i think about.Ā  iā€™m useless except when iā€™m yours.Ā  āž
āĀ  i havenā€™t stopped thinking about the way you laugh.Ā  iā€™m hoping iā€™ll get to hear it again.Ā  āž
āĀ  when your eyes are on me,Ā  i feel like something worth seeing.Ā  āž
āĀ  just let me look at you for a little bit.Ā  āž
āĀ  i would do anything for you.Ā  all my lines and rules.Ā  they mean nothing when it comes to you.Ā  itā€™d cross and break them all just to make you happy.Ā  āž
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goldenstarrr Ā· 2 years ago
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more cringy dirty & flirty pick-up lines sentence starters
this is extremely self-indulgent, don't mind me lmfao. feel free to use these for whatever you want and change any details that need to be.
ā you're so hot, my zipper is falling for you. āž ā i love my bed, but i'd rather be in yours. āž ā nice outfit. it'd look even better if it were on my bedroom floor. āž ā roses are red, violets are fine. you be the six, and i'll be the nine. āž ā do you have any room for an extra tongue in your mouth? āž ā if you're feeling down, i can feel you up. āž ā my ideal body weight is yours on mine. āž ā your belt looks really tight. can i loosen it for you? āž ā there are 206 bones in your body. think you can handle another one? āž ā let's play carpenter so i can nail you. āž ā i'd tell you a joke about my dick, but ... it's too long. āž ā hey, i might be wasted, but the condom in my pocket doesn't have to be. āž ā i may not go down in history, but i'll go down on you. āž ā you must be a chicken farmer because you know exactly how to raise my cock. āž ā sorry, what's your name again? i want to get it right when i shout it later. āž ā you must be an elevator because i want to go up and down on you all day. āž ā i'd love to kiss those beautiful, luscious lips. and the ones on your face. āž ā if you were a toe, i'd bang you on every wall, table, and chair in this bar. āž ā sit on my lap, and let's talk about the first thing that pops up. āž ā do you work for UPS? 'cause you've got a fantastic package. āž ā want to play a game? i'll be the squirrel, you be the tree, and i'll bust a nut in your hole. āž ā your legs are like an oreo cookie. i wanna split them and eat all the good stuff in the middle. āž ā i bet i can touch your belly button ... from the inside. āž ā how do you feel about doing some math in the bedroom? all you need to do is add me, subtract your clothes, divide your legs, and we can multiply. āž ā remember my name, because you'll be screaming it later. āž ā my doctor told me i have a vitamin d deficiency. wanna go back to my place and save me? āž ā if i flip a coin, what are my chances of getting head? āž ā my dick's been feeling a little dead lately. wanna give it some mouth-to-mouth? āž ā i'm no weather man, but you can expect more than a few inches tonight. āž ā is your name medusa? because the moment you look at me, i get rock hard. āž ā can you tell me what time your legs open, please? āž ā are you a rubix cube? because the more i play with you the harder you get. āž ā you look too god for a pickup line, so let's cut to the chase ā€” wanna fuck? āž
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Last Night (2010)
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Stella sat down next to Lorraine and looked at her for a moment. Then she looked down to the ground as she thought on where she wanted to start. "Well I am sure you know where I was and why I was there. Honestly I thought I was only going to be there for a week or two. Nothing more and nothing less." Her eyes closed for a moment while she took a deep breath in.
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" Peter...Paul...Whatever name he used he...He got into my head. " Stella stopped for a moment as she looked up in front of herself thinking she was going to see him once more. But he wasn't there. Maybe it was all in her head. "At the time I thought I saved so many lives and in away I did. But I let him ruin mine."
It wasn't really bad until he read her dream journal and when he beat the crap out of her. But she wasn't ready to share those things. Of course she told Lorraine about her journal when the two of them first started seeing each other. Because she didn't want her to look at it or anything like that. But she never told her that Paul had read it and wrote in it.
Stella watched Lorraine and listened to her words carefully. Apart of her wanted to ask Lorraine to lay with her, hold her while she slept. But at the same time Stella wasn't that person. She never liked to ask for things like that. It wasn't that she didn't want to ask. But she was never taught to, she was someone who was taught to close off your feelings and focused on work. So that's what she did and maybe that's what made her so closed off to everyone around her. Sometimes it even shocked her to see how long Lorraine has been here for her.
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" I don't need it. " Stella whispered. "Butā€¦" Slowly she reached for Lorraine's hand and held onto it for a moment. As she did so she ran her fingers over it. "I think you should knowā€¦About what happened there." Though she knew she wasn't going to share everything with Lorraine. But she also knew she had to give her something.
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goldenstarrr Ā· 2 years ago
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Stella watched Lorraine and listened to her words carefully. Apart of her wanted to ask Lorraine to lay with her, hold her while she slept. But at the same time Stella wasn't that person. She never liked to ask for things like that. It wasn't that she didn't want to ask. But she was never taught to, she was someone who was taught to close off your feelings and focused on work. So that's what she did and maybe that's what made her so closed off to everyone around her. Sometimes it even shocked her to see how long Lorraine has been here for her.
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" I don't need it. " Stella whispered. "Butā€¦" Slowly she reached for Lorraine's hand and held onto it for a moment. As she did so she ran her fingers over it. "I think you should knowā€¦About what happened there." Though she knew she wasn't going to share everything with Lorraine. But she also knew she had to give her something.
Stella closed her eyes and thought to herself, she started to watch her breathing and make sure she didn't go into a panic. But as soon as she felt Lorraine hand on her arm she opened her eyes slowly and looked over at her. She then moved her hand to Lorraine's cheek. Her eyes then locked with the other's while she nodded her head slowly, to show she was ok now.
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" That must be so hard for you. " Stella said softly. "I would hate it if people didn't believe me." Slowly she removed her hand from Lorraine's cheek and backed up a little. She thought about opening up more to her. But she wasn't even sure where to start. "You should get some rest."
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goldenstarrr Ā· 2 years ago
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Stella closed her eyes and thought to herself, she started to watch her breathing and make sure she didn't go into a panic. But as soon as she felt Lorraine hand on her arm she opened her eyes slowly and looked over at her. She then moved her hand to Lorraine's cheek. Her eyes then locked with the other's while she nodded her head slowly, to show she was ok now.
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" That must be so hard for you. " Stella said softly. "I would hate it if people didn't believe me." Slowly she removed her hand from Lorraine's cheek and backed up a little. She thought about opening up more to her. But she wasn't even sure where to start. "You should get some rest."
Stella held out her gun and looked in front of herself. "No you don't understand this man is.." She stopped herself when she realized who she was looking at and yet she couldn't believe it. Was she finally snapping? Was she going insane? Her eyes looked over at Lorraine. "I need to get you out of here." Her voice was soft but had a hint of worry in it. Her free hand rested in front of Lorraine so she couldn't get hurt. But as soon as she looked back in front of her she saw no one was there and her light grey eyes widen.
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" Oh, god I really am losing it. " Stella said softly as she put her gun away and backed away from Lorraine. For a moment Stella just had a dead look in her eyes, as if she was somewhere else. But in honesty she was just so confused and she wasn't sure if it was her PTSD kicking in or if she really saw Paul standing there in the room with them. Either she felt as if she was slipping through the cracks. "I---I'm sorry."
Of course Stella never really told Lorraine all of what happened in Belfast because it was something she didn't like to talk about since it messed her up really badly.
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goldenstarrr Ā· 2 years ago
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š‘»š‘Øš‘®š‘®š‘¬š‘« š‘°š‘µš‘Øš‘·š‘·š‘¹š‘¶š‘·š‘¹š‘°š‘Øš‘»š‘¬š‘³š’€ . Ā  ( Ā  a Ā collection Ā ofĀ  usfwĀ  prompts Ā taken Ā from Ā someĀ  tags Ā used Ā on Ā ao3 . Ā mature Ā themes Ā areĀ  obviouslyĀ  present ,Ā  Ā addĀ  ā€œ + reverse ā€Ā  toĀ  reverseĀ  roles .Ā Ā )
ļ¹Ÿ wet dreamļ¹•Ā  receiverĀ  hasĀ  aĀ  wetĀ  dreamĀ  aboutĀ  sender . ļ¹Ÿ rough sexļ¹•Ā  senderĀ  &Ā  receiverĀ  haveĀ  roughĀ  sex . ļ¹Ÿ fight sexļ¹•Ā  aĀ  fightĀ  betweenĀ  senderĀ  &Ā  receiverĀ  turnsĀ  intoĀ  sex . ļ¹Ÿ shower sexļ¹•Ā  senderĀ  &Ā  receiverĀ  haveĀ  sexĀ  inĀ  theĀ  shower . ļ¹Ÿ oral sexļ¹•Ā Ā senderĀ  goesĀ  downĀ  onĀ  receiver . ļ¹Ÿ pillow talkļ¹•Ā  receiverĀ  dirtyĀ  talksĀ  toĀ  sender . ļ¹Ÿ possessive sexļ¹•Ā  sender Ā & Ā receiver Ā have Ā heated Ā sex Ā after Ā one Ā was Ā jealous . ļ¹Ÿ praise kinkļ¹•Ā  receiverĀ  indulgesĀ  senderā€™sĀ  praiseĀ  kink . ļ¹Ÿ office sexļ¹•Ā Ā senderĀ  &Ā  receiverĀ  haveĀ  sexĀ  inĀ  anĀ  officeĀ  setting . ļ¹Ÿ sloppy makeoutsļ¹•Ā  senderĀ  &Ā  receiverĀ  haveĀ  aĀ  heavyĀ  makeoutĀ  session . ļ¹Ÿ coming in pantsļ¹•Ā Ā senderĀ  causesĀ  receiverĀ  toĀ  comeĀ  inĀ  theirĀ  clothes . ļ¹Ÿ secret relationshipļ¹•Ā  senderĀ  &Ā  receiverĀ  sneakĀ  aroundĀ  toĀ  haveĀ  sex . ļ¹Ÿ lingerieļ¹•Ā  senderĀ  wearsĀ  lingerieĀ  forĀ  receiver . ļ¹Ÿ hair - pullingļ¹•Ā  sender Ā pullsĀ  receiverā€™sĀ  hairĀ  duringĀ  sex . ļ¹Ÿ aftercareļ¹•Ā  senderĀ  providesĀ  aftercareĀ  toĀ  receiverĀ  followingĀ  sex . ļ¹Ÿ dry humpingļ¹•Ā  sender Ā rutsĀ  againstĀ  receiverĀ  whileĀ  dressed . ļ¹Ÿ revenge sexļ¹•Ā  sender Ā & Ā receiver Ā have Ā sex Ā to Ā get Ā back Ā at Ā someone . ļ¹Ÿ fluff and smutļ¹•Ā  senderĀ  &Ā  receiverĀ  haveĀ  fluffyĀ  domesticĀ  sexĀ  . ļ¹Ÿ sexual roleplayļ¹•Ā  sender Ā & Ā receiver Ā play Ā out Ā a Ā scenario Ā in Ā the Ā bedroom . ļ¹Ÿ casual sexļ¹•Ā  senderĀ  &Ā  receiverĀ  haveĀ  casual ,Ā  no - stringsĀ  sexĀ  . ļ¹Ÿ hate sexļ¹•Ā  senderĀ  &Ā  receiverĀ  haveĀ  heatedĀ  hateĀ  sex . ļ¹Ÿ resolved sexual tensionļ¹•Ā s enderĀ  kissesĀ  receiverĀ  toĀ  breakĀ  theĀ  sexualĀ  tension . ļ¹ŸĀ light bondageļ¹•Ā  senderĀ  restrainsĀ  receiverā€™sĀ  handsĀ  duringĀ  intimacy . ļ¹Ÿ vibratorsļ¹•Ā  senderĀ  stimulatesĀ  receiverĀ  withĀ  aĀ  vibratingĀ  toy . ļ¹Ÿ strippingļ¹•Ā  senderĀ  sensuallyĀ  undressesĀ  forĀ  theĀ  receiver . ļ¹Ÿ body worshipļ¹•Ā  senderĀ  worshipsĀ  theĀ  receiverĀ  sexually . ļ¹Ÿ temperature playļ¹•Ā  senderĀ  &Ā  receiverĀ  bringĀ  iceĀ  intoĀ  theĀ  bedroom . ļ¹ŸĀ bitingļ¹•Ā  senderĀ  bitesĀ  receiverĀ  intimatelyĀ  duringĀ  sex . ļ¹Ÿ bath sexļ¹•Ā  sender Ā & Ā receiverĀ  takeĀ  anĀ  intimateĀ  bathĀ  together . ļ¹Ÿ finger suckingļ¹•Ā  senderĀ  putsĀ  theirĀ  fingersĀ  toĀ  receiver'sĀ  lipsĀ  duringĀ  sex . ļ¹Ÿ edgeplayļ¹•Ā  senderĀ  tellsĀ  receiverĀ  notĀ  toĀ  comeĀ  untilĀ  theyā€™reĀ  allowed . ļ¹Ÿ mirror sexļ¹•Ā  senderĀ  &Ā  receiverĀ  haveĀ  sexĀ  inĀ  frontĀ  ofĀ  aĀ  mirror . ļ¹Ÿ Ā  pet namesļ¹•Ā  senderĀ  usesĀ  aĀ  sweetĀ  nameĀ  forĀ  receiverĀ  duringĀ  sex .
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hurt comfort prompts
ā€œ you can stay here, if you'd like. ā€œ
ā€œ please don't go. ā€œ
ā€œ why don't we stay at your place tonight? ā€œ
ā€œ can i get you anything? ā€œ
ā€œ let's be pathetic together. ā€œ
ā€œ are you crying? ā€œ
ā€œ i'm glad that you're here. ā€œ
ā€œ you're not doing this alone. ā€œ
ā€œ i don't have anyone anymore. ā€œ ā€œ you have me. ā€œ
ā€œ are you sure [about staying]? ā€œ
ā€œ you didn't force me. i volunteered [to be here], remember? ā€œ
ā€œ you are whatā€™s important right now. ā€œ
ā€œ itā€™s okay, you know. if you need to vent. ā€œ
ā€œ are you sure? it's quite heavy [of a topic]. ā€œ ā€œ i've got all night. ā€œ
ā€œ tonight is about you. you can make it up to me some other time. ā€œ
ā€œ i've got nowhere else to be. ā€œ
ā€œ you said you needed a distraction. ā€œ ā€œ so... where is it? ā€œ ā€œ you're looking right at it. ā€œ
ā€œ why don't you come here for a second? ā€œ
ā€œ wanna talk about it? ā€œ
ā€œ i can't talk about it. not tonight. ā€œ
ā€œ you need to distract me. do something, anything. ā€œ
ā€œ i just don't want to be alone tonight. ā€œ
ā€œ i'm tired of thinking. let's just... make out, or something ā€œ
ā€œ i feel like shit. ā€œ ā€œ you look like it, too. ā€œ ā€œ hey! ā€œ
ā€œ itā€™s okay to cry, you know. ā€œ
ā€œ youā€™re a little hurt, thatā€™s all. ā€œ
ā€œ anything you want me to get you? ā€œ
ā€œ nothing a good [drink] can't fix. ā€œ
ā€œ letā€™s get you cleaned up. ā€œ
ā€œ this is you thinking rationally? ā€œ
ā€œ you're really all i've got. ā€œ
ā€œ c'mere. let me give you a hug. ā€œ
ā€œ and you're absolutely sure this is what you need? ā€œ
ā€œ you don't need this right now. ā€œ
ā€œ how long are you gonna sit there? ā€œ ā€œ all night, if that's what it takes. ā€œ
ā€œ what's it gonna take to make you smile? ā€œ
ā€œ if you're not ready to talk about it, let's not talk about it. ā€œ
ā€œ wanna play some mario kart? it'll give us both a reason to cry when you beat me. ā€œ
ā€œ how about we stay like this, holding each other? ā€œ
ā€œ i donā€™t know whatā€™s wrong with me. ā€œ
ā€œ i canā€™t stop crying. ā€œ ā€œ i'll be strong for the both of us. ā€œ
ā€œ i didnā€™t know where else to go. ā€œ
ā€œ the door's always open, you know that. ā€œ
ā€œ i thought you were leaving town. ā€œ ā€œ i can't leave now. ā€œ
ā€œ there's that smile i know and love... ā€œ
ā€œ stay with me. ā€œ
ā€œ hey, whatā€™s your favorite snack? ā€œ
ā€œ iā€™m not leaving. ā€œ
ā€œ just let it out. ā€œ
ā€œ you're stronger than you think. ā€œ
ā€œ how about i make a quick run to the store, get you some aspirin? ā€œ
ā€œ grab a burger or something on your way home. ā€œ
ā€œ you were always there when i needed you. let me repay the favor. ā€œ
ā€œ i don't mean to bother you. ā€œ ā€œ you're not. ā€œ
ā€œ hey, listen to me... ā€œ
ā€œ youā€™re not a burden. ā€œ
ā€œ arenā€™t you tired? ā€œ ā€œ this isn't about me. ā€œ
ā€œ youā€™re going to be okay. ā€œ
ā€œ hey, look at meā€¦ ā€œ
ā€œ i donā€™t know what to do. ā€œ ā€œ weā€™ll figure it out. ā€œ
ā€œ youā€™re not alone. ā€œ
ā€œ hey, hey, hey, it's okay... it's okay. you're okay. ā€œ
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šŸ Ā * Ā ā€• Ā š‘ŗš‘“š‘Øš‘³š‘³ š‘ŗš’€š‘“š‘©š‘¶š‘³š‘ŗ š‘¶š‘­ š‘²š‘°š‘µš‘«š‘µš‘¬š‘ŗš‘ŗ.Ā  (Ā  ooc meme to show appreciation to your fellow roleplayers. use one or combine multiple to tell them how you feel about them / their blog. doesn't take a lot of time to send in but might brighten someone's day.Ā  )
šŸŒŸ ā€• i love how you portray your muse(s) šŸŽ€ ā€• i love your aesthetic / graphics šŸ’Æ ā€• your headcanon posts are always on point āœØ ā€• i love the way you write šŸ’« ā€• i enjoy writing with you šŸ˜Š ā€• i enjoy talking to you šŸ’– ā€• you seem like a genuinely nice person ā˜€ļø ā€• your posts always bring me joy ā¤ļø ā€• you're one of my favorite blogs ļæ½ļæ½ ā€• simply admiring you from afar
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š­šØš«š­š®š«šžš & š«šžš©š«šžš¬š¬šžš š„šØšÆšž ;Ā š‘‘š‘–š‘Žš‘™š‘œš‘”š‘¢š‘’ š‘š‘Ÿš‘œš‘šš‘š‘”š‘ 
change pronouns and other details as deemed fit.
ā Iā€™ve loved you for more than half my life, and I donā€™t know how to stop it. āž
ā I think Iā€™ve accepted that youā€™re my right person, but at the wrong time. āž
ā I wish Iā€™d held your hand more, when I had the chance. āž
ā Whether you want to admit it, our sex life is far from emotionless. āž
ā I think weā€™ll be doing this dance for the rest of our lives, donā€™t you? āž
ā Come with me to [location], run away with me. āž
ā When Iā€™m around you, nothing else matters. And thatā€™s the problem. āž
ā Iā€™ll love you forever. You know that as well as I do. āž
ā You canā€™t just come back after years and make me feel this way all over again. āž
ā Somewhere inside you, when you see me, a part of you says ā€˜mineā€™ā€¦ doesnā€™t it?āž
ā When I was with her, I kept thinking about you. Even after all this time. āž
ā Youā€™ll forget about me when you start your travels again, when weā€™re apart the feelings will fade. They always do, right? āž
ā Youā€™ve been in my heart since we were too young to say words likeĀ ā€˜love.ā€™ āž
ā Iā€™ve missed you, so much more than I ever thought I would. āž
ā Iā€™ve loved you, and youā€™ve loved me, but itā€™s never been enough. āž
ā I think Iā€™ve gotten attached. I wasnā€™t supposed to, I know. āž
ā I canā€™t help it, I feel really protective of you. āž
ā It scares me how easily I know I could fall back in love with you. āž
ā Youā€™re justā€¦ really beautiful. I donā€™t think I told you that. āž
ā I love that little smile. āž
ā Iā€™m always here, you know. āž
ā I miss you. Even before youā€™re gone, I miss you.Ā āž
ā I try not to think about what it would be like to really be with you, because I know it probably wonā€™t happen, and thatā€™s ā€¦ alright. āž
ā I just want you to be happy. āž
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š‘»š‘Æš‘¬ š‘ŗš‘¬š‘¹š‘·š‘¬š‘µš‘» & š‘»š‘Æš‘¬ š‘¾š‘°š‘µš‘®š‘ŗ š‘¶š‘­ š‘µš‘°š‘®š‘Æš‘». šŸ
quotes from the first book of carissa broadbent's crown of nyaxia series . might be spoilery but i didn't include names . tw for cursing , death , suggestive content . for all your vampire , enemy ( to lovers ) & reluctant allies dynamics . * feel free to change roles , pronouns .
š™ø. š™³šš„šš‚š™ŗ.
" don't look away. " " this place is a fucking disaster. " " never guessed you were pretty under all of that. " " i take no criticism from a drowned rat like you. " " which reminds me, i have something for you. " " made me think of you. " " it's a good color for you. " " youth is wasted on the young. beauty, too. " " you're sweet. prickly, but sweet. in an acidic sort of way. like a pineapple. " " i'm tired. tired of being afraid. " " crazy old bitch. " " don't drink yourself to death. " " you're dead here. try again. "
š™øš™ø. š™µšš„š™»š™» š™¼š™¾š™¾š™½.
" you are prey in a world of predators. " " may the Mother guide you. " " i was trying to save your life. " " i'm not a fool. " " are you deaf, or just stupid? " " you're unfriendly. " " ally with me. " " top of the eastern tower. if you change your mind. " " you'll be easy to kill later. "
š™øš™øš™ø. šš†š™°š™½š™øš™½š™¶ š™¼š™¾š™¾š™½.
" a gift from a goddess. " " i have a gift for you. " " you're a demanding little thing, aren't you? " " becasue i'm nice and pretty. " " OPEN. THIS. FUCKING. DOOR. " " remember right now exactly how lucky you are. " " i feel sorry for her. " " that was a foolish decision. " " i taught you better. " " i would have been there, if i could. " " keep those teeth ready, little serpent. " " watch their back, but don't let them see yours. " " use him. but never allow him to use you. " " what in the seven fucking hells is wrong with you? " " we can't cooporate if you won't let me get close to you. " " i won't even dignify that with a response. " " you're working against me, not with me. " " you are afraid of me. " " i'm not going to hurt you. how close do i have to get without splitting you open to make you believe that? " " i don't know how i ever thought this was gonna work. " " don't let them take her. "
š™øšš…. š™·š™°š™»š™µ š™¼š™¾š™¾š™½.
" you're many things. but a good actress is not one of them. " " we're losing moonlight. " " don't you worry about me. " " get the fuck away from her. " " i'll be back. don't burn to death. " " i called and called but he wouldn't answer. " " we're surrounded by those who would like to see us dead. " " don't forget those teeth of yours. you will need them. " " daughter of the moon. welcome. " " i'm sorry for what i'm about to do to you. " " i'm glad your bedside manner is about as delicate as i would have expected. " " too late for that. you're stuck with me. " " did you miss me? " " i'm coming for you. " " you worried me. i should have known better. "
šš…. š™²ššš™“šš‚š™²š™“š™½ššƒ š™¼š™¾š™¾š™½.
" return to the church at sundown. " " you were fucking magnificent. " " something bothers you. " " a dance? " " one more dance. " " give me one honest thing. " " are you going to kill me? " " you might destroy me anyway. " " that wasn't how i'd imagined making you come for the first time. " " you seem to be good at winning the hearts of ill-tempered creatures. " " we have enough if we ration. " " it finally happened. you've lost your mind. " " after everything, you're still afraid of me? " " i'm not a fucking animal. " " didn't think i'd see you again. " " you said it yourself. you don't have a choice. " " you can still say no. " " don't do anything stupid. " " we need to run right now. "
šš…š™ø. š™½š™“šš† š™¼š™¾š™¾š™½.
" you look them in the eye. " " i gave you everything. i made you all that you are. " " don't look at me that way. " " kiss me. " " we'll probably die tomorrow. " " show me something worth living for. " " i've done a lot of thinking about you. " " i would beg, for you, i would. " " you have fucking destroyed me. " " there she is. " " give me a fair fight and i'll give you a fair death. " " i'm glad it was you. " " end it. " " i know what it is to lose half of one's soul. " " so many mistakes in the end. never you. " " you're safe. "
šš…š™øš™ø. š™½š™øš™¶š™·ššƒ.
" i was ready to let it all go for you. " " that is the stupidest plan i have ever heard. " " we will find the answers. " " everything looks so much more peaceful now, doesn't it? " " power is a bloody business. " " and there is no one i would rather have beside me. " " i give you my body. i give you my blood. i give you my soul. " " i'd like to be alone. " " you look like shit. " " better this than dead. " " what's the plan? " " you can find me when you need me. "
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