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[gilleanxo]

how they treat me is how they feel about me

because behavior is the most real form of communication so if I'm getting mixed signals I will not try to decipher them

I will walk away because they are unsure of me

and I know that the person I'm gonna be with is gonna be sure of me is gonna wanna text me, is gonna wanna put it in the effort that's the energy that I deserve and that's what I will wait for so until then

I'm gonna call my energy back in the nicest and purest way possible from all of the people that it is attached to I call my energy back to me

so that I am ready to receive that love when it comes and it's gonna be lonely sometimes and that's okay because at least I have me

I love me if nobody else will

I will

I love you

you deserve the world so do not settle okay let's go home

[gilleanxo]

[gilleanxo]

“I am hopelessly in love with a memory. An echo from another time, another place.”

— Michael Faudet

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[gilleanxo]

“You are going to be so much more than ‘enough’ for someone someday.”

— Unknown

[gilleanxo]

have hope. ü

[gilleanxo]

“I think you still love me, but we can’t escape the fact that I’m not enough for you. I knew this was going to happen. So I’m not blaming you for falling in love with another woman. I’m not angry, either. I should be, but I’m not. I just feel pain. A lot of pain. I thought I could imagine how much this would hurt, but I was wrong.”

— Haruki Murakami, South of the Border, West of the Sun

[gilleanxo]

March 13, 2022

I was praying that you and me might end up together.

[gilleanxo]

Time to let you go 😢

[gilleanxo]

[gilleanxo]

Antipolo with my ❤️

[gilleanxo]

Happy 2 years csmc ❤️

[gilleanxo]

[gilleanxo]

🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍

[gilleanxo]

[gilleanxo]

“Maybe loving ourselves is hard because we find it so difficult to forgive ourselves sometimes”

— Kriti.G

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