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Expect me to actually get active on here afterwards, though!

Gone Fri-Sun

Soooo. I have a con coming up (Animazement, holla!) that lasts all weekend, meaning I won’t be on from Friday to the end of Sunday. Depending on how much it takes out of me, I might not be very active on Monday, either— or I’ll be doing very small, short RPs.

I will however, be available on Line or Kik in the meantime. sldkfjds

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╰♙╮ Sits up in bed. Another nightmare. Hopefully this time he didn't scream- but he sure as hell isn't going to fall back asleep.

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╰♙╮"Well now, Kirstein. Looks like you've had a bit of a catastrophe." The pun is unleashed and deadly. Revenge is sweet. So very very sweet. Eren makes sure not to stick around for long after that, slipping quickly out through the door while Jean sorts out the sudden feline frenzy. Knows this is hardly the end. Going to have to make sure that his bunk hadn't been tampered with when he gets back later.

  *O N E  D A Y  L A T E R*

On the list of Things That Are Really Not Okay, waking up to a number of goddamn fucking cats was somewhere near the very top. And holy shit, he was itchy. 

And fuck, cats are just evil. He swore, they just loved to claw him to shreds for fun. 

“Tch,” Jean knew who the culprit was, that asshole was really going to regret that. ”Asshole.”

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  FUCK

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FUCK

nat no get off my blog

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nat no get off my blog

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hi. my name is eren, and i'm a pansy ass little bitch. 

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only to be defeated as one.

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Shingeki No Kyojin: One Gifset Per Episode - 02x1  ↳ I'm Going To Kill Every Last One Of Them.

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╰♙╮Jean is nowhere to be seen in the men's barracks. Perfect. Catnip is rubbed on the other soldier's bedsheets, hidden in a pillowcase and under the mattress. Quickly absconds the scene of the crime. Makes sure to chase several felines in the general direction of the barracks. All hail Eren, Cat-master. And now, time to wait.

  Look at that shit-eating grin, he’s so proud of his antics. That was long overdue, definitely. 

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╰♙╮Jean is going to die tonight. Revenge is plotted. Involves catnip. Lots of catnip.

He just had to. Totally worth it. 

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"Eren!" Slaps a handful of flour in his face because he fucking can. Flees the scene cackling like a madman.

╰♙╮A moment of stunned, flour-caked silence. And then—

"Kirstein! Get your ass back here so I can rip you limb from limb, you piece of shit!"

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╰♙╮"I--" Caught in his lie, in the steely blue gaze. Can't read anything from the commander's expression- not that Eren's gaze lingers for long. Is it disappointment? "Sir, I--"

He stops speaking. Face twists momentarily into what could be described as a pained grimace. The salute drops. He can't find words, but he can't lie anymore anyway, so he lifts his arm and rolls down the sleeve, exposing the truth. No steam, still. No sign of the bite closing.

  ⊰  ╳ ||  ♚  || ╳  ⊱ ;;

         expression holds no amusement. it’s far too easy for the commander to read straight through the teen. in the time he’s known eren, he’s noticed that the shifter isn’t a very skilled liar. lips purse a tad bit, blues never parting themselves from the other’s face. he’s silent for several moments, can tell that the silent is unnerving eren even more. unintentional from his part, of course.

                     ’ jaeger, if you’re planning to lie to me,                       i’d advise becoming a better liar, first. ‘

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╰♙╮"Hey! Stupid horse-face has it coming all the damn time! Uh-- dang time." Eren corrects himself hastily-- though he hasn't gotten in too much trouble for swearing since he was younger. Not a huge fan of their disapproving stare, though.

"A-anyway. That sounds fair!" Considering he does tend to cost them more than just twenty bucks when it comes to his rather destructive gaming tendencies. He's been getting better, though. "I'll get looking. I think old man Pixis has an opening at his shop, so."

games, family, and other such insanity || sarxnous

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Eren, I keep finding spiders in your hair. [Picks them out.]

╰♙╮"—Don’t squish ‘em."

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╰♙╮This is it. This is it, it's over. He's not regenerating anymore- or not fast enough. His gear is in pieces, scattered about him uselessly. Some shrapnel might be embedded in his flesh. Who knows? He's too out of it to care. Limbs are gone or broken, torso slumped uselessly against the wall.

And heavy footsteps draw closer.

                                                                                                 c l o s e r

Lips quirk upwards. A smile. Smile shifts into a wide grin. Pointless. Everything was so pointless wasn't it? He can see bits and pieces of his comrades lying about him. Why did he ever fight so hard? Why did he even try, when it would all just come down to this?

Laughter. It bubbles up from his throat and spills from his lips like poison. Unhinged, almost hysterical. Laughs as the titan comes into view. Laughs as an over-large hand reaches for him. Laughs at how hopeless everything is and was. Laughs at the death that surely awaits him.