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2022.

First week palang ng taon Quarantine agad.

It’s really scary when the virus hits home literally you family members.

When all of your family members health’s is at stake.

How many variants

How many quarantine

How many lockdown

How many swab test

We need to do

Before this virus will go?

When can we go back to our old life having a cold or fever is not life and death feels.

I just want better days without fear and anxiety.

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281 days ago.

Ganun na daw katagal yung last na update.

As if naman may nabago sa Pilipinas o sa buhay ko

Balik tayp sa 2021.

Pandemic pa rin.

And Tinamaan na nga po tayo ng Virus.

TEAM DELTA REPRESENT!!!!

That experience taught me a lot.

To your lowest point sarili m lang talaga tutulong sayo at maasahan mo.

Almost one month of quarantine will give you time to think and asses your life.

What really matters and whats not.

I lost a lot of friends that I cherish the most.

I consider them as my friends until we get old who always have my back.

Ewan ko ba ayaw ata talaga ako pasayahin ni Universe.

Nawala sila.

True Colors will reveal character and intentions.

Masakit at malungkot.

But yeah LIFE.

Career? Same pa rin.

LABAN or BAWI

Year 4 na po tayo!!

Hindi ko alam kung dapat ba maging proud ako sa sarili ko for staying

O Maawa ako sa sarili ko for staying kasi Ganun ako katakot.

Super gulo pa ng system p ako na yung sumusuko sa system.

Hirap kumita ng pera puta. Kaya kids ang tip is

Maghanahap ng Sugar Daddy!!!

I got the chance to discover Bee-Tea-Shh

Seven Korean guys really saved and healed me.

Healed yess for my silent battles to myself and to world.

Heartaches that still there.

Thank you for saving me.

To the person I hate the most

HIndi pa ako ready na umalis ka.

Marami pa akong kailangan matutunan.

Ako yung unang aalis, hindi ikaw.

It’s been a tough year and I really don’t know what to look forward to.



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until further notice.

2021 

The year we thought everything will start to go back in normal. but our country especially our president is very GOOD at handling this pandemic and it’s much worse than last year. 

This pandemic really is draining the shit out of me. I always have this anxiety and palpitations just by watching the news. last March 2021 they decided to go back to ECQ lockdown because of the surge of the virus. 

I really thought were gonna be okay now, not super okay but at least starting to see the light but yet we are still here in this dark place without assurance if were gonna make it to the next day without being infected. 

I worry not only for myself but for my parents. they are not young anymore and they need to go out from time to time for errands and for there business. now that I need to go back to work and I’ll be away with my family the fear, anxiety and palpitations will back again.

I just want this to end. to start living again and not just surviving. 

I want to start the next chapter of my life without fear again. 

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I still have a week for my vacation leave and yet they giving me all the work stress. I hope I can survive another year in this company

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Hey guys! I thought I would just share some resources that I’ve found over the past few years for downloading 1080p 6CH tv shows and movies. I’ve got a whole document with links to this stuff and thought I might as well share with y’all so here you go: 

BOTH MOVIES & TV SHOWS:

LOTS of tv shows and movies (follow their twitter @logolessdesires) : https://logolesslife.wixsite.com/logolessdesires/shows

https://logolesslinkss.tumblr.com (Breaking Bad, Teen Wolf, AOS, Legacies and movies)

https://damonsince1864.wixsite.com/editinghelp (Lots of different things including movies and shows)

https://www.instagram.com/logolessxscenepacks/

MOSTLY MOVIES:

https://www.instagram.com/221logoless/

https://mobile.twitter.com/LogolessLand

https://twitter.com/logxless_?lang=en

https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1b5OWDGlBPn9zAA8XwvoSy6xAZjmkGn_JwevLTYDC8-U/edit#gid=0 (SO many movies)

https://twitter.com/logxless_?lang=en

MOSTLY TV SHOWS:

https://hd-source.tumblr.com/navi (Arrow, Lucifer, The Bold Type, GOT, etc). 

https://twitter.com/logolesspage?lang=en (B99, Sherlock, Merlin, etc). 

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1YHVvuJMaYHrfUU9r41ukBwxxfbPaH7mwDUnVsDrsyXU/edit?copiedFromTrash (Old document, TONNES of shows, but not all the links work) 

https://usuallyinvisable.tumblr.com/post/161922826404/masterpost-of-logoless-hd-links-to-shows (TVD, PLL, The Fosters, AHS, Gossip Girl, Spn)

https://www.instagram.com/logoless.scenes/ (Scenepacks rather than full episodes. Reign, Teen Wolf, Legacies, Dynasty) 

I hope this helps someone! 

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Dec 31, 2021. 11:59 PM

Long story short, I survived.

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i no longer wish to be the kind of person everyone will like. i simply wish to like myself and the person i will turn into.

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fangirl

“Hindi ko masabi sakanya na hindi ko naman talaga siya gusto”

ganun ba kahirap sabihin yun?

ganun ba kahirap na mahalin ako mahalin?

guni guni ko lang pala talaga lahat yun pasensya akala ko kasi tulad tayo

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Too good and real🥺☹️

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Shet aalis na boss ko ng November 😭🥺 3 years maximum stay nila dito 2 years pa lang siya 😩 pati miss na miss na rin niya mga anak niya sigurado 😭

Yun pa naman pinaka gusto ko na boss sa tatlong jap mabilis kausap at mag desisyon. tapos ngayon mga natira hindi ko pa makuha ugali lagi pang nawawala sa office di ko pa alam saan hahanapin

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Sana aware yung mga Jap na boss na laguna - makati - laguna for a week na shuttle plus laging late na driver is hindi gagana kasi bago ako makarating sa makati patapos na yung araw ihahatid na uli ako ng laguna pano magwowork? naglolokohan lang kami lahat.

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gabi nanaman

hanggang kelan ba magbibilang ng araw 

para makalabas at makita ang pamilya

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“Be confused, it’s where you begin to learn new things. Be broken, it’s where you begin to heal. Be frustrated, it’s where you start to make more authentic decisions. Be sad, because if we are brave enough we can hear our heart’s wisdom through it. Be whatever you are right now. No more hiding. You are worthy, always.”

— S.C. Lourie

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This virus is testing our faith, mental health and love.

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I’m trying to trust God.

Trying to accept that I don’t have to understand everything.

If he says everything will work out for my good, then it will.

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DAY 234268473 of Quarantine

I don’t know what day anymore. I’ve been trying to collect my thoughts or at least talk to myself thru writing but I cannot find the right words to express what I’m feeling.

Ever since this lockdown started my anxiety and heart palpitations visits me as often as they should.