if i close my eyes, i can dream of all your colours and lines and it takes my breath away.
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my name is blurryface & I care what you think.
choi seungcheol of seventeen. leader & ¼ of hiphop unit.
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you know you’re fucked when their voice turns you on
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Honestly, don't be afraid to just show up in my inbox at random:
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“ without music, life would be a mistake. ” ― friedrich nietzche
info. ask. follow && like / reblog.
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fictional kiss things that end me
being unable to open their eyes for a few moments afterward
one small kiss, pulling away for an instant, then devouring each other
pressing their foreheads together while kissing
speaking normally, then after the kiss their voice is hoarse
guys furrowing their brow when kissing passionately
staring at the other’s lips, trying not to kiss them, before giving in
running their thumb over the other’s lips
when they lean forward a fraction as if to kiss the other person, then realize they shouldn’t and pull back to stop themselves
ripping the other away - “no we shouldn’t” - but when they kiss them again they moan and hold them close
one sliding their hand into the other’s hair slowly
their entire body freezing for a second when their love kisses them
accidentally being forced inches apart from each other, staring at each other’s lips, and just before they kiss someone pulls them back apart
when one stops the kiss to whisper “I’m sorry, are you sure you-” and they answer by kissing them more
a hoarse whisper “kiss me”
then licks their lips and says “please”
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friendly reminder that even if i take ages to reply, i still want to roleplay with you
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(This weekend has been such a struggle for Mun. Hopefully replies will get done between today and tomorrow because wow. )
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Reblog if your muse loves physical affection like cuddles, massages, head scratches and handholding
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+ネロ+ by G-kon
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send me a 😍 and i’ll find a picture of your muse’s faceclaim that i really like
“Jesus, Ginger–” Minho thinks he needs to visit the church after his visit to her place. He run his fingers through his locks, frustated on the situation he’s settled in. He doesn’t know why he keeps on digging his own grave deeper and deeper, and he thinks that she’s doing this on purpose to torment him. It’s unexpected, but she was showing her gallery to him right there – and it’s filled with picture of hers, of the surrounding, her life; he doesn’t care much about the inanimate object that she’s showing. It is her picture that piqued his interest, making him straightening his back even with the situation where he injured his ribs. He hold back himself not to say anything inappropriate, he did, truly, or at least he tried.
“–I don’t know why you’re showing me all of these; but since you did, I should make a comment by saying that this is the kind of picture I could use to jerk off to.” His fingers were pointing at the certain picture and he keep his gaze away from her, God knows that lingerie is his weakness and whatever intention Ginger Park have that she deliberately showing these wasn’t helping (her alluring gaze was a combo too, but Shon Minho will save that words for some other time). The comment wasn’t even witty, but he’s always straightforward so it won’t be that much of a big deal, right? “This picture, though. You look so elegant in here – still oozes with charm and sexiness, but Jesus, your gaze makes men wants to sin.”
#( kpsk. )#( this is so funny bc of my reply. wow. )#( ginger is all like *flips hair* i know i'm cute af. bye. )
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☠ Drabble list-- You can send one anytime.
☠Send me one at your leisure and I will write a drabble based on what you send– Other prompts are always welcomed and encouraged if it’s not stated on this list.
Send any of these to me at your leisure and I will write it– Please be specific to who is going to be doing what.
Scream: My character has caused yours to scream out for some reason
Headache: How my character will take care of yours when they have a headache
Expecting: Our characters find out they are expecting a child together
Milkshake: Our characters will have to split a milkshake
Coffee: My character will be hyped up on coffee and pester yours
Mistletoe: Our characters will share a kiss under the mistletoe.
Graveyard: My character will visit your characters grave
Spectre: My character will be visited by your character’s ghost or vice versa
Bleed: My character will injure your character
Dream: My character will have a dream about your character
Letters: Our characters will write letters to one another.
Nightmare: One of our characters will have a nightmare.
Holiday: Our characters will spend a holiday together.
Apologize: My character will apologize to yours.
Busted: Your character will catch mine doing something they shouldn’t.
O Romeo: I will write my character missing/looking for yours.
O Juliet: I will write about my character’s feelings for yours.
O Macbeth: I will write about how my character kills yours.
O Hero: I will write about my character mourning yours.
O Puck: I will write about my character pranking yours.
O Titiana: I will write about our characters sharing a night in bed or sharing a kiss. Specify.
O Oberon: I’ll write about my character getting angry at yours over something they did.
Regrets: I’ll write a drabble about my character having regrets about yours.
Heaven: I’ll write a drabble about our characters going to heaven.
Hell: I’ll write a drabble about our characters going to hell.
Purgatory: I’ll write a drabble about our characters going to purgatory.
Time: I’ll write a drabble about our characters doing to a different time/dimension. specify.
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Amuse Me: I will write a funny drabble about my character trying to cheer yours up.
Accept me: I will write a drabble about my character accepting yours or vice versa. /Or both to accept one another/
Break Me: I will write an angsty drabble about our characters.
Befriend Me: I wil write a drabble about our characters meeting for the first time in an AU.
Call Me: I will write a drabble about my character asking for yours [be it at the brink of death/in a battlefield/knocking on the front door wounded, feel free to specify.]
Comfort Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character comforting yours- vise versa.
Drink Me: I will write a drabble about my character taking shots with yours.
Dominate Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character dominating yours. Or vise versa.
Enamor Me: I will write a fluffy drabble about my character trying to woo yours [be it out of the blue/Valentines Day,feel free to specify.]
Embarrass Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character saying or doing something embarrassing to himself or to your character.
Fight Me: I will write a drabble out my character fighting with/or against yours.
Forgive me: I will write a drabble about my character forgiving yours or vise versa.
Get Me: I will write a drabble about my character saving yours.
Humor Me: I’ll write a funny drabble about our characters.
Hustle Me: I’ll write a drabble about our characters hustling.
Humiliate Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character doing something humiliating to yours.
Haunt Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character watching over yours [as a ghost, watching from a distance, or otherwise, feel free to specify.]
Hunt with me: I’ll write a drabble about your character and mine on a hunt together.
Invite Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character asking your character to
Join Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character giving your character an offer [be it a proposal for an alliance, asking them to join them in an activity (you can get dirty if you want), feel free to specify.]
Kill Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character killing yours.
Love Me: I’ll write a fluffy drabble about our characters.
Mourn Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character mourning your character’s death.
Nurse Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character healing yours.
Offer Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character giving yours a gift.
Paint Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character drawing a picture of yours [like one of your french girls~ be it painting them or drawing them, maybe offering a picture of them as a gift, feel free to specify.]
Quiet Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character trying to calm yours down [be it from crying, from lashing out, feel free to specify.]
Remember Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character trying to get yours to remember them [be it from an accident, meeting them after years apart, feel free to specify.]
Raise Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character resurrecting yours. Vise versa.
Reunite Me: I’ll write a drabble of our characters reuniting together.
Shag Me: I’ll write a dirty drabble about our characters. specify
Surprise Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character surprising yours. Vise versa.
Save Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character saving yours or vise versa.
Shoot Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character shooting yours or vise versa.
Tell Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character confessing something to yours [be it a love confession, a secret, feel free to specify.]
Text me: I’ll write a drabble about my character texting yours or your character texting mine.
Trick Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character tricking your character.
Unbind Me: I’ll write a drabble about your character freeing mine, or the other way around, or something among the lines [be it freeing them from jail, from handcuffs, from a trap, from a curse, feel free to specify.]
Value Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character telling yours how they feel about them.
Wed Me: I’ll write a drabble about our character under the subject of wedlock [be it my character proposing to yours, or marrying yours, feel free to specify.]
X Me: I will write whatever it is that you wish, [specify.]
Yahoo Me: I’ll write a drabble about our characters celebrating something [feel free to specify.]
Zip Me: I’ll write a drabble about your character dressing mine, or the other way around [this can also be used for shutting them up as well, but feel free to specify.]
Torture Me: I’ll write a drabble about your character torturing mine or vise versa.
Take Me: my character will kidnap yours
Leave Me: my character will leave your character behind.
Deny Me: my character will either deny your character’s advances or deny them a ’ happy ending’
Grope Me: my character will grope yours.
Lick Me: my character will lick yours in any specified place or manner.
Suck Me: my character will suck on any body part of your character
Tease Me: my character will tease yours, whether in a friendly or a sexual manner
Please Me: my character will do anything to please yours
Bite Me: my character will bite yours on any part of their body
Blindfold Me: my character will blindfold yours in order to have their fun
Meet Me: My character is meeting yours either for the first time or just causally.
Greet Me: My character will greet yours, either at the door, at work, or somewhere else.
Own me: My character owns your character.
Slap me: my character will slap yours. In the sexual manner, or of anger. specify.
Call Me: My character will call your character for whatever reason. Hug Me: My character will hug yours. Either by surprise or for a specific reason.
Give Me: my character will give yours a gift Tickle Me: my character will tickle yours ruthlessly.
Sleep: My character needs to stay at your character’s house for the night, or vise versa. Specify. (you can add any other special things that could happen!)
Drink: My character will call, text, or show up at your character’s house drunk. Specify which of the three.
Heal: My character will tend to your character’s wounds, or be at their side when they’re sick.
Confess: My character will speak their true feelings about your character. (or about a topic. you may choose.)
Death: My character’s reaction to your character dying.
Time: My character is running late! They are supposed to meet your character at ___________ (fill in the blank) or vise versa. Specify.
Protect: My character keeps yours safe from harm.
Kiss: My character kisses yours, or vise versa. Specify.
Dream: My character wakes up in the middle of the night because of a dream with your character in it.
Run!: My character is chasing your character (or vise versa) OR both characters are being chased by ___________ (fill in the blank).
Rivalry: I’ll write a drabble of our characters having a rivalry between each other.
Revenge: My character will get revenge on yours.
Jealousy: My character gets jealous over yours.
Hallucinations: My character will have hallucinations about your character.
Candle: Our characters spending time together by candle light.
Hallucinations: My character will have hallucinations about your character.
Obsession: I’ll write a drabble about my character having an obsession with yours. Vise versa.
Thief: My/your character has stolen something from yours/mine and plans to escape with said item. (Be specific on who gets which role)
Healer: My/your character helping your/my character when they are hurt/sick. (Be specific on who gets which role, and whether the pain is physical, emotional, or just having to catch a fever)
Sky: Our characters are stargazing.
Seer: An event with our characters in the past or future.
Help: My character requests help from your character (be something silly or serious, you may decide.)
Gift: My character gives your character something special. Or vise versa. Specify.
I Do: I will write our characters as a married couple
Broken: I’ll write our characters breaking up or in an angsty scene.
Spell: I’ll write my character putting a spell on yours. Or being under a spell/curse.
« : memory from the past with your character
» : a future event my character would like to happen with them + yours [a daydream]
¿ : something my character would like to forget [specify in general or about yours]
☼ : A memory my character has with yours that they’ll never forget
Joke: My character pulling a prank on yours
School: How out chacrters live through a school day. Specify class if needed.
Song: My charcter singing a song to yours, or vice versa.
Gloves: How my charcter deals with news from yours, Specify
Snow flake: Our characters in the cold together.
Rain — I’ll write a fluffy drabble of our characters kissing in the rain. Kill — I’ll write a angst drabble of my character violently killing yours. Love — I’ll write a drabble of my character admitting they love yours. Lust — I’ll write a drabble of our characters making love together. Date — I’ll write a drabble of my character taking yours out on a date. Defend — I’ll write a drabble of my character protecting yours. Fight — I’ll write a drabble of my character fighting with/against yours. Death — I’ll write a drabble of my character with yours on their deathbed. Mourn — I’ll write a drabble of my character mourning yours. Pet — I’ll write a drabble of my character buying yours a pet. (specify what kind.) Wash — I’ll write a drabble of our characters showering/bathing together. Pool — I’ll write a drabble of our characters swimming together. Beach — I’ll write a drabble of out characters at the beach together. Sing — I’ll write a drabble of my character singing to yours. Snow — I’ll write a drabble of our characters building a snowman together. Game — I’ll write a drabble of my character playing videogames with yours. Movie — I’ll write a drabble of our characters watching a movie together. Shop — I’ll write a drabble of my character taking yours shopping. Cook — I’ll write a drabble of our characters cooking together. Sleep — I’ll write a drabble of my character snuggling in bed with yours.
Nightmare: I’ll write my character having a nightmare about yours, or vice versa. Kiss: I’ll write our characters sharing a kiss, it can be innocent or passionate. Traumatic: I’ll write my or your characters going through a traumatic experience. Murder: I’ll write my character killing yours or vice vesra. Home: I’ll write our characters living together. Holiday: I’ll write our characters celebrating a holiday together. Prank: I’ll write our characters pulling pranks on each other. Scars: I’ll write your character touching my character’s scars or vice versa Sketching: I’ll write your character drawing mine or vice versa Warmth: I’ll write our characters getting warm. Solace: I’ll write my character comforting yours or vice versa Drink: I’ll write our characters drinking together Game: I’ll write our characters playing a game. Love: I’ll write our character’s falling in love. Death: I’ll write our character’s mourning over each other. Hate: I’ll write our character’s hating each other. Seduce: I’ll write my character trying to seduce yours or vice versa Old: I’ll write our characters growing old together Song: I’ll write our character’s singing or playing a musical instruments. Child: I’ll write our characters raising a child. Poem: I’ll write my character speaking a poem to yours or vice versa Insane: I’ll write my character is insane inside asylum and yours is the doctor, vice versa
Rivalry – I’ll write a drabble of our characters having a rivalry between each other.
Obsession – I’ll write a drabble about my character having an obsession with yours. Vise versa.
Proposal – My character proposes to your character. Vise versa.
Celebration – Our characters celebrate together. Or have a party.
Secret – My character tells your character a secret.
Promise – My character makes a promise to your character.
Cheiloproclitic - Being attracted to someones lips.
Quidnunc - One who always has to know what is going on.
Ultracrepidarian - Of one who speaks or offers opinions on matters beyond their knowledge.
Apodyopis - The act of mentally undressing someone.
Gymnophoria - The sensation that someone is mentally undressing you.
Tarantism - The urge to overcome melancholy by dancing.
Autolatry - The worship of one’s self.
Cagamosis - An unhappy marriage.
Gargalesthesia - The sensation caused my tickling.
Capernoited - Slightly intoxicated or tipsy.
Lalochezia - The use of abusive language to relieve stress or ease pain.
Cataglottism - Kissing with tongue.
Basorexia - An overwhelming desire to kiss.
Brontide - The low rumbling of distant thunder.
Grapholagnia - The urge to stare at obscene pictures.
Agelast - A person who never laughs.
Wanweird - An unhappy fate.
Dystopia - Am imaginary place of total misery. A metaphor for hell.
Petrichor - The smell of dry rain on the ground.
Anagapesis - The feeling when one no longer loves someone they once did.
Malapert - Clever in manners of speech.
Duende - Unusual power to attract or charm.
Concilliabule - A secret meeting of people who are hatching a plot.
Strikhedonia - The pleasure of being able to say “to hell with it”.
Lygerastia - The condition of one who is only amorous when the lights are out.
Ayurnamat - The philosophy that there is no point in worrying about events that cannot be changed.
Sphallolalia - Flirtatious talk that leads no where.
Baisemain - A kiss on the hand.
Druxy - Something which looks good on the outside, but is actually rotten inside.
Mamihlapinatapei - The look between two people in which each loves the other but is too afraid to make the first move.
Pumpkin: Your character and mine doing some halloween decorating Trick: Your character and mine being sneaky together Treat: Your character and mine being sweet to one another Costume: Your character or mine, dressing up for the other Candy Corn: Your character or mine being cheesy to the other Treat Bag: My character sharing something with yours Leaves: Your character or mine clearing the air about something. Stars: Our characters under the stars together Snow: Our characters in the cold together Scarf: Your character or Mine borrowing/stealing clothes from the other Hot Cocoa: Our characters enjoying a hot moment together. Candles: Our characters enjoying a moment by candlelight Gift: Your character or mine, surprising the other with a present Bows: Your character or mine, dressing/undressing the other Peppermint: Your character or mine, sharing a sweet secret with the other.
Highschool: Our characters attend a high school together Royalty: One of our character is royalty and the other a servant (specify) Pauper: One of our characters is poor, the other is wealthy and takes them in. (specify) Child: Our characters suddenly find themselves responsible for an infant. Role: Our characters trade roles in the canon universe. College: Our characters meet while attending university. Steampunk: Our characters are in a Steampunk setting. Evil: One of our characters is working for the opposite side. (specify) Fantasy: Our characters are in a fantasy setting. Lifetime: Our characters meet when they are very young. Reincarnation: Our characters in a previous life. Espionage: One or both of our characters is a James Bond-esque spy. Siblings: Our characters now share one or both parents. Marriage: Our characters are married. Betrayal: Our characters hate one another.
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Ask my character "How do you feel about ______?" Can be an idea, person(s), place, or thing, and they'll have to answer honestly.
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PLACE IN SOCIETY
financial: wealthy / moderate / poor / in poverty.
medical: fit / moderate / sickly / disabled / disadvantaged.
class or caste: upper / middle / working / slave / unsure.
education: qualified / unqualified / studying.
criminal record: yes, for major crimes / yes, for minor crimes / no.
FAMILY
married - happily / married - unhappily / engaged or betrothed / partnered / single / divorced / widowed / separated.
has a child or children / has no children / wants children / has adopted.
close with sibling(s) / not close with sibling(s) / has no siblings / sibling(s) is deceased.
orphaned / adopted / disowned / raised by birth parent(s).
TRAITS + TENDENCIES
extroverted / introverted / in between.
disorganized / organized / in between.
close minded / open-minded / in between.
calm / anxious / in between.
disagreeable / agreeable / in between.
cautious / reckless / in between.
patient / impatient / in between.
outspoken / reserved / in between.
leader / follower / in between.
empathetic / unempathetic / in between.
optimistic / pessimistic / in between / realistic.
traditional / modern / in between.
hard-working / lazy / in between.
cultured / un-cultured / in between / unknown.
loyal / disloyal / in between.
faithful / unfaithful / unknown.
BELIEFS:
monotheist / polytheist / atheist / agnostic.
belief in ghosts or spirits: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care.
belief in an afterlife: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care.
belief in reincarnation: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care.
belief in aliens: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care.
religious: orthodox / liberal / in between / not religious.
philosophical: yes / no.
OPINIONS
pro-suicide / anti-suicide / doesn’t know or on the fence / doesn’t care.
pro-euthanasia / anti-euthanasia / doesn’t know or on the fence. (doesn’t care)
pro-choice / anti-abortion / doesn’t know or on the fence. (doesn’t care)
pro-marriage / anti-marriage / doesn’t know or on the fence (doesn’t care)
pro-death penalty / anti-death penalty / doesn’t know or on the fence. (doesn’t care)
pro-drug legislation / anti-drug legislation / doesn’t know or on the fence.
pro-murder / anti-murder / doesn’t know or on the fence.
pro-cannibalism / anti-cannibalism / doesn’t know or on the fence.
left wing / right ring / middle / doesn’t know or on the fence.
SEXUALITY + ROMANTIC INCLINATION
allosexual / asexual (demisexual)
alloromantic / aromantic. (polyamorous)
sex repulsed / sex neutral / sex favourable.
romance repulsed / romance neutral / romance favourable.
sexually: adventurous / experienced / naive / inexperienced / curious.
potential sexual partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all.
potential romantic partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all.
ABILITIES
combat skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none.
literacy skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none
artistic skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none
technical skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none.
HABITS
drinking alcohol: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.
smoking: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.
other narcotics: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.
medicinal drugs: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.
indulgent food: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess. (rarely)
splurge spending: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.
gambling: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.
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☛ GET INSIDE YOUR CHARACTER'S HEAD! aka The Excessively Detailed Headcanon Meme
Ask a question, any question! Because I have nothing better to do than to answer your questions. ... No, really. I don't. D:
1: What does their bedroom look like?
2: Do they have any daily rituals?
3: Do they exercise, and if so, what do they do? How often?
4: What would they do if they needed to make dinner but the kitchen was busy?
5: Cleanliness habits (personal, workspace, etc.)
6: Eating habits and sample daily menu
7: Favorite way to waste time and feelings surrounding wasting time
8: Favorite indulgence and feelings surrounding indulging
9: Makeup?
10: Neuroses? Do they recognize them as such?
11: Intellectual pursuits?
12: Favorite book genre?
13: Sexual Orientation? And, regardless of own orientation, thoughts on sexual orientation in general?
14: Physical abnormalities? (Both visible and not, including injuries/disabilities, long-term illnesses, food-intolerances, etc.)
15: Biggest and smallest short term goal?
16: Biggest and smallest long term goal?
17: Preferred mode of dress and rituals surrounding dress
18: Favorite beverage?
19: What do they think about before falling asleep at night?
20: Childhood illnesses? Any interesting stories behind them?
21: Turn-ons? Turn-offs?
22: Given a blank piece of paper, a pencil, and nothing to do, what would happen?
23: How organized are they? How does this organization/disorganization manifest in their everyday life?
24: Is there one subject of study that they excel at? Or do they even care about intellectual pursuits at all?
25: How do they see themselves 5 years from today?
26: Do they have any plans for the future? Any contingency plans if things don’t workout?
27: What is their biggest regret?
28: Who do they see as their best friend? Their worst enemy?
29: Reaction to sudden extrapersonal disaster (eg The house is on fire! What do they do?)
30: Reaction to sudden intrapersonal disaster (eg close family member suddenly dies)
31: Most prized possession?
32: Thoughts on material possessions in general?
33: Concept of home and family?
34: Thoughts on privacy? (Are they a private person, or are they prone to ‘TMI’?)
35: What activities do they enjoy, but consider to be a waste of time?
36: What makes them feel guilty?
37: Are they more analytical or more emotional in their decision-making?
38: What recharges them when they’re feeling drained?
39: Would you say that they have a superiority-complex? Inferiority-complex? Neither?
40: How misanthropic are they?
41: Hobbies?
42: How far did they get in formal education? What are their views on formal education vs self-education?
43: Religion?
44: Superstitions or views on the occult?
45: Do they express their thoughts through words or deeds?
46: If they were to fall in love, who (or what) is their ideal?
47: How do they express love?
48: If this person were to get into a fist fight, what is their fighting style like?
49: Is this person afraid of dying? Why or why not?
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→ in reply to: protactvr.
For Ginger, kissing held a huge significance for her. Sure she had dated a couple people, slept with a couple more, and just in general, enjoyed the presence of other people. However, she hasn’t kissed that many. She could genuinely count on her hands (and maybe a couple toes) the number of people she’s willingly kissed drunk or otherwise. Of course not many people around her are aware of how much kissing is a monumental activity in Ginger’s life and she’d keep it that way. That said, as her lips glided along Minho’s lips, despite how heated the kiss was getting, she found herself melting against him slowly. It was the familiarity of the kiss; the way the kiss reverted her mentally and emotionally back to her late teens and early twenties (back when she had grown accustomed to his presence, her space becoming their space, and accustomed to how they shared kisses and worries about their futures on that dingy couch in the small studio that she had managed to somehow scrap up the money for) and kept her there for that brief moment in time.
She hadn’t planned on staying in this lip lock with Minho for as long as they were. If she was being honest, she had envisioned him pushing her away and her having to make half arsed apologies about things that she wasn’t even properly sorry for. But that never happened, he pulled her closer and took control of the kiss; his lips rough and familiar against her own and dragging her further into the mental space of not wanting this to end. Then he bit down on her lip, following it with the gentlest of tugs, and she shivered, pressing herself impossibly closer to him. She ran her fingers through his hair briefly, cataloguing the similarities and differences that she came across, before slowly drawing back from him, her teeth grazing his lower lip gently.
Panting, she gave him a once over before glancing around the bar, taking note of the people trying desperately not to seem like they seen the incident and those actively watching without an ounce of shame, and sighing softly. She turned her gaze back to him and took another step back from before bowing her head softly. “My apologies. I think I’d had a bit much to drink,” she said, her apology somewhat mumbled as she offered him the most genuine smile she could without revealing how fake it actually was.
She turned from him, took a deep breath, relaxed herself, and began walking away from him without sparing too much of a backwards glance. She paid her tab, waving off any concerns that the bartender hinted at with his body language, and grabbed her things on the way out.
Being slapped in the face by the cold night air was surprisingly less sobering than the kiss had been and as she walked down the street, making her way home without actively thinking about it, she brought her hand up to her lips and closed her eyes. Sighing again and shaking her head, she shivered slightly and continued walking. Something about that kiss seemed off and she couldn’t shake that feeling. The feelings were there and she was able to enjoy it for what it was, but it seemed like he was just going through the motions. She had been with him enough previously to know when he was going on impulse and instinct rather than going based on what he felt. He was more passionate when was more focused on his own feelings than otherwise. And now that she didn’t have his lips distracting her, she could pick up on more inconsistencies, things that weren’t typical for him in moments of intimacy that she remembered.
And then it hit her. Back in her late teens and early twenties, she looked nothing like this. She didn’t have the same confidence or the same appeal and it had an effect on the way she dressed and appeared in front of people. Now, even in her most casual state, she thought there was still a bit of elegance and classiness that people could pick up on. She may look the same, but her attitude and mannerisms towards herself were so drastically different that it was some times like dealing with a totally different person with familiar physical attributes to then. It was easy to forget the past her and get confused by this new her.
As she rounded a corner, she let out a loud, sardonic laugh, letting the wind have all of the emotions hidden that laugh and carry it away in the night.
He had forgotten her.
He had forgotten her and somehow it didn’t hurt as much as it should have. She supposed it was because she stopped blaming herself for the end of whatever they were and stopped believing in cliches, fairytales, and the various tropes found in romance and romantic comedy movies. So she closed her eyes again and let out a couple deep breaths before opening her eyes and steeling her resolve. If she was easily forgettable, then he would just have to be as well. She’d just have to make it so.
( He wasn’t forgettable. He wasn’t in the past and he probably
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