ghost-diaries

[ghost-diaries]

giving up is well known ,i need someting new;maybe trying so hard

ghost

[ghost-diaries]

you have to finish the road to see if its worth it or not

[ghost-diaries]

"love" is for ones who are afraid to be alone

a psycopath

[ghost-diaries]

when you cannot  understand what the heck is going on with you ,this may be the hardest feeling ever,when you badly cry for no reason,when you leave your friends,you stop studying,stop checking you r social media ,when you delete all of your ig followers,when you delete your dearest photos,when you stop watchnig your favorite show,when you keep listening to the  same song for hours with no reason,when you head keeps hurting even you took hundred pills,when your face lloks terrible in mirror but okay to your friends,when you cannot eat because you think you dont deserve it,when you commit self harm,when you scroll the saddest pins in pinterest,when you watch the deppressing annoying sad tiktok edit you found by accident,when you wear the baddest smell hoodie all week and used as pyjama too,when you play chess alone but you still lose against whoo?when your thoughts take you to the saddest corner of your past life,when you remember people who hurt you once and you forgavde them,when you cry in your diary,when you keep reading the same book page for long time,when you hug your pet but she run away,when you text so nd they ignore u,when you keep doing the same exercice for over 4 hours,when you fall down frequently,when you take off your clothes and lay on the cold floor,when they ask “whatsup”,when they ignore you,when they say “teribble today ain’t she”;”she’s so dramatic”;”why all that saddness”, “u used to be happy” ;”why cant you be normal”;we all do have problems”...this bullshit is my dark side ,my terrible corner of life that i want to give up on him but i feel slowly in my comfort zone and that sucks

[ghost-diaries]

dear diaries 

i know you’re my first escape when the whole world outside is as shit as me when i ‘m depressed.it’s very hard to say this “i’m depressed” so you’re gonna do your job to listen to me and hear my sorrows .i know all this shit is useless but anyway nothing else special to do. i will tell you abt everything but promise me to be the best secret keeper.”ghostdiaries is a journal that a ghost dead since years and he is going to talk about his life before and after his death.”