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[gloomcubus]

To often this year I wish I had the "strength" to kill myself. I hate feeling like I have to live for other I hate feeling guilt. I had that I let my envy drive down so many horrid paths because I didn't want to help myself,

I hate that's she's gone,

I hate that I'm not,

I hate that I ruined a friendship over a girl I didn't even want,

I hate that I feel better now, because that friendship wasn't even worth it as much I thought,

I hate who I am, I hate that I've finally begun to change,

I hate that this bottle of pills is supposed to make it more bearable to wake up another day,

I hate that it took this long, that it took all this regret, all these perverse thoughts, all this abuse, all this shit,

Because now it's all to clear,

It's too much in sight,

For the first time,

Im actually starting to see a future in the dark, thanks to this ever changing light.

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I wanna dream,

I want to die in my sleep,

I want to take a bottle of pills thinking of you as i go without so much as a peep,

I want dream,

Because I hate being awake,

I'm tired of the envy that drives me, this green thing inside that leads to hate,

I want to dream,

I want to not feel so much guilt,

But I know taking my life is selfish, and I know how it feels to lose someone whose future is gone, look at all we could've built,

I want to dream,

I want to dream,

Leave me to dream.

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stabby stab

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alice

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draw csm characters w/ my drip. part 1/?

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-End Of The Moon-

Complete Edition

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Alien Bunny Girl

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Yo, which looks better? just curious(i drew them both)

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Random doodle

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Just a random doodle of a dude holding a evil sword

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"This Photo looks so cute Chloe! <3 "

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Just finished watching greedy people, and that entire last quarter of the movie was anxiety inducing good movie. 8/10

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⛅️

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-My Deer Olivia-

The mother watched as her child morphed into the very thing that took her husband away.

As they turned to look at each other, it was clear that even in the few seconds it took to change forms, they would never understand each other again.

Within moments the daughter left her mother. Unable to speak to each other again.

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Kitrus