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Long time no Rua.

"Being denial as always. How cute …. Wait, 'cute'?? Did I just think that was 'cute'???"

A random doodle I started on my flight on Monday.

Background talks from here. Contain Chara X OC talks.

I actually like Rua so much until one day I made an OC of myself—just call it self-insert—and ship her with Rua.

As I grew up—yeah, I have been this crazy since a long time ago—I thought about the background of the ship and how Rua ended up having an interest in the girl. Then I think he might start to think she was cute as he saw the girl just like him so much but trying so hard to suppress herself from being too overexcited around him.

This is the scene where Rua realized he was actually interested in the girl too.

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I received a reply on my latest post, and somehow, my dashboard cannot display it, so I checked it on my blog browser.

Anyway, it was a rude reply to me.

I have to clarify things if there are people who misunderstand. I did not watch shows to think critically or to show my media literacy. I watch shows just to enjoy them and I will interpret what I watch as I want. My imagination runs wilder than my logic, and I, myself, understand it from a long time ago. If you think what I post or think about is lacking literacy or anything, just ignore it, please.

Please go check my pinned post before reacting to my posts. Do you even understand what fangirling means?

Pardon me, this might sound rude or idiot, but I actually post not to get into the community or interact with people. That was actually why I did not even put a proper character name tag or title tag on my post. I put up ship tags just to make it easier for me to find my own posts. I only post to let out the things in my head. So if people think I am an idiot or what, I do not care. I will just ignore you if we have different ways of thinking or different ways of enjoying fiction, so please, can you just ignore me if what I post makes you uncomfortable?

If this happens again in the future, I think I should just censor the character name or the fiction title every damn time I post.

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I need a universe where everything is normal so ZuweeYua can just fall in love naturally. 🥹

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Darkmen, I believe you all will always be my friends and keep supporting ZuweeYua. You heard me?? Ship. Them.

Anyway, I kinda believe Yuamu actually had no interest in romance, but she was just curious about who is her future partner. I have many questions about why they made Yuamu blush over Zuweejou only once. The most logical reason I can think about without thinking too deeply was "Zeyet provoked her". No, not in a bad way. I mean, even in real life, some people also have to look better at someone if their friends keep tease about them being a perfect couple. So I think the same phenomenon happened there.

The other reason I kind of believe, was because Yuamu felt sorry for Mitsuko and Dinois, and that feeling just overwhelmed her better than the slight crush she had on Zuweejou. After all, Zuweejou was first changed because he served her.

Zuweejou seriously needs to talk more. I seriously need him to confirm why he decided to serve Dark Meister. Seeing him on today's episode, I kind of believe he actually had not found what he really wanted to do. He might have a goal, but he does not know what he should do to achieve it. That was why he just followed the current flow. Tbh, I got super scared every time I thought about how Zuweejou would move since he served Yuamu once. He could just treat her like she was nothing anytime because he was that kind of man—he was the type who did what he wanted.

Back to Yuamu's love story, I think somehow something about Zuweejou just fits her type. HAHA. If it comes to face, I personally like Phaser's better, BUT YUAMU FELT NOTHING EVEN IF SHE LOOKED AT HIM WELL??? Well, duh, it might be because she was not interested in romance though.

And, what was that last scene? GR, don't you dare take Yuamu's one and only emotional support, you heard me???

Now that I think about it, since they dared to let Mitsuko out on this episode, Yuamu might lost the feelings since she felt bad for Mitsuko—and Dinois—who dedicated themselves to Zuweejou from the start. She might unconsciously think that her feelings were just nothing but a discourtesy to them. Yeah, guys, that was what came out if I think too deeply. 🥲

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What if it was not Zuweejou that Yuamu liked but his plate campaign?

I mean, SHE IMAGINED HUMAN ZUWEEJOU WITH THE PLATE. I—

Even if she did like Zuweejou, I am super sure IT WAS BECAUSE OF THE PLATES CAMPAIGN. DAMN. YUAMU, I CAN SEE THAT THIS IS SUPER DUPER POSSIBLE. 😭

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Yu-Gi-Oh! GO RUSH!! Episode 132 Summary

"Fated Male"

"As usual, Yuuna was delusioning about her marriage life with Yuuga. Yuamu, who saw that sight, thought that she must have her spouse too since her descendant did exist. Triggered by Zeyet, who was suggesting Zuweejou was Yuamu's fated partner, Yuamu felt her heart pounding at Zuweejou, but …."

The title that said "male" actually implies that Zeyet would also take part in the next episode. Zeyet had a habit to say "Yessir" a.k.a. "osu" in Japanese. At the same time, osu can also mean "male" or "to follow as a fan". In this case, "osu" on the title was written without kanji, and actually, it was weird to call a partner "male" since the word was used to say animal's gender. It was as if the partner mainly exists to make offspring. 🤣

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Again, Zuwee and his talks about protecting Yuamu. His facial expression changed when he remembered Yuamu telling hIm to protect Yuuhi. I was seriously curious if that was a worry or if he was just feeling complicated because the one he protected now was not Yuamu but Yuuhi, which was different from what he first thought about his mission.

I WAS SERIOUSLY EXCITED WHEN ZUWEE SUMMONED ELYSIUM, SERIOUSLY. Because, well, I see Elysium as a symbol of ZuweeYua's.

AND. FINALLY. NEXT EPISODE TALK.

So the whole ZuweeYua convo was because Zeyet told Yuamu that Zuwee was her fated partner or something.

I seriously do not know how to feel seeing official GR mention them in a romantic way for real. If it was a serious one, of course, I would be happy. But, in the end, it seems that this will end as a joke. Plus, we have Mitsuko, so I was seriously surprised they seriously brought up Zuwee as Yuamu's romance candidate, even if it was just a joke. I will not mention that it would be more natural if they brought up Fisher, even though it was a major Yua ship. They seriously do not seem to have any romantic or deep interaction on the show, especially after the time skip. Of course, Fisher respected Yuamu more than how he respected other characters, but that was all. Do not get me wrong, I also like SukaYua, but it was not like Fisher showing that he would only move for Yua. But Zuwee was following Yuuhi's words because Yua told him to do so.

But, well, so the official noticed that the recent ZuweeYua seemed like they had something more if it showed from people who did not know Zuweejou or Yuamu since the start. I will just prepare my heart not to wish for anything real next episode. It is 100% will end as a joke. 🥲

And I was kind of surprised since they showed Yua blushed at the thought of Zuweejou and not Yuudias. Now I can see that Yuudias was just not her type—it not like Yua was even had the time to think about romance though.

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One mystery about Phaser on the Ryuugu arc that keep bothering me.

Was he brainwashed by Kuaidul completely, or did Kuaidul just succeed in persuading him into carding people and hating The Oudous?

They just said Phaser got manipulated by Kuaidul, but no more details. I could not assume anything since people who were controlled by Kuaidul did not always show their eyes turned green. Plus, the green substance was never shown in Phaser's eyes, even in flashback.

If Kuaidul did not brainwash him completely, that means Phaser really had that cruel side of him, and there was a chance he had something to do with his wish to obliterate The Oudous.

Phaser, your gap was just too much. I support.

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Talks about Yuamu, Zuweejou, Darkmen, and stuffs

Yuamu called Zuweejou's name again on the latest episode. BUT THEN SHE TOLD HIM TO PROTECT YUUHI THIS TIME SINCE SHE HAD NOTHING TO ACCOMPLISH ANYMORE. WHY DID YOU SAY IT WITH A SAD FACE, YUAAAA??? YOU JUST CHASED YOUR KNIGHT OUT TO PROTECT YOUR SIBLING. DAMN. 😭

When I saw how Oteshi treated Zuweejou, now I think Yuamu treated Zuweejou way better than how it seemed. Compared to how Yuamu interacted with the Darkmen, I think Zuweejou was kind of different. Of course, he knew how to match his pace with Yua. But, on the other side, Yua also was not shown to get mad at him for not going outside to do the mission with other Darkmen. I did not think Yuamu was someone who would tell someone to stay by her side and bodyguard her, so I can only assume Zuweejou did it by his own will. If Yuamu treated Zuweejou like she treated the Darkmen, she would tell him to go out and find Damamu or Monster Reborn insstead of staying by her side. The only time Zuweejou went out without Yuamu was when she told Zuweejou to retrieve the curry bread inside Valvelgear, when she told all Darkmen to find Damamu, and when he went to teach Sabhuath to buy a card.

But anyway, I have another assumption. When Yuamu told Zuweejou to protect Yuuhi since she had done what she had to, I think she implied Zuweejou protected her not because it was her, but because he had to make sure something Yuamu did happen. So, she told him to go with Yuuhi since Yuuhi took over the mission.

BUT, STILL, ZUWEEJOU STAY BY YUAMU'S SIDE WAS JUSTーof course Kuyamuya was also there though. And, seriously, why did Yuamu need to tell Zuweejou to protect Yuuhi? It was as if Zuweejou would not leave her if she did not tell him to do so.

Talking about other Darkmen, it was shown that Yuamu did not treat them like her equals. I actually kind of feel like that too. She was only open herself to Kuyamuya. But, then, the fact about Dark Power was revealed. In my impression, the Dark Power was like a drug. It had minus energy, and actually, it reminded me that Lugh also have a similar power. Anyway, even if it was shown that Dark Power can ease someone who consumed it in Yuamu's flashback, in the end, if they consume it too much, it might erase something important like feelings or memories, right? If the Dark Power is something similar to Lugh's negative energy, then using it too much will not bring any good to the consumer. It might be why Yuamu only let the Darkmen consume one drop per day.

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Sorry.

No natori was harmed in the making of the meme.

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I was an idiot and never understood why the Anti-Kartumata Beam never affected Yuudias.

But after re-watched Kuaidul's first duel, I finally realized.

Otes' earthdamar was inside Kuaidul, while Kuaidul was residing inside Yuudias. Maybe the earthdamar made them somehow count them as a creature with life force even though they are Velgearians at the same time. It was said that Kartumata does not have a life force, right? The beam might be created to affect creatures without life force.

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The omochi I bought just because.

I was wondering why the human version is smiling but not with the Galaxy Form version.

THEY ARE SUPER CUTE. 😭

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AND I JUST REALIZED THAT SCENE MIGHT IMPLY THAT WHEN EVERYONE ELSE WAS SHOCKED BY YUUHI'S DECISION, ZUWEEJOU WAS THE ONLY ONE BOTHERED TO CARE SEEING YUAMU'S REACTION.

DID HE ACTUALLY WORRY ABOUT HER?? 😮🫢🫣✨✨❤️❤️💕💕

That one moment on the latest episode where Zuweejou took a glance at Yuamu when she was about to cry.

DO THEY NEED TO MAKE ZUWEEJOU DO THIS?? EVEN IT WAS JUST FOR A SECOND?? I WAS ABOUT TO LOSE ALL MY REASONING, YOU KNOW??

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MVs (for Pose References) X Yuamu 【containing ship contents】

The song used from upper left to bottom right:

“Witch Hunt” by SuzukiP

“The Prince of Poison” by Nekomata Okayu

“Distorted Familiar” by Al X Azuku

“Anti Queen of Heart” by Royal Scandal

If you ask why I do not put her glasses on … just think it was because I do not have enough energy to do so. 🙃👍

Here, me, saying I will not forgive anyone who makes Yua cry, while I am using definitely-not-some-happy songs for her drawing references. Btw, it has been a while since I was excited seeing my own drawings.

“Witch Hunt” X Abyssalord

Was about to say how about we imagine a universe where Phaser and Yua have a normal encounter, but then I remembered that this is a tragic song where the love story ended in not a nice way.

“The Prince of Poison” X Abyssalord

I was drawing this by imagining that Phaser got Yua’s card and somehow could not bring himself to burn it. Then he somehow found a way to summon Yua as a human, but her will was not fully recovered every time he summoned her. At the same time, cat Yua in the card world would lose consciousness when she was summoned to the real world. This is kind of a sick plot tbh, but I seriously want to see Phaser being a madman because of Yua. He was summoning Yua just to relieve his anger on her as he could not bring himself to burn her card, but he became more possessive of herーor the card actuallyーevery damn time Yuudias or UTS side was about to take back the card.

“Distorted Familiar” X ZuweeYua

The idea that Zuweejou was actually trying to make Yua forget all of her sufferings just excites me. I seriously need to hear from Zuweejou’s mouth about why he kept staying by her side after his revival.

“Anti Queen of Heart” X Yuamu

I actually just want to draw Yua crying, BUT THEN I REALIZED THIS SOMEHOW FIT HER SITUATION. I mean, before the MV was released, I used to think that Lorenaーit was her name, right??ーwas a bad mom who neglected Alicia, BUT IT TURNED OUT I WAS WRONG. IT SEEMS IT WAS ALICIA’S MISUNDERSTANDING OR ILLUSION ALL ALONG. OR WAS IT?? But anyway, back to Yuamu, people around her see her as being super fine doing things that made her friends sad, but she was actually acting all strong and bad while being weak when she was all alone with Kuyamuya. She was choosing to do bad things and be the villainess just to protect Yuugaーand maybe the Dark Matter Space. I do not accept any protests of my views on Yua, and you can just block my blog if you are a Yua hater. Right now. I cannot digest any hate speech of my princess. 🙃👍

F.y.i., I did not have any sleep last night since I cannot stop myself from filling the canvas. I just woke up and fixed some things bothering me before I got my sleep this morning. 🥲

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Now I think about it, I was kind of hoping we had that one episode where Manya was facing Dark Meister. Remember that she was her childhood friend.

I was kind of expecting that Manya would try to wake Dark Meister from her obsession with becoming Otes. Now that the Becoming Otes battle has ended let's see if they will make one episode where Manya comforts Yuamu, who is blaming herself for failing, for becoming Otes and makes his brother become one instead. Ah, nah, I think Manya will scream as she could not bear seeing Yuamu being weak and told her to get a hold of herself.

I just cannot help myself to keep liking this childhood friend combi—not as a romantic couple. They are just so cute as they are correcting each other's idiocy. 😭

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I just realized Yuamu and Zuweejou both use Dark-type Galaxy decks. ❤️

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PhaYua = Abyssalordshipping

From Abyss + lord + shipping!

Abyss(al)

One of Dark Meister`s phrases was, "The truth lies within the abyss (深淵 'shin'en')." On the other side, Phaser is using Abysslayer deck and the summon chants mention abyss (深淵 'shin'en').

Lord

Phaser is a descendant of Space Dragon, the ruler of Space, and Yuamu is Dark Meister, the ruler of Dark Matter Space. Also, Poseidra, which first made its debut on Phaser v.s. Yuamu episode ia a Abyssal Dragon Lord 深淵竜神 while Yuamu said the phrase from above was from Dark Matter of Phantoms booster pack CM, and the monster Yuamu summoned on the CM was Dark Matter Emperor Dragon.

I was about to use Abysshipping or Abyssovereignshipping, but I realize that if we go through other series, other characters like Kamishiro Ryouga can also be connected with "abyss" (ex.: Rage of The Abyss booster pack) monsters and Abyssovereign just too long.

I just make ship names so I can use them to tag my posts, so please do not misunderstand that the ship names I use are official or something. In other words, I do not accept any opinions saying that the ship names do not fit the ships or anything since they are all for personal use!