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I am so stressed right now.

The property manager still won't process my change in income form for rent and my income changed in May. I'm going to be $40 short on rent which means I have to ask the LDS church for help or overdraft my main account to get a money order. And my Venmo is still frozen.

I hit my head last night which means my neurologist is going to be mad. I wanted to buy some things for myself in December because 'Christmas' but no. And it looks like another month of only meals made from stuff from the food bank.

Why is there so much red tape related to our country's joke of a welfare system? I really want to not rely on so much on crowdfunding.

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I'm starting to feel better but I'm still struggling financially. At current guess I need about $75 to keep my phone on ($31) and some groceries...

Hey friends if anyone's still here. My Venmo account got frozen (whoops) and I'm currently really sick. If anyone can spare anything so I can get some stomach bug meds and cranberry juice , I'd really appreciate it

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Trigger Warning: Vomit

I'm still violently ill. Trying to decide how many days of consuming next-to-nothing is too many days. Getting really tired of the smell of my own vomit tbh.

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Why do I want to die so badly???

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Hey friends if anyone's still here. My Venmo account got frozen (whoops) and I'm currently really sick. If anyone can spare anything so I can get some stomach bug meds and cranberry juice , I'd really appreciate it

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I literally don't know if I can afford to keep existing.

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A few days ago an unmasked neighbor got in the elevator with and admitted she was sick after the doors in said elevator closed. Now I have a fever.

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satisfying

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trying my best to take care of myself between visits from friends and the home health nurse. I'm still not great, especially since sitting in my wheelchair too long hurts, but I think we're making progress.

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I ended up with a flavor of GoGoSqueez that is new to me. it mostly just tasted like the other apple strawberry flavor so it did the job of helping me take my meds on nights I don't want a full snack just fine!

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Getting evicted in two weeks if I can't somehow manage to get my apartment spotless. the wheelchair I got in May needs repairs. I am currently experiencing intense tremors. I officially need to figure out how to die and asap.

I am so sorry I failed y'all. I can't even put on pants anymore. Permanent supportive housing my ass. I only lasted a year and a half. Gonna spend the rest of today trying to stop shaking and crying and then figure out the death thing later.

I'm just too fucked up to keep going

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your fanfiction is valid

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I know some rad fuckers.

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Someone Should Talk To This Principal

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Seems to be a creation of Plethora on Pinterest

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