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𝐹𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑒𝓋𝒾𝓁 𝒷𝓎 𝓂𝑜𝑜𝓃𝓁𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉

𝒲𝒾𝓃𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝒷𝓎 𝒹𝒶𝓎𝓁𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉

𝒲𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝒮𝒶𝒾𝓁𝑜𝓇 𝒮𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓉𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒻𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉🔥

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Reblog if you're gay, lesbian, bisexual, pansexual, asexual, transgender or a supporter.

This should be reblogged by everyone. Even if you’re straight, you should be a supporter.

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hey guys - any advice? i really love emo/goth/alt fashion and i feel so confident and happy when i wear these outfits but i don’t have much money and a lot of the time i can’t get out to a charity shop and when i can they don’t really have any clothes that suit my aesthetic other than plain black t-shirts. does anyone know where i can get cool stuff from for cheap?

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very tempted to do this to my hair…

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one of my favourite things is seeing people carrying flowers around in public.

where are they going? who are the flowers for? is it their mums birthday? did someone move house?

who knows!! not me!!!

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bunny, a poem by me:

i had a soft bunny who’s name was rose

she went with me wherever i goes

down to the shops, and into the park

but then, one day, it got very dark

i put her down to go on the swings

promising to be bring back shiny, pretty things.

mother found me and gave me a piece of her mind

but deep down she was glad to have found my sorry hide.

hand in hand we walked home

leaving poor bunny

all alone.

at half past 2, in tears anew

i woke my parents up

pyjama clad, me mum and dad

went out to bring her back.

down the road and through the park,

dads torch lighting the dark.

there she sat, damp and alone

waiting for me to bring her home.

i scooped her up and gave me a hug,

then home for hot cocoa in the a mug.

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enjoy these rabbits

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(Seen on FB)

RUN THE DISHWASHER TWICE. 

When I was at one of my lowest (mental) points in life, I couldn’t get out of bed some days. I had no energy or motivation and was barely getting by.

I had therapy once per week, and on this particular week I didn’t have much to ‘bring’ to the session. He asked how my week was and I really had nothing to say.

“What are you struggling with?” he asked.

I gestured around me and said “I dunno man. Life.”

Not satisfied with my answer, he said “No, what exactly are you worried about right now? What feels overwhelming? When you go home after this session, what issue will be staring at you?”

I knew the answer, but it was so ridiculous that I didn’t want to say it.

I wanted to have something more substantial.

Something more profound.

But I didn’t.

So I told him, “Honestly? The dishes. It’s stupid, I know, but the more I look at them the more I CAN’T do them because I’ll have to scrub them before I put them in the dishwasher, because the dishwasher sucks, and I just can’t stand and scrub the dishes.”

I felt like an idiot even saying it.

What kind of grown ass woman is undone by a stack of dishes? There are people out there with *actual* problems, and I’m whining to my therapist about dishes?

But my therapist nodded in understanding and then said:

“RUN THE DISHWASHER TWICE.”

I began to tell him that you’re not supposed to, but he stopped me.

“Why the hell aren’t you supposed to? If you don’t want to scrub the dishes and your dishwasher sucks, run it twice. Run it three times, who cares?! Rules do not exist, so stop giving yourself rules.”

It blew my mind in a way that I don’t think I can properly express.

That day, I went home and tossed my smelly dishes haphazardly into the dishwasher and ran it three times.

I felt like I had conquered a dragon.

The next day, I took a shower lying down.

A few days later. I folded my laundry and put them wherever the fuck they fit.

There were no longer arbitrary rules I had to follow, and it gave me the freedom to make accomplishments again.

Now that I’m in a healthier place, I rinse off my dishes and put them in the dishwasher properly. I shower standing up. I sort my laundry.

But at a time when living was a struggle instead of a blessing, I learned an incredibly important lesson:

THERE ARE NO RULES.

RUN THE DISHWASHER TWICE!!!

(by Kate Scott 2018)

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The 2nd one is me and @hakaine

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also i hit 121 followers on tiktok this morning! i was so excited.

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hey! i’m back! i completely forgot about this tumblr account but i’m back now! i think later i might post a poem i wrote (but remember that i haven’t written poetry since like 4 years ago when i had to in high school and this is just something i wrote for fun to try to get more into poetry writing). also, does anyone have any fun writing prompt ideas? ok byeeee! <3

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beach trip

general notes :

- about 3 or 4 hours away

- family trip

- make sure to film lots of tiktoks, take lots of pictures and videos

travel bag :

- phone

- ipad

- headphones

- camera and batteries

- nintendo switch

- portable charger

- chargers

- pjs to change into for the journey home

- blanket

- salt sachets

- pain meds

- daily meds

- leo

- drinks

- makeup wipes

- hair clips and scrunchie

- hair brush

- period stuff

- binoculars

- glasses

- journal

- pencil case

handbag :

- bag to put shells i find in

- jar to put sand in

- bottle to put sea water in

- purse

- coins for the arcade

- pain meds

outfit :

- (cold and probably wet weather, but i want layers because the car will probably be quite warm)

- wear just fluffy socks in the car but bring welly boots and trainers/boots

- tights

- skater skirt (with shorts underneath)

- long sleeve tshirt

- sweatshirt or hoodie

- coat

- beanie hat

- fingerless gloves

- dangly earrings

- rings

- wear daily makeup

things to do in the car :

- watch netflix or disney

- read

- listen to audio book

- read a magazine

- journal

- do a colouring

- take pictures

- stop off at the services

- listen to music

- text people

- pinterest

- instagram

things to do before the trip :

- download movies and tv shows

- download some audiobooks and ebooks

- pack bags

- lay out outfit

- shower

- straighten hair

- make sure i have storage on my phone to take pictures and videos

- paint nails

- pluck brows

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it’s 2.21am and i’m in bed listening to an audio book of ‘renia’s diary’ and texting a guy. i think i like him, but i haven’t dated in like 2 years, and the last time i fell in love with someone it ended terribly. i told the guy i’m talking to that i’m asexual and he said that’s cool but i don’t know if he’s actually ok with that or not. he lives a few hours away but he’s meant to be coming up to london in december so i might go up there as well and see him. i’ve spent the night so far reading and going on instagram and i’m in pain because i’m on my period. i’m going to be moving house in late december and i’m super excited but also kinda nervous because i’ve never moved house before and it’ll be sad to say goodbye to my childhood home. it’s sunday today and i have college on tuesday. i need to pick my outfit and sort out my bag and i’m still waiting for my teacher to put the homework worksheet up on microsoft teams (it’s due on tuesday and it’s not even there for me to do). my mental health has been kinda up and down but at the moment i feel ok. i’m a bit stressed but i’m just trying to relax and writing these journal entries for tumblr make me feel better even though i know no ones reading them. i hit 93 followers on tiktok today which is exciting and hopefully i’ll reach my goal of 100 followers by christmas. i’m very excited for christmas this year even though it’ll be very different from every other year. we don’t have much money for christmas so i’ll be trying to put together some free/cheap ideas for things to do to celebrate. i love planning ahead, especially for something as fun as christmas. i also texted my mum asking if we can go to the nearest beach (3/4 hours drive away) soon and i really hope she says yes. ill do a few other posts for my planning for christmas and the beach trip. goodbye!

to do today :

- pick college outfit

- journal

- read ‘talking with serial killers book’

- sort out college bag

- organise makeup area

- finish listening to renia’s diary

- post on instagram

- maybe start writing a story