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anyways, enjoy your threads! you really can kiss my ass and my anus cause apparently i AM finally famous

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radfems don’t bother me because existing on the internet as a trans woman is getting used to the same mind-numbingly boring rhetoric they pass around like a blunt in their echo chamber but it is mildly irritating to try and come on tumblr and have the algorithm and your for you page randomly decide to show you some pretty nasty posts about yourself lol. i guess tumblr thinks anything with my name in it is something i’d want to see. anyways, i stand by what i said, i just deleted the posts so the notifications would stop flooding my inbox lol. i don’t have any respect for near-masturbatory levels of wallowing in victimization in the same way i have zero respect for people who seem to think that they’re the only people who have ever suffered in this lifetime. i’m never going to exploit the depths of my own trauma for the public to rip apart as they so choose, i’ll leave the music to them for that. but to anyone who actually thinks im demonizing cis women for having body hair or genuinely thinks i find “women” equated to “breedable anime girls”, you have a severe willful lack of reading comprehension. either that or you very well may be retarded after all.

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i don’t know if i’ve ever posted about this before but this is the actual house i wrote house in nebraska about. it’s called the wasden house, it’s by the highway just south of quitman, georgia. a man killed his sister and her husband in 1937 there because they threatened to commit him to an asylum. an old friend of mine used to live down the road, we would drive by it all the time right after high school and i’d daydream about it constantly. i hope it goes up for sale every day. 

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I need more friends

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not mine ୨୧

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This summer will be a movie.

The movies:

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ill be pushing 90 and still be a teenaged girl

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all things end

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1. agnès varda // 2. circe’s power, louise glück // 3. criminal (mv), fiona apple // 4. ‘lessons from fiona apple's “criminal,”’ emily moon // 5. ‘male gaze,’ wikipedia // 6. portrait of a lady on fire (2019) // 7. ‘portrait of a lady on fire review – mesmerised by the female gaze,’ mark kemode // 8. mad woman, taylor swift // 9. the reluctant bride (1866), auguste toulmouche

~ looking back

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my body, my labor, my youth, my psychosis is all for you to consume

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i wana get betr

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grieve your kindness

grive your youth

grieve the kind person you used to be

grieve louder !!!

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my hobbies? uhh.. peeling back the layers…. uncovering metaphors.. mirroring…..connecting dots…..stuff like that

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who up grieving the unlived life on a tuesday