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what they dont tell you about growing up as a very lonely little girl is that you grow up and still a part of you remains that very lonely little girl

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there is a deep pathological sadness and loneliness you just can’t shake off that comes from having a traumatic childhood and broken family which I still haven’t come to terms with

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the depression side blog turns 8 years old today😌😌😌

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"I wouldn't want to bother anyone," I say as the thing inside of me eats me alive.

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excerpt from a diary entry

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what i failed to consider about dressing like a whore for halloween is that i hate my body

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"Are you sure you're autistic?" I found out my mom was inviting more of her friends to the Halloween party I didn't want her at in the first place and i started punching myself in the head

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where's that quote abt like. being embarrassed abt the thinness of ur life the way ur embarrassed by a threadbare piece of clothing. bc like yeah

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i post this but then they hit me up to sext and im filled with rage teehee 🥲🙃

text me when you're drunk so i know you still think of me

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text me when you're drunk so i know you still think of me

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Whenever I would miss you, I would look at all the photos and videos I had of you. Looking back at all the memories we’ve made together would make me the happiest person in the world. Now looking back at those makes me question if it was all even real or not. Was your smile real in that photo? Did I actually make you laugh in that video? Did you actually feel something when you looked into my eyes? Did you actually love me or did you love the idea of me?

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i just wanna be excited about life again man.

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i still miss u

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Jaakko Pallasvuo