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Another doctor's appointment, another $4 needed. Cash App is the easiest at the moment.

I need help getting enough funds for transportation and co-pay for my appointment with a neurosurgeon, but I'm so tired of crowdfunding. I wonder if they'll let me pay with quarters

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I need help getting enough funds for transportation and co-pay for my appointment with a neurosurgeon, but I'm so tired of crowdfunding. I wonder if they'll let me pay with quarters

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*excited to eat soup because my head hurts and I need hydration*.

*promptly starts hiccuping, pukes up like half the soup*

Disability! How predictable

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the rent is even higher than the higher number than I expected, and I called my LDS Bishop (because I'm technically a member) to see what could be done, and instead I got a lecture about not coming to church.

Like sorry. I'm literally so disabled I can't put on a bra or chest binder.

And the agency won't even let me have a home health aide on the weekends. So now I'm going to overdraft my bank account just to pay rent so I don't have to deal with the humiliation of having to talk to that man again.

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I am literally supposed to stay calm because we don't want the weak blood vessel in my brain to burst before they can do a procedure to the extra fluid out, but instead I'm trying to figure out how to stay housed!!!!

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Thanks

Hey, I'm really struggling right now and I have a copay for my doctor's appointment tomorrow I can't pay. I really haven't been doing well, and none of my other accounts are working. I just need $4

Please 🥺

[ghostblackberry]

Hey, I'm really struggling right now and I have a copay for my doctor's appointment tomorrow I can't pay. I really haven't been doing well, and none of my other accounts are working. I just need $4

Please 🥺

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I'm hoping there's enough state funding to keep me alive, but the Trump administration's temporary freeze of federal spending on aide and welfare does in fact have the potential to kill me.

My worsening disability means I rely on government programs to do things like shower and get dressed, plus I use food benefits. The last time I had to go without food & help, I ended up in the hospital for 5 days with a gnarly skin infection, unable to move anything besides my arms and roll for the bulk of my stay.

And that's not including what might happen if my section 8 housing happens to federal, not state or city. So far, no one who works in my building actually knows exactly what's going on with that. I'm allegedly not sick enough to move into any long term nursing facilities in Utah. If I become homeless again, I will die.

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Another day another meal dropped on the floor

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Surprise! Tumblr just got turned into an epic fantasy RPG, just like [your favorite appropriate media franchise]. And the Tumblr RPG's plot needs to have all of its characters covered, in roles both large and small.

That means that you are assigned to a stereotypical RPG role inside our new fantasy world. Spin this wheel to find out what you are now doing for a living.

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I am having symptoms that my doctor said means I should go to the ER but I can't find a wheelchair accessible way to or from said ER so I'm just shaking in my broken bed making sure I don't move too much

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Found out yesterday I need a referral to nuerosurgery. Dear God

Sneezed straight blood, my heart is racing, and my vitals are awful. Already messaged my doctor's office. Of course they probably won't get back to me until tomorrow.

I'm scared.

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A thought appeared in my head a hot minute ago, and I finished a colored sketch of genderbent Seed Siblings in their signature poses/outfits/all that. I didn't want them to look completely different bc they deserve to still look like themselves, etc. Also, with variants of their names. Josephine is awkward bc that's MINE, and by god, I would fight female Joseph for it

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A thought appeared in my head a hot minute ago, and I finished a colored sketch of genderbent Seed Siblings in their signature poses/outfits/all that. I didn't want them to look completely different bc they deserve to still look like themselves, etc. Also, with variants of their names. Josephine is awkward bc that's MINE, and by god, I would fight female Joseph for it

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Hey friends, and others, I still don't have enough income to get by. I haven't been able to do laundry and my phone gets turned off on the 25th. My phone is around $32

https://venmo.com/code?user_id=2453140406272000407&created=1737665558

https://cash.app/$CAugustMcMullen

PayPal.me/AugustMcMullen

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I wasn't able to get quarters for laundry so because I got sick on my sheets I'm using my coat and a towel as a blanket tonight and just hoping the property manager doesn't think my laundry smells

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Please just be a panic attack

Sneezed straight blood, my heart is racing, and my vitals are awful. Already messaged my doctor's office. Of course they probably won't get back to me until tomorrow.

I'm scared.