girlthataspires

[girlthataspires]

the sexual tension between me and making art content Instagram and tiktok and also blogging on tumblr and also making yt silent vlogs

also the sexual tension between me and vanishing from every social media platform ever

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It's been a while since I updated here!

Last time when I was here, I was preparing for a national exam to get into college, and unfortunately I didn't get into the specified colleges. So I decided to pursue my Master's from Central University and now I'm currently in the uni pursuing masters.

University has been tiring 😭😢 and I don't like how days are going.... Negativity has grasped me but I hope to get out of it and live life to the fullest in these 2 years 🥲👌🏻

Therefore, I'll be updating here again! Daily logs, thoughts, etc. everything!

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🪷 102523 ✨Day 41/100

Last week was so hectic and awesome?! Juxtaposed situation? Yeah. I enjoyed and also dreaded few moments 🙂👌🏻 well, now I have to complete tasks for this week and plan for exams which are in a month 🤧😭

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Liz Fosslien  

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🪷101823✨ Day 40/100

These days , there's just hot water bottle with me everywhere ( basically surviving on that ).

I saw thin sections of 2 rocks I bought from my hometown and ngl, I felt so happy! Being able to bring a sample and get it's thin section done by yourself is another kind of happiness. I'm glad I'm opening up to professors and asking for their help whenever needed.

( the small rock you see above is cassiterite , ore of tin 🪨 )

🍁 hoping to complete all tasks for the day and sleep peacefully 💤😴

🎧 Song of the day -

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Do you guys ever think of how being in your 20's feels like you only have 5-7 years left in which you have to achieve as much as you can, like it's a deadline to your success and if you don't make it in this time your life is and will be a failure?

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🪷101723 ✨ Day 39/100

How much yellow is too much yellow?!🟡 I've been surrounded by green clothes all of a sudden ( no I realised that I have a lot all of a sudden) and yellow accessories since a few daysss 😂

Anyways, I've caught cold because of sudden weather change 😞🤧 the weather outside is just perfect but not for the sick me. (And yes, I have soup in cups ) I want to complete all work this week so that I can spend the weekend with my friends!!!

🎧 Song of the day

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🪷101423 ✨ Day 38/100

Been trying to be less anxious and study for entrance exams.

There's this one professor who gives us materials to read half an hour before the class and expects us to answer the questions from those materials 💀💀💀 I mean are you fr?! 😭

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I feel so bad these days. I get tired when I go for classes and I sleep early which results in me not completing my tasks for the day. I'm not able to complete lectures for my exam on time and feel really frustrated. 😭😭😭I hope to complete 2 lectures today and tick off another subject for my exams!!!!!

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🪷100823 - 100923 ✨ Day 36- 37/100

Sometimes I drink healthy, ft. lemon juice. 🍋🥤

Studied a good amount this weekend and I'm satisfied! And I used up a small ice cream box as a storage for my gratitude notes! I'm trying to make it a habit to write them daily!! 🤍🤍

And OMG! 😂😂 I have been creating Spotify blends with my friends since this afternoon and I love that feature <3

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🪷100423 ✨ Day 34/100

These days uni is literally so hectic!!!!! We have freshers party coming up and I am going to perform! Also, I'm late in completing my study course so gotta run and complete it 😭😭😭

Self study - 0 ; Sleep - 1

😭😭😭 I wanna study so bad but I get so tired that I feel sleepy 😪 I gotta somehow fix my sleep schedule so that things can workout smoothly 😞

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🪷092923 ✨Day 33/100

Good hair day, but I got sick. I have mild fever and no energy left 🤒🤧 so I decided to study in bed inside the blanket 🥲 hopefully I don't sleep while studying-

Couldn't complete anymore lectures since I am not able to sit and concentrate. So I'll just go through the notes!

Also, this coffee is the last one I've having because I need to reduce my consumption - coffee is turning into an addiction and it's not good 🥲😭

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🪷092723-092823 ✨ Day 31-32/100

Ong, it's so hectic these days! We're having events back to back and I get tired so easily 🥱 I try to complete all tasks on my list but there are always 2 tasks that couldn't be completed at the end of the day.

Good thing that happened this week - Our petrology professor said yes to me making thin sections of some rocks I've brought from my hometown!!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭❤️ I couldn't be happier 🥹🫶🏼

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🪷092623 ✨ Day 30/100

Can I bang my head somewhere?!😭😭 I'm literally surrounded with backlogs and I'm not able to complete them! Like- there's so much to do! Study for uni , study for entrance exams, self study and I don't find 24 hours enough for this!!!

And idk why the professor always takes 15-20 minutes extra after the classes end! This leads to me getting back to my room late and then I pass out!! 🤡🥲😭😭😭

I have to learn about so many minerals today since I have practical tomorrow!! I wanna cry 😭😭

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🪷092523 ✨ Day 29/100

Yes, I chose to have coffee now - 9pm!? 🤡

Out of my mind? Well.. yes! I haven't completed any of task of the day so I'll stay up probably 😭 also had a proper haircut after ages and I love it 🫶🏼🤌🏼✨

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🪷092423✨ Day 28/100

Day well spentttttt✨🧿 went to the museum with my friend and had a great evening! Also studied in the morning so that I wouldn't feel guilty at the end of the day.

I guess visiting museums every Sunday is my new hobby!! 🫶🏼🤩