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hey girl awesome pussy. it looks like it was expensive

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they just prescribed me gunshot to the head at the urgent care

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Hey did you know there's a tell all book about the behind the scenes of Meta and the author is forbidden from promoting it?

The good news is however that it's already published and can't be stifled and whoever didn't sign the NDA can promote it as much as they want.

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i feel like a lot of discourse around identities could just be boiled down to “you could not pay me to care about this”

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my freaking umineko kemonomimi collection. its over for me if you couldnt tell

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reading through fata morgana again and seeing jacopo for .5 seconds

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Hey, in celebration of the new The House In Fata Morgana release, I did a sprite recolor of Lucius from Fire Emblem to make a Michel Bollinger! I’m not super pleased with it, I couldn’t quite get the eyes the right color and I think the hair’s iffy, but hey, here it is!  I’ll probably work on an improved version eventually, but I’m tired and going to bed!

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The work is mysterious and important

Day 1/100 // print

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"I am a person. You are not."

"I'm not her. I'm not. I'm me."

Day 3/100 // print

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Under communism the wait staff will not ask if Pepsi is okay. You will not even find out that's its Pepsi instead of coke until you take your first sip. Unless you train like me, to know the difference from the sound of the Fizz alone, that is the only way we can beat communism and I can teach you. Take my hand. Not like that you grabbed it gay. Stop. Giggles. I SAID STOP

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the fundamental problem on this website is that if a homeless person tried to talk to most of y’all you’d be scared out of your minds

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💔👎

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do you ever think about how kinzo's death changed nothing

like really, literally, actually changed nothing about the material circumstances of anyone in this family? to the extent that a number of characters, including someone who lived in his house, didn't even notice he was dead because nothing at all changed when he died?

i think it's a subtle display of umineko's "black magic" - kinzo dying (particularly the times he's immolated from the inside out) feels good, instinctively he deserves to die miserable and alone and burnt to a crisp. but what does it actually do for everyone left alive?

the illusion of kinzo is being upheld by two of the family's highest-ranking members because perpetuating the status quo is what benefits them. they have a vested interest in people thinking kinzo is alive.

but even without that, there's still the headship and the epitaph and all the awful ways he has taught his children to treat one another and their own children. multiple times the siblings will express remorse over how they've treated their own family, but they do nothing to change their behavior or even apologize to the people they've wronged. they cannot start being kind to one another now - it would only expose weakness at this point. kinzo is dead, but they all still bare their teeth at each other over which one of them deserves his acknowledgement most. he has left his mark on them all.

every system and rule kinzo set up is still in effect in 1986, every wheel he built still turning. despite swearing that his soul will vanish and his kingdom will crumble the day he dies, umineko somewhat horrifyingly reveals that it's a nice thought, but he's not even really needed anymore for all of this to keep going.

it feels good to know that kinzo is dead. it feels like it should be a comfort. but it changed nothing. they could keep the illusion up for so long because his death changed nothing

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i want to- *remembers suicide jokes only worsen my mental health**remember repressing thoughts doesn't suppress the urge and theres a difference between relying on self deprecation to preshot criticism/validate my actual self hatred and communicating a feeling or dedramatizing it once in a while**remembers words are not magical and saying I want to die to exaggerate feeling tired or cringing without distress attached time to time wont contaminate my entire brain into suicide mode probably**remembers im annoyed at how the real idea that rumination can influence us into a worse mental place is just becoming self censoring and magical thinking*kill myself AND your entire family.

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