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Me and my gf fr

(not actually im the stoner of the relationship she just smokes every once a blue moon)

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Every small thing that i do wrong just makes me want to cut more ive been holding out strong tho;-;(idk whats wrong with me)

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me

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REMINDER

- you can’t enjoy being sk1nny if you’re d3@d

- have your vitamins and electrolytes everyday

- having 1200 c@ls won’t make you gain

- it’s okay to break your fast if you don’t feel okay, you don’t want to ruin your metabolism

- you’re enough, your doing enough, you’re valid, you’re struggles are valid

- recovery is always an option, it’s never too late <3

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No words

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I got told this by a therapist who ive never met after i got harassed then blamed by my family for it (fuck her fr)

"It's all in your head." - Thank you Janette, that's why it's called mental illness. It cannot be in my ass.

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I have no idea whats wrong with me but i know im not doing good i currently want to bash my head in for no reason

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Fighting the urge to relapse cus you feel like your getting abandoned again

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As a neurodivers $her running my fingers over my sc@rs is just pure sensory joy

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could really use weed rn, or alcohol, or an entire bag of cigarettes, obviously an immediate death would work as well

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That fun feeling of having a random feeling of dred and panic where your just left in auto pilot just left to shake and thinking about a thing your not sure is even real while doing the dishes ;-; (im so confused and scared rn)

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I dont want to make a call out post😋

but the parasites in me want to make a call out post👹

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i hate the fact that ive had energy the last few days i cant fucking sleep and i know im tired my body just has so much energy i can't even think about laying down the idea of laying down or sleeping is painful

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Makes me want to peel off my skin

Its even worse if they promised you they would never do that to you

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im gonna lose my shit at the next person who doesnt actually listen to what im saying

Yall are to brain dead to listen to what im trying to say to you or to even take one precious min out of your day to use your listening ears like a normal human and not just a toddler who has the attention span of a fruit fly