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having parents that were really angry and petty and abusive when you were young is weird, because it makes part of you grow up to want to be kind, to generate good things, to be a source of peace and wellbeing for others; but it makes another part of you grow up to be quick, and sharp, and spiteful, and that’s always the part that shows itself first in a hard situation, so it’s a struggle between your hateful gut reactions and your wish to not add any more misery to the world. it’s a hard balance, and the people who really, really know me - i know they see that anger flash in my eyes before i quiet it, if i quiet it…i want to overcome years of conditioning, and with gentle, constant force, i know i’ll mellow it. it just takes time.

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They burned the bridges, then asked why I don’t visit.

I guess I didn’t need you after all. (via harmonizingly)

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The lights in my room reflected from my window and looked amazing in the sky

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deep

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If you’re comfortable with yourself, then it’s sexy. Maybe people think I look sexy because I feel sexy. I am a very liberated person that way. I’m very comfortable with my sexuality, my body, my face - well, sometimes I’m not comfortable with my face, but it’s stuck there and there’s nothing I can do about it.

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Being cute & gorgeous 

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Whipped Buttercream

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A lot of people ask me what my biggest fear is, or what scares me most. And I know they expect an answer like heights, or closed spaces, or people dressed like animals, but how do I tell them that when I was 17 I took a class called Relationships For Life and I learned that most people fall out of love for the same reasons they fell in it. That their lover’s once endearing stubbornness has now become refusal to compromise and their one track mind is now immaturity and their bad habits that you once adored is now money down the drain. Their spontaneity becomes reckless and irresponsible and their feet up on your dash is no longer sexy, just another distraction in your busy life. Nothing saddens and scares me like the thought that I can become ugly to someone who once thought all the stars were in my eyes.

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The lazy little egg, in various tones of pink. 

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People say that Tumblr is the place to come and spill out something that is bothering you. Probably most of you won’t know what this is about or won’t care - which it totally fine - but some others might be interested to know my point of view on this topic. A few months ago I talked about how I was shocked after learning what is going on behind the fashion world, in particular Fast Fashion VS Ethical Fashion. Before that moment, my life consisted on shopping or getting clothes for free on almost a daily basis; sure, I donated to charity a lot, and I did lots of hauls, so in a way I felt justified, but then I realised I wasn’t okay with it, something changed. So I shaped my life in a different way, and it feels nice: I stopped shopping as much, I stopped going in most stores, I read about the topic and support the cause as best as I can.

But then, today, I uploaded a clothing haul - something I hadn’t done in months, and oh boy… of course someone had to point fingers. And because of it, just so it won’t happen again, here is my response to the people that might be confused by my latest video. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mQdG1ELv2GY Hopefully it explains things a bit! Sorry again if this post was out of line, I just had to write about it.

Thanks for reading! :)