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First, I got it wrong. SOMEHOW ZUWEE AND YUA WERE JUST STANDING TOGETHER WATCHING SABHUATH AND BLHUAIR'S DUEL??? GUYS???

OKAY, I PROPERLY UNDERSTAND THAT YUA JUST WANT TO MAKE SURE TO WATCH OVER THE KID WHO STILL REMEMBERED HER, WHILE ZUWEE MIGHT HAVE CHOSEN TO WATCH OVER THE KID WHO WAS TAILING BEHIND HIM IN THE PAST. I UNDERSTAND. YES, I UNDERSTAND, BUT WHYYYYYY?!?!?! WHY ARE YOU TEASING ME LIKE THIS, STAFFS???? 😭😭😭😭😭

NO, YUUHI, HOW DARE YOU JUST GO TO WATCH OVER YOUR FRIENDS WHILE LETTING YUA ON ZUWEE'S SIDE?? I SEE THAT YOU ACTUALLY HAVE MORE TRUST IN HIM THAN I THOUGHT, HUH????

OKAY, LET'S STOP THIS BEFORE I GET CRAZY.

I actually cried hard again for almost a minute when Blhuair having his reunion with Yua. These two, I swear …. 😭😭

Blhuair seems like a son who was growing up. He became calmer, matured, and understood how to ease his mom. Omg. YOU HAVE TO KNOW I GASPED WHEN HE CHANGED HIS WAY TO CALL HIMSELF FROM "ORE" TO "WATASHI". TELL ME, BOY, IT WAS BECAUSE YOUR MAMA USE "WATASHI", RIGHT?? On the other side, Sabhuath and Zey did not use "ware" anymore since they lost their memories and wisdom. But, anyway, looking at the five Dark Matter Darkmen, Kuyamuya and Blhuair had Yua as their role model, Shabuath and Zey had Ziwee as one, while Fukamura had the neighbour Uncle—Yuudi, or was it Kuai?—as one. Fukamura, you—he might be the rebellious boy who had the hobby of going outside and playing with his neighbours. 🤣

Now, see, DON'T THEY LOOK LIKE ONE BIG FAMILY. I DO NOT HAVE TO TELL YOU WHO WAS THE PAPA, RIGHT??

Shit, why did it go back to them? Let's continue. What was it again? Blhuair, right. Btw, he did not even take a glance at Nyandes. Was it because Yua was there, or was he just giving up the idea of looking for as many mamas as he could after he got his wisdom?

OH, OKAY, SO I AM ACTUALLY CURIOUS IF VELGEARIANS AND DARKMEN WERE ACTUALLY DESTINED TO PERISH OR WILL CONTINUE LIVING ON. I don't know what Outei did so the Darkmen could still exist there, but does this mean Kuyamuya would also get to be revived if they were really meant to keep existing? They seriously need their older sister back. How heartbroken it would be if they knew she had vanished after all the hard work they put in to save her? 😭

Kourasu and Fazu, could it be their name was taken from the words "Go Rush" and "fast"?

Anyway, where will the Darkmen go next episode? They were not on the preview. Were they sent to watch over Ryuuguu's team? And I actually was kind of curious if they work under Outei because Blhuair remembered that his mom wanted to become Otes.

Moving to talk about Yuudi, I guess he was still in his growing-up phase since he was too quick to make decisions on today's episode. It was actually cool he did not waver any second on the negotiation, but he still had that part of him in the past that hated violence, and it made him off-guard since the talks touched the sensitive part of his heart.

What did Outei even want to do anyway? He said he was Otes and did have Namikawa's voice, but I am still kinda having my doubts. Is Outei=Yuuga? Was his hair colour just changed since he was getting older? What if he was actually Gakuto—no, I am not serious on this one, but I seriously wonder about his hair colour. If he was not Yuuga, then why did Yuuga talk like there was no way he would not understand Otes? Was it because he realized they had the same vision, just different ways of doing things? WOULD YOU EVEN COME BACK, YUUGA? I KNOW YOU NEED TO GO BACK TO YOUR PERIOD, BUT—I JUST WANT HIM TO KNOW ALL THE HARDSHIPS YUA WENT THROUGH JUST TO PROTECT HIM. 😭😭😭 And he was the one who needed to settle things with Otes anyway.

This episode was better than I thought it was. So the title was referring to Outei and the Darkmen, huh? I kind of thought it referred to Outei and Ryuuguus, but it was actually The Darkmen. Seriously, thank you so much. I …. Please just bring back Yua's big cute smile. She needs all the happiness she lost to protect Yuuga.

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I will try to get myself calm and analyze tomorrow's episode from that one ZuweeYua's scene.

It might be Yuudi and Yuuhi's tag duel, right? That was why they stood next to each other, right? Right, mow I got the pattern …!! 😭😭

I was screaming in stress for one minute just because I got excited about getting ZuweeYua in one scene. Damn it. 😭😭

ANYWAY, YUA WAS SO CUTE THERE??? 🥺❤️💕✨

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I wrote an Elysiumship fanfiction last night and it vanished because I was saving it on a shitty application. Aaaaah ...!! Noooo ...!!! TTATT

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Actually, I made the concept on Christmas, but of course, I have no power to finish it in one day.

I just hope my lovely princess found her light of hope. Christmas was the day when we got the hope of salvation, right? 🥺

I will drop the one without glasses below if you want to see it. 👌🏼

Actually, I struggled just to find my will to draw the glasses even though I finished other parts some weeks ago. HAHAHA. 😭👌🏼

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Can someone please fix this something guy? I seriously had this urge to punch Zuwee every damn time he smirked and said "something". 🤣

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I forgot that I used to think hard about YuuroGaku's ship name and still have not found one I like ….

Like, I have specific things/interactions that make me like them, but I cannot find simple words to describe it for the ship name, or it just did not work because it works for another character(s) too.

And tbh I want a better shipping name for LukeRomin …. I mean, if the blog is still active, I will use that name, but the blog does not seem to be active anymore, and I seriously cannot bring myself to like the ship name. 🤔

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YuugaYua = Crossroadshipping

Simply because Yuuga was the cause Yuamu reached her crossroads in life for the first time. Yuamu, who always did everything for her brother and UTS, started to have her own will and ego after learning Yuuga's backstory. She had her crossroads when Yuuga chose his road on his own crossroads—right at the moment the Monster Reborn was created during the Oudou Twins' Period.

Notes for people who do not know, I only make ship names to make it easier for me to tag things. All of the reasonings are from my own impressions and thoughts of the ship. This is not official ship name or anything.

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I think I will post YuugaYua too in the future. Please do not mind me. 🤣💦

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Me, just squealing every damn time Yua called "Gakugen-san" or talked to him. And then that one Duel Links scene where Yua called "Zuweejou-san" just got back into my mind.

Orait, my new fetish is hearing Yua calling people with "-san".

BUT SHE SERIOUSLY SOUNDED SO CUTE WHEN SHE TALKED TO GAKUGEN. I DID NOT EXPECT SHE WILL TALK TO HIM TO THE POINT SHE CALLED HIS NAME MORE THAN ONE TIME. 😭

By the way, "Outeiusu"?? Not "Outeisu"?

Outeusu definitely sounds better though.

And, Zuwee, stop using the serious aura when you just want to talk "sou iu tokoro da". I was about to punch you because I was thinking what made you seem so serious. 😭

For Gakugen, he was still so cool putting aside all of the idiocy he did. Well, I kind of expected it since watching the White Gakuto episode, though. 🤣

Gakuteng, Manaming, and Gakuting. Do not tell me that this three would actually be Sougetsu's "dark history" ….

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I found this Yuamu doodle cute so lemme post it. 🤣

Usually, I hate every damn chibi I draw, but this one somehow looks so cute in my eyes. 🥺 Drew it at my workplace on break. I hope people who accidentally saw this did not think I was slacking off, though. 💦

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Another headcanon where Zuwee actually had something for Yua, but he was sulking all this time because Yua never noticed him even though he devoted a knight oath for her, so he pretended like he did not care about her and did not unnecessarily talk with her. Yeah, Zuwee was actually jealous of Yuuhi and Yuudi.

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Was kind of expecting Zuwee to comment something about why he did these or those, but I got CosmoStella instead. THANK YOU?? 🙇🏼‍♀️❤️✨

Anyway, I was excited for Rinkage appearance, but Rinnosuke was cooler after all. Isokay, Rinkage, I like you too.

Now I got curious how Yua got on(?) Sougetsu's side. Well, it might not only be her, though.

I was surprised Zuweejou was calling Nyandes when he saved her from the trap. So you can call people's names, huh? Anyway, my Elysiumshipper soul just believed he was about to go for Yua, but his speed was losing to Yuudi. HAHAHA. Poor Manabu anyway. And Nyandes was so cute when she was trying to save Manabu.

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I slept super late just because continuing my Yua WIP. I hope I have the power to finish it totally tonight since I have to go on a company trip from tomorrow till Monday.

I JUST WANT TO WATCH THE NEW EPISODE PEACEFULLY. WHYYYY?? 😭

Anyway, sneak peek.

I need to draw her glasses. Always left it since I wanted to see her face as it was—no, actually, half of my reason because I was lazy. HAHA.

I did not mean to continue it last night since the day had already changed when I opened my iPad, but I could not resist the urge since there were only some layers left to be polished.

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Waaah, thank you so much! Happy to know someone like it. We need Kisara in the modern world. 🥺❤️

Kisara, if she was reincarnated into Yuugi's period.

I just randomly wanted to draw Kisara, and then I realized how different her face looks in the manga and anime. I like both though.

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Abyssalordship, some years in the future.

I feel like I would not have finished this if I thought too much and was too focused on collecting my will to finish full-colour WIPs, so I decided to just polish this sketch a little while not thinking too much. I seriously like this piece so much, but I also do not remember why I have not continued it even though it was just a sketch.

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Happy Holidays @argyros! I was your santa for the @natsume-ss exchange! I thought a roleswap would be funny so here's Natsume as a yokai and Nyanko is a normal cat he follows around. I really liked this idea so I've got some headcannons and silly doodles exploring this AU under the cut :)

Natsume is an extremely powerful yokai that was sealed away

Nyanko accidently releases him

Normally, this is when Natsume would offer a wish so he won’t be indebted but being a cat, Nyanko can’t speak

With no way to pay off his debt, Natsume is forced to follow Nyanko around in hopes of a situation happening where he’s able to save Nyanko and be released of his debt

… Except the chance never happens. Nyanko ate weird food off the floor? He’s not human, he doesn't get sick. Nyanko fell out of a tree? Cats always land on their feet. An unknown, possibly dangerous, human approaches? Nope, the only ones that approach are cat lovers, the other humans are put off by the “ugly” cat with the weirdly large head

You know how some cats trick multiple people into thinking that they're the cat's owner so they can get food? That’s 100% Nyanko

Officially, he’s the Fujiwara’s but he’s visit Taki and Tanuma enough that they have cat beds and bowls for him

Natsume loves watching the Fujiwaras. There’s a warmth to them that is so alien yet comforting to him. Sometimes, he imagines what life as a human would be like. He would have loved to be their son

The first time Natsume followed Nyanko over the Tanuma’s, Tanuma sensed Natsume and freaked out. His cat is haunted?!?! Natsume feels bad and shows himself to the human to explain the situation

Taki also ends up meeting Natsume when he accidentally steps into one of her circles. She too freaks out about her cat being haunted

The exorcists are aware of Natsume escaping his seal but Natsume is the strongest yokai they’ve ever met

For now, the exorcists are allowing Natsume to follow the cat. Their predecessors were only able to seal him out of sheer luck so they have no way of getting rid of Natsume currently

All past attempts to exorcize him failed because Natsume would just punch his way out, didn’t even use yokai magic, just sheer fists

I like to imagine that in the normal Natsume Yuujinchou universe, there's an urban legend in Natsume’s neighborhood about a humanoid figure floating through the sky. In reality, it's Natsume flying around on Nyanko’s back. Like we know humans cant see Nyanko’s true form but Natsume doesn't have that luxury. Surely some has to have spotted him

Anyways, the roleswap au has a rumor going around about a floating cat which is in reality, Natsume carrying Nyanko around

By the time Natsume realizes how weird it must look to humans, Nyanko has already gotten use to being carried and demands to be lifted

The Dog’s Circle is now the Cat’s Circle. Hinoe is a crazy cat lady

The Book of Friends is now The Book of Cats Nyanko Has Beef With. It’s Natsume’s journal where he logs Nyanko’s daily life

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Not You, Not Anyone

Disclaimer: Yu-Gi-Oh! GO RUSH!! belongs to Takahashi Kazuki, Sugita Naoya, Hikokubo Masahiro, and other respective owners; it will never be mine. Rated: T Genre(s): Friendship, Family, Romance Warning(s): Alternate Reality Summary: Blhuair suddenly insisted he was having a Papa from Yuamu, and there Yuamu, was having a hard time persuading him that he was not.

After Otes was born in their era, Yuamu felt she talked more to Darkmen than she used to before.

Since The Darkmen were born, she did not have much chance to do so since she was busy hiding her identity and was too focused on becoming Otes. But, after nothing mattered anymore and nothing more for her to do, she finally had the time to see the Darkmen closely.

Yuamu did notice it since the first time, but the Darkmen were like children, especially Blhuair—who always tried to find mother figures anywhere he went. Between all the figures he called "Mama", Yuamu, of course, realized she was undeniably a special one since she was the one who let him be born.

"And then, that time Fukamura hit me for keeping saying want to hug you, Mama. He said it was rude, even though he was the rude one since he was betraying us after all …."

Yuamu felt it was funny when Blhuair pouted while recollecting about the past.

They were standing in the corridor. Half of Blhuair's body blended with the shadow on the floor so he had to look up to see Yuamu's face.

"He's not completely wrong."

"Mama is covering for that traitor?!"

Yuamu waved her hand.

"Nah, I mean, you have to ask for their consent before hugging other girls. Of course, I don't mind since I know you won't do anything weird to me."

Blhuair gasped.

"I need to do that?! It's terrible, Mamaaa …. I hugged Mama too often since she was so small …."

Yuamu blinked.

"Now, which Mama did you mean?"

"My cute cat Mama!"

Yuamu laughed dryly. He must mean Nyandestar then. Now that Yuamu tried to remember, Nyandestar must have been screaming every time Blhuair hugged her.

Blhuair was whimpering as his face was filled with guilt.

"I have to apologize when I see her again …. Oh, by the way!" Suddenly, Blhuair got out of the shadow completely and brought his face close to Yuamu.　Different from his expression some seconds before, his green eyes were sparkling as he asked, "Did Mama also like to hug other people?"

Yuamu was surprised a little.

"Sometimes I did to girls, and sometimes Yuudias or Yuuhi hugged me."

"Eh? How about Papa?"

Yuamu frowned. Now, that was weird. Blhuair was always making a fuss about people being her Mama, but he never mentioned a "Papa" before. Who did he even mean? Or was he just asking without proper recognition about who the man was? But Yuamu had a feeling he was about to ask about that certain man he called his "Papa" from the start.

"I have no partner, so I don't know who you meant."

Blhuair seemed to be surprised hearing her answer, then he hugged Yuamu tightly.

"Mamaaa …, are you in a fight with him after all? We did find it weird since you chased Papa out after Otes ruled …." Blhuair sounded so sad while talking about Yuamu's situation with his "Papa".

Yuamu now was seriously confused. She was in fight with this certain man? Chased him out? Then, he might be someone on her side all along.

But …, putting Blhuair aside, there are only three men on the ship. So, which one did he mean by his Papa?

"Ah, Papa …!"

Yuamu was startled as Blhuair called over someone behind her. Wait, was the man Blhuair meant was there too? Behind her?

Yuamu was about to do a reality check …, but Blhuair was dragging her before she could do that by herself. Yuamu screamed a little as Blhuair brought her going through the shadow.

"Why are you hugging her?"

Yuamu felt her blood was about to run cold. She lost her will to look over the man's face as she knew who was the owner of the voice. Right, she actually kind of guessed who Blhuair meant. Shit, could they just get over that fated partner thing already??

"Because she is my Mama! Papa don't hug Mama too? I heard from Yuuna that couple do that kind of thing."

Blhuair put on a confused face. Yuamu groaned. Yuamu wondered how Blhuair knew that kind of thing, but then she remembered there was only one person on their side who could teach the Darkmen about couples and their stuff.

"… Never …."

Yuamu ignored the gaze of the huge man in front of her as hard as she could. Now, he made it more awkward.

"You should then! It was important to deepen connection and start to do something furth—"

"Blhuair, stop right there!"

Yuamu covered Blhuair's mouth as fast as possible. She could feel the temperature of her face rising. How could Yuuna teach something inappropriate for a less-than-one-year-old kid?!

"He was not your Papa, so he doesn't need to do that …!"

Right, she had to fix the imagination in Blhuair's head first before fixing other things!

"There is no way! Papa, I—no, Zeyet couldn't be wrong, right?!"

"Zeyet was concluding things before doing a reality check, Blhuair! I'm older than her, so you should believe in me!"

Yuamu felt herself being flustered. Now, it was getting more embarrassing to hear someone coupling her with someone right in front of the said person.

"Papaaa …, said domethiiing …!"

"Argh, now—"

"Whatever."

Yuamu stopped her mouth right there. She and Blhuair looked into the man with a blank face. Now, Yuamu could finally see the pale violet eyes she had not properly looked on these past few days. The man then closed his eyes and turned his face to the other side a little as if he did not care much about what Yuamu and Blhuair were debating.

As Yuamu looked at the face, she realized that Zuweejou Zwil Velgear had many masculine features, and Yuamu finally understood why Hiramori Mitsuko fell hard for him at first sight.

Not that Yuamu did too though.

Yuamu gasped. No, that was not the time to take her time gazing at another person's face!

"This is where you should deny it, right?! You want to be a Papa, huh?!"

"See, Papa said he was one!"

"He's not …! I will find one for you if it is the time, so stop making a random man your Papa …!"

"'Random man'?"

Yuamu went silent once again as that deep voice commented on what she said. Now, why did she even care about the other party's thoughts on her words?

But might it be that Zuweejou disliked how she called him a random man? Not that she meant it like that though.

"I mean, Blhuair might not take many things into account when he called you his Papa, not that you're a random man or anything like that." Yuamu was trying to explain as politely as she could. It might be troublesome to get Zuweejou in a bad mood … not that she thought that Zuweejou might care about her opinion of him, though, but it was not bad to take an assurance.

"Blhuair, you also think so?" Zuweejou took a glance at Blhuair, and the Darkman shook his head quickly.

"No! I know who my Papa is, and I'm sure you are my Papa!"

Yuamu put her palm on her face. Why did it turn into serious talk when she was just trying not to make things more awkward between her and Zuweejou?

"Then, it's fine." Yuamu took a peek between her fingers when she heard Zuweejou reply again … then she saw something that made her eyes widen in surprise. "I don't mind.'"

Zuweejou continued his step after finishing his words, then left Yuamu and Blhuair. Yuamu was still awed in surprise as she followed Zuweejou's figure with her gaze.

That man … was he smiling a little after hearing Blhuair's answer?

Yuamu was confused. Did he actually wish to be Darkmen's father? What a weird man.

"Blhuair." Zuweejou stopped his step and then turned his head to Yuamu and Blhuair. "Even though I let you go this time, you better be more careful of your skinship with Dark Meister."

Zuweejou was staring at them with a blank expression, but Yuamu knew the man did mean his warning. Before Blhuair replied to him, Zuweejou continued his steps and left them.

"I seriously don't understand him." Yuamu blurted her thoughts as the man's figure left that place.

"Seems like Papa is a jealous man."

Yuamu glanced at Blhuair. The Darkman seemed to enjoy what he saw and even rubbed his face happily to the left side of Yuamu's head.

"He just has a habit of putting a proper distance over a superior and subordinate relationship."

That was what Yuamu believed. After all, even if Zuweejou was a difficult man to understand, Yuamu knew him longer than The Darkmen knew him.

"Mmm …. Mamaaa …." Blhuair was staring at Yuamu with a disappointed smile on his face, but then he sighed in defeat. "Seems like Papa need to work harder from now on."

As Yuamu did not ask about what Blhuair meant any further, their conversation about Zuweejou and Blhuair's "Papa" ended there. They then went on their way to find the other Darkmen.

That day, Yuamu realized she needed to do something about the Darkmen's delusion about her romance journey.

After all, it was not like she had the quality to charm Zuweejou … or any right to like the man … since she was a sinner. And, more than anything …

Love was something too great for her to enjoy after everything she had done, right?

Yuamu laughed as she had that thought in her little head.

Love, what a funny thing to think about. Even if she had to marry someday, Zuweejou would be the last man she married to.

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A/N: A super unimportant extra note, but Zuwee actually was sulking since Yua told him to go protect Yuuhi instead of her. LOL. I seriously believe that at least Zeyet and Blhuair were excited about supporting ZuweeYua until their last moment.