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𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐔𝐒

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Chainsaw Man Official PV | MAPPA

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“Upper… Three?”

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Trans woman needs help to leave an abusive home!

My name is Sara and I’m a 19 year old trans woman in need of serious help.

I’ve been mentally and physically abused all my life by my parents and brother and that continues to this day. I’m trapped and afraid for my life. I can’t take it anymore. I’ve been suicidal since I were a child and it’s becoming too much to handle. I can’t take this for who knows how many more years, I seriously can’t. I feel so miserable living in these conditions and the dysphoria is intolerable. I can’t do anything about it whatsoever because my parents are heavily against the lgbtq+ people. It makes me even more suicidal. I’m miserable and desperate.

My parents are keeping me dependent on them and not allowing me to work, making it impossible to escape. I did find an online job but my parents found out I was working in secret and made me quit. This has also made the home situation even worse :( I’m too scared to try to find anything else, especially non online because of the abuse that will follow. I can’t do something like that in secret and I can’t take the pain again.

For now I just need the money to guarantee my physical and mental safety: to move out to another city and be able to pay rent and food for a couple of months so I can find a job that pays enough to not end up homeless. I also need money for driving lessons and a cheap car so I’m not tied to one place and can go to work if it happens to be a non walkable distance away. Later I’d like to start therapy and transitioning but that’s the lowest on my priority list right now, as survival’s most important :(

I’m estimating it to come out like this:

- Rent and food for 2 months: ~$2800

- Driving lessons and a cheap car: ~$2100

- Transport to another city: ~$50

Total: ~$4950

I understand these are hard times and not everyone will be in the position to help me out and that’s alright. I’m really sorry for having to ask like this :( I just don’t know what to do anymore.

If anyone could donate even one kofi ($3) it will be immensely helpful for me to get out of here 🙏🏻 If you can’t please please consider reblogging so more people can see this. Thank you very much!

Unfortunately my parents have a hold of my paypal, so I set up a kofi with my friend’s paypal so all donations go to her and then she will give them to me. I don’t know how paypal donations work and don’t wanna trouble my friend too much as even giving me her paypal email was a lot to ask for. Please consider donating on kofi ❤️

You can be anonymous, don’t need a profile and don’t need a paypal 🙏🏻

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『チェンソーマン』9 巻発売記念スペシャルPV

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the overwhelming grief of losing an entire year to sickness, violence and pandemic fatigue is settling in so id like to remind everyone that: you are not a failure, yes there is still a happy future for you, and wearing a mask is very sexy

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Phos and the others' gratitude towards them

I'm noticing this new trend of everyone in HnK just... thanking Phos for helping them by suffering in their stead, basically.

It's interesting to see, I think. Since Phos always had this problem of feeling useless and worthless which is compounded by the way the old gem society has been constructed. But now, Phos has been 'useful' to a variety of characters in the manga, just not in the way they expected or wanted.

Because every time they help one of the characters with their pain, Phos' mental stability gets more and more broken down, more pain gets added each time someone sincerely thanks them for their help, those people often ignoring what Phos feels in favor of focusing on what they got out of it. Not only that, after expressing their gratitude, they just abandon Phos.

I already noticed it in the chapter with the fight with Cinnabar and then the confrontation with Adamant but chapter 95 makes this stand out even more strongly.

The earliest case I can think of would be Cairngorm:

Cairngorm leaves Phos' side after thanking them. They attain 'happiness' and 'freedom' (which is extremely debatable looking at their relationship with Aechmea but this is a whole other can of worms I won't open here) on the cost of Phos losing someone they thought they could trust and rely on. Not that Cairn really cares though, because Phos has already fulfilled their use to them.

And then Cinnabar.

Again, someone thanks Phos for helping them be happy... and again, the price for their wish was Phos being hurt. Helping Cinnabar is what started the story and since then, everything just went downhill for Phos.

This is subjective of course but I personally find these panels incredibly selfish on Cinnabar's part. Like.. 'Oh thanks to you going to the moon and waging war against the Earth gems and then being shattered by everyone and buried for centuries I could enjoy myself. I'm really grateful you suffered this much, otherwise I wouldn't have been able to make friends with the others!" (*coughs* this is my bias towards Phos speaking, sorry.)

We saw that after the Moon gems left, Cinnabar was able to interact with the others and have a job, which is what they always wanted. And just like Cairngorm before, Cinnabar turns against Phos after their wish was fulfilled (fighting against them in the first raid, suggesting to bury them..).

The exact same thing happens with Adamant.

Again, these characters get to be happy because of Phos' action and subsequent hurt but they don't care about that part. That's why them thanking Phos feels so incredibly selfish to me, they're just brushing over Phos' pain.

Again, they say they're grateful towards Phos but they don't really seem to care for them though.

Because, after all, they just want to use Phos for their own gain, for their own happiness.

They're all so wrapped up in their own pain, their own suffering. Cairngorm suffered under Ghost's control, Cinnabar suffered through the isolation and loneliness, Adamant has suffered for so many thousands of years.... that they're all so quick to be "grateful" to Phos for suffering in their place, nevermind that none of that was ever really Phos' choice, that they were groomed, manipulated and pushed towards this.

Phos succeeded in obtaining what they always wanted in the worst possible way: to be useful.

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soooo… this is kind of my own OBM thing called “Snow White and the Devil”. My mc, Valentine, has a special beauty magic over him that causes shenanigans among the demon bros, and he desperately needs their help so it’s luck he is whisked away to RAD.

so this was a fun and dumb comic! aaand i’m going to run now

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Surprise Guests

Post to help out when you have a surprise guest on Obey me! The list will be edited from time to time since I still haven’t figured out how all of the characters like to be touched.

Note: if there is a Star ⭐️ , it means you will get the shiny response instead of the hearts(because I still need to figure it out)

Mammon: (when he gives you a high five) high five- rub his head - ⭐️tap his left shoulder (your right). (When he doesn’t give you a high five) rub head - rub his right shoulder (your left) - tap his right shoulder (your right) (what I do is specifically tap his red cape thing)

Lucifer: (when he gives you a high five) high five - tap his hand(the one placed on his chest) - tap his left shoulder (your right) (When he doesn’t give you a high five) rub his right shoulder (your left) - rub his left shoulder (your right) - tap his right shoulder (your left)

Leviathan: (when he gives you a high five) high five - rub his head - rub his right shoulder (your left) (When he doesn’t give you a high five) ⭐️rub his left shoulder (your right) - ⭐️ rub head, tap or rub his right shoulder (your left), rub chest - don’t know (don’t tap his right shoulder (your left))

Satan: (when he gives you a high five) high five - tap his left shoulder (your right) - tap his right shoulder (your left) (When he doesn’t give you a high five) ⭐️tap or rub his right shoulder (your left), tap or rub his left shoulder (your right), don’t rub his head - ⭐️ Tap chest, ignore him

Asmodeus: (when he gives you a high five) high five - rub head - rub his left shoulder (your right) (When he doesn’t give you a high five) rub his head - tap his left shoulder (your right) - rub his right shoulder (your left)

Beelzebub: (when he gives you a high five) high five - tap his right shoulder (your left) - don’t know (don’t rub his head nor tap his left shoulder (your right)) (When he doesn’t give you a high five) don’t know

Belphegor: (when he gives you a high five) high five - rub his head - ⭐️Tap his left shoulder (your right) (don’t rub his right shoulder (your left)) (When he doesn’t give you a high five) don’t know

I hope this will help you, if there is something that doesn’t make sense or if you know any info that may be missing please tell me that way I can fix it!

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I forgot I did this like 2 weeks ago eeeeeeeee

(I swear god I'm still drawing, I'm making a phos comic)

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if you're feeling stuck, try to remember that life is not static. eventually something will give and make way for change for the better. your lowest point is not your forever, no matter how hard it can be to believe in that moment. good things are coming!

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Phos Post Winter with a pastel color background with peony because i love peony so why not

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The better witch of the waste

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I’m sad they are losing their happy-go-lucky personality and childlike innocence