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rewatching shannon's first episode. feeling insane. because she's so embarrassed and just. sad. she doesn't know her place. she knows where she wants to be and she gets a little too. eager about it. but you can tell her intentions are good and she doesn't want to actually harm or upset chris in any way. she gets upset but she does still respect eddie's wishes and doesn't speak to chris and shows up to the school because that's what chris needed.

but her mother was dying alone and eddie refused to speak to her about it so what was she supposed to do? kidnap chris in the middle of the night? because then you know we'd be having a completely different conversation and be calling her evil for completely different reasons. i really do think shannon had every intention on coming back. at least for chris. but the longer time went on without any call and there was no sign that she was actually needed there she stayed where she was needed. even if that was in her dead mother's home taking care of her home and animals for her.

i think chris just assuming that eddie didn't want to be his dad anymore because he didn't come to get him is way more of a trait that he shares with shannon. i think shannon just assumed their life would be better off without her and they didn't need her. he got away from texas, his mother and sisters but still didn't reach out to her. chris didn't seem to be struggling without her. she went from living in a home with her in laws who hated her guts and probably questioned every choice she made. she probably had ppd plus trauma from his birth plus the environment she was living in with a husband who was too checked out to even care.

yes, she was the adult. yes, she was the parent and she should've came back even if she didn't feel wanted or needed. yes, she should've reached out and tried to talk to her son. yes, there are a million things she should've done but she didn't and she never got to fix any of that because she just got hit by a car one day and all she will ever be is her mistakes. eddie's family still not seeing her as anything other than her mistakes instead of a young girl they refused to help and probably just mentally tortured her for fun. because if helena did all that to eddie can you imagine what she was doing to shannon.

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shannon lesbian diaz took one look at the 14 year old boy that did ballroom dancing and said yeah sure that seems safe. and then boom. pregnant at high school graduation.

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𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒏 𝒂 𝒔𝒚𝒎𝒃𝒐𝒍 𝒕𝒐 𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒆𝒊𝒗𝒆 :

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📲 – the last texts our muses sent

🎥 – my muse's favorite video / gif of yours

📸 – an instagram layout featuring your muse

🎞️ – my muse's camera roll featuring your muse

🐦 – a tweet from my muse about yours

🎶 – a playlist my muse made for yours

📞 – your muse's contact information in my muse's phone

❤️ – the last instagram post my muse made of your muse

💻 – my muse's desktop background featuring your muse

💌 – a letter of appreciation from my muse to yours

📺 – three shows our muses watch together

🕊️ – a moodboard of our muses' relationship

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it's not like he's exactly complainin' about the whole kissing thing but it's still just the only second time that it's happened. this is all so new that he's not used to being free to just kiss them whenever. but almost getting hurt ain't exactly a walk in the park for his heart now that castiel is human. so while he was caught off guard he never actually wants them to stop kissing him ever again. " strange was the wrong word. scratch that. forget it. it's the opposite of that, actually. what we were doin' before was the strange part, darlin'. "

he checks over cas a few more times, making sure that they're all safe and sound. that they're not going to fall over and die from an infection or something that neither of them caught since that's something that they're going to have to worry about now. it's an odd feeling. " you don't gotta apologize. don't ever for that again, actually. " he grabs their face just like they did to him before and kisses them again just to prove the point. " you sure you're okay, though ? not gonna fall over on me because you have internal bleeding or somethin', right ? "

@ghostscrash : as always, you have such a strange way of saying ‘thank you.’ ( dean @ cas )

they're not sure how this happened, but they're not exactly happy about it either. recently-human bones ache as they move, a groan passing their lips upon standing upright again. sometimes they wish they were still dead. being human, they've done this once before. the feelings, the aches and pains, all things they've always wondered about - they're not impressed. some days, one could say they loathed it. but others, they're grateful. it's only a reminder that they have another chance - another chance to make it right.

it was a fleeting moment, an impulsive action to grab dean's face between their hands to pull him in for a kiss. only for saving their life. dean's look of surprise and response is enough to make castiel smile, a fond and loving grin directed at the other. " apologies... it was the only thing i could think of at the time. "

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i try to think of the rest of the story but i'm so fucking high that i lost my train of thought after the really fucking cool gun blasting noises. i do it again -- bam ! bam ! --- to see if it brings back the train of thought but no damn luck. dammit ! it was a badass story. it was about one of the many trips i went on with my brothers but i just can't remember the exact one. it was back before there were cameras and shit everywhere. we used to be able to get away with anything. " yeah, man. it was a different fuckin' time. " like it was fifty years ago and not ten or some shit. i roll my eyes at his giggling, why am i always stuck with the damn high gigglers. i grab the joint from his hand and take a few hits. " you always this annoying when you're high ? you got any sick stories, man. shit -- wait. i need to show you this video. " he gets out his phone to pull up youtube and it's a pretty intense video of a police chase.

mickey ( @ghostsache ) said : anyway, i started blastin. bam! bam!

the joint dangling between my lips has me feelin' fuzzy and relaxed, the perfect way to feel when you're listenin' to a story. i watch mickey with a lotta focus, paying attention to the batshit story he's tellin' to the best of my impaired ability. a jump a little bit as pretends to fire of a gun, laugh spilling past my lips. "holly shit, man ... that's fuckin' crazy." my head tilts, brows furrowing a little. "and like ... super badass actually." i add with a giggle, smile quickly overtaking my face. i hand the joint over to him, brow raising. "y'want some 'f this? if y' keep talkin' i'm just gonna smoke it all."

always sunny prompts ... accepting.

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" oh so you wouldn't donate your liver to your poor, dying sister in need ? that doesn't really fit the whole perfect person, daughter and wife haley james scott narrative you're trying fit now does it ? " she points out with her arms crossed and a smug smirk growing on her face like she finally just proved a point she's been trying to make.

taylor knows deep down that her sister loves her but her pride is much bigger. her need to be right is much bigger.

" oh come on. why does everything need to be a phase with this family ? between all of the siblings and mom and dad you've all never held onto anything longer than what ? a few months. you couldn't even keep your popstar status for long, could you ? so i'm choosing to stick to bartending because i'm actually capable of not abandoning everything. "

that's what it really comes down to, isn't it ? the lack of structure their entire lives with parents who did what they pleased, let haley get married at such a young age because they couldn't wait to have an empty nest even though they popped out children whenever they wanted. taylor spent her entire life feeling unwanted and left behind. they keep doing it to her and everything else they claim to love. so why shouldn't she be more upset ? why aren't they ? " i don't care if i can do better. i don't want to do better. as soon as i do it'll just leave. why don't you get that ? "

❝ maybe not today, but if you need a liver transplant at some point due to the massive amounts of alcohol you've ingested throughout your stellar career, you better hope quinn is a donor match. ❞ she spews out, probably just in spite, because haley knew that, if push came to shove, there's nothing she wouldn't do to help save taylor's life. but that's not something she needs to be 100% sure of as she continues to poison her body every night for cash.

haley fights the urge to roll her eyes at the mom jab, and retaliates with passive-aggression instead, ❝ not particularly, since the next time i see you you'll be hungover and stinky all over again, but if your clients still retain any sense of smell, being showered should earn you some good tips: and the more tips you get, the sooner you move out and figure out what you're gonna do with your life past this bartending phase, so ― ultimately, yes, it does make me happy. and it should make you happy, too. ❞ there was no sarcasm to be found in her sover features anymore, amber hues deep with concern as she looks at her sister, ❝ i just think you could do better, taylor. is that really such a crime? ❞

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jack couldn't imagine being left by a spouse the way jo was. even when he's just talking to jo there's a part of him that wants to go find alex and question how someone could possibly be as stupid as him to let such an awesome woman go. maybe even rough him up a little bit. but instead he will just be with jo. not in that way. but maybe eventually in that way. not that he's really thinking about that right now or thinks he even has a shot with her like that.

it's just nice to have a friend, a person, that gets how life is just broken someetimes. he always thought he had to be broken but maybe that's just not as true. he laughs because he can tell she's overthinking this just as much as he is. she's being as awkward as he feels and once again she makes him just feel like less of a freak. it's nice, for once, that it feels like someone is on the same page as him. " hey, jo. relax. " he puts his hands on her shoulders then lets go at the worry that it was too much.

" i'm not exhausted at all but it's been a pretty weird day where everything keeps going wrong, you know ? so i think it would be nice. uh -- whats the word i'm looking for. refreshing ! it would be refreshing to hang out with you. if that's what -- what you want. " he laughs again, shoving his hands in his pockets. " i uh -- i really do enjoy your company so yeah, i'm sure. "

jo would be lying if she said she didn't understand why she felt drawn to jack. much like alex, he was someone who just got it / the pressure, the complicated background & every ramification. most days, it was hard to exist in a world without alex, but not because she missed him. no, those days were gone. now she missed feeling understood / feeling seen. talking to jack? it was the first time she felt that in a long time, perhaps even more than with her ex-husband & it was an addictive sensation. as the firefighter mentions he is still up for beer and pizza, jo can feel a weight being lift off of her chest / only for it to return as he mentions still having an hour of his shift.

❝ oh, ❞ the brunette whispers quietly, mocha hues studying his features in an attempt to find genuineness or politeness there. she chooses to believe it is the former. after all, they are nothing / why should jack choose to be polite? well, he is a firefighter and she must look like a mess and... god. he was totally just being polite, wasn't he? ❝ don't worry about it. i'm sure you're exhausted from your shift and- i mean, i don't wanna intrude or be a bother. don't worry about it. or me. i just- i was in the neighborhood. ❞ she really ought to stop being repetitive and lying. ❝ just- are you sure? ❞

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this crush on a coworker, of all people, has really gotten out of hand. why am i letting the idiot just tattoo something above my ass ? i've always wanted something there though so it's a good excuse even when my breath catches in my throat as he rests himself against my thigh. i might be self aware to know this isn't the best idea but that doesn't mean i'm going to actually stop it from happening. i never claimed to make smart, rational decisions. i'm not even nervous about the tattoo itself because all i can focus on is how close he is. i didn't raise myself to be a quitter so i nod quick to let him know i'm ready, mostly ready to get this over with. " yeah go for it. " but then the mention of his own tramp stamp causes me to fucking blush. how stupid is that ? red spreads down my neck and i quickly hide my face in my forearms so he can't see just how much i'm blushing. jesus christ, get it together, reese. " nah, you never told me about it. what is it ? when did you get it ? wait, do i even want to know that ? "

reese ( @ghostsache ) gets a tattoo!

i'm really fuckin' happy that reese can't see my face right now. i can tell that i'm blushin' like a fuckin' idiot. she's layin' face down on my bed, and i'm sittin' right beside her tuggin' her shirt up a little so i can get at her back. her lower back. it's fuckin' dumb that i'm gettin' so flustered over this, so i just push forward, it's only awkward if i make it awkward. "this is gonna look real fuckin' cool." i say with a little chuckle, settin' the ink caps on my windowsill so they don't spill all over my fuckin' bed. wouldn't be the first time it had happened, though. "i've got uh ... red ink that i can use for the flames. make it look sick as shit." i dip the needle into the ink, turning to hover back over her, and because i ain't a fuckin' coward i use my free hand to rest on her hip, steadying myself. "alright ... y' ready? i'll do th' heart first." i pause, laugh sneaking past my lips. "did i tell ya that i've gotta tramp stamp?"

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so happy i could come home (your dash) 💖

welcome home 💖 it's the same as always

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👁️‍🗨️ THERE IS SOMETHING DEEP INSIDE OF YOU THAT IS CONNECTED TO ALL OF THIS. an independent 𝐓𝐀𝐈𝐒𝐒𝐀 from 𝐘𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐉𝐀𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐓𝐒, exploring various time periods from teen through adult canon. rescued by cj (25+, she/her). est. 2021.

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i'm not gonna make promos bc i'm lazy but my teen wolf muses are now on @wereache and my tvdu muses are on @vampache

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SANDY MILKOVICH || SHAMELESS - 11x01

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Supernatural & Paranormal Sentences, Vol. 13

(Sentences from various sources for muses exploring the unexplained. Adjust phrasing where needed)

"You know, I thought I'd got so used to being scared that it just felt normal - but this feels different."

"Once an exorcism has begun, it must be finished!"

"I saw something at the last exorcism and I need to talk to somebody who won't laugh at me."

"Would you say it's possible to have such things as ghosts of the living?"

"You're sweating blood. Why are you sweating blood?"

"Are there others like you?"

"You seem to be a free thinker who might imagine a world less constrained by what we think we know of as 'truth'."

"Not everything real is true, and not every dream is false."

"What's happening right now is medically impossible!"

"Didn't you say there'd be dead monsters out here?"

"You ever feel the prickly things on the back of your neck?"

"You know, half the time I have no idea what you're talking about!"

"If one is to engage with the primordial forces of darkness, one must expect a bit of social awkwardness."

"I think I'm starting to remember things. Things that I thought were dreams."

"You are not a freak, okay?"

"How do we kill the undead?"

"You suspect a ghost of telling you lies?"

"Evil only attacks where there's a soul that's vulnerable."

"Do you just make these things up?"

"Have you any idea what it's like to be haunted?"

"I would never think of making a ghost angry!"

"Isn't a sliver of lunacy what it takes to dream beyond the realm of the ordinary?"

"How can you help me if you don't believe me?"

"Why would anyone believe this? The world's gullible, but not that gullible."

"You'll come to find out, quite quickly, actually, that almost nothing that you believed in is what it appears to be."

"Do you think we made it angry?"

"How do you know any of this is real?"

"You do know this is all myth?"

"What is a ghost? Is it a presence that prowls our bed chambers when we turn down the lights? Or is it a memory that roams the dark corridors of our mind?"

"I guess this means you devoted your whole life to a fairytale."

"Are you honestly saying that our dreams can hurt us now?"

"Do you think I have a demon in me?"

"Half psychic is better than not psychic at all, I'd say"

"There is only one worthy goal for scientific exploration: piercing the tissue that separates life from death."

"From the lack of bruising around the punctures, I would almost say they were bites of some sort - but not human."

"The more I listen to you, the more ridiculous I sound."

"Half of the things you talk about sound made up!"

"It's as if whatever it was, was alive, but in the wrong sort of way. In a different sort of way."

"Just because you've got a name for something doesn't mean it's not insane!"

"Are these the same ones from your dream?"

"Who ever heard of a ghost dying?"

"Are you real?"

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Hannibal (2001) Sentences

(Sentences from Hannibal (2001). Adjust phrasing where needed)

"So, I take it you've seen the coverage in the papers and on television?"

"Look, I'm here to help you. It's going to be a lot harder to do with a combative attitude."

"I wasn't speaking to you. When I speak to you, you'll know it because I'll look at you."

"Maybe you're incapable of being happy."

"It's perfectly au naturel to want to taste the enemy."

"What is your worst memory of childhood?"

"Aren't you curious about why he dines on his victims?"

"People don't always tell you what they're thinking. They just see to it you don't advance in life."

"I prefer to stay involved to make sure that things go right."

"I must confess to you that I am giving very serious thought to eating your wife."

"Someday you'll thank me, or you won't. I don't care; you'll be alive."

"They don't like you because you're not like them. They hate you and they envy you."

"Are you by any chance trying to trace my whereabouts?"

"What if I harmed the ones who have harmed you? What if I made them scream apologies?"

"You were very, very warm. You were so close."

"Why don't you kill him? You could always say that it was me."

"What have you got in your hand? Something to bash me over the head with?"

"I don't think that's a good idea. Not with the morphine."

"Now you're being rude, and I hate rude people."

"I assure you, the next course is to die for."

"If you can't keep up with the conversation, better not to join in at all."

"Given the chance, you would deny me my life, wouldn't you?"

"Would they give you a medal, do you think? Would you have it professionally framed? Hang it on your wall to look at and remind you of your courage and incorruptibility?"

"Tell me, would you ever say 'stop' to me?"

"You're a very unusual boy, aren't you?"

"It is important to always try new things."

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I’ve never been happier than when I’m with you. Okay, I’ve never felt this much of everything. And if I could, I would stay with you here forever.

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