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you ever get the feeling that there's a hole in your chest, that something's missing but you don't know what

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i don't think i've ever seen someone who doesn't look good in a black tanktop/sports bra

S+ tier clothing item

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lets get groceries

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Since finding a good therapist about a month and a half ago, I've been feeling better than I have in a very, very long time. As I'm sure you could tell from some of my older posts, I was not in a good mental state earlier this year. I haven't been in a good mental state since I was in school, tbh. But nowadays? I'm starting to actually make progress towards taking care of myself and getting out of the house more. And I feel proud of myself. It's weird to not hate myself after what feels like half my life.

I've still got a ways to go, but for once I'm actually hopeful for my own future.

tl;dr holy shit therapy works

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So, it's National Coming Out Day, huh...

Well, in celebration, here's another Gender Status Update:

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I finally made the meme I've had in my head for over a year

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I brought him back, with a redesign!

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ugh if secant's head wasn't so dark (and if i could actually draw 'normal' eyes) i'd totally give him some eyeliner

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muheehheehh

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ooh it's october i should maul the shit out of secant to celebrate

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(Was gonna post this yesterday instead of lore but Tumblr didn't want to post it)

I made myself a PNGtuber model! Thought it'd be a fun way to get back into drawing Secant, and I managed to get some good practice in drawing different expressions for them.

I don't stream much currently, but you can find me on twitch:

my general-purpose account: https://www.twitch.tv/verseg more furry-specific: https://www.twitch.tv/gersev_

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Secant Lore: Not even he knows what species he is. He has never met his parents, if they even exist.

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Glanced at this while scrolling thru Tumblr, saw the name Ethan Winters, and went "this is a crumb post isn't it"

fake character tweets r so funny because sometimes u can tell that the person who made it obviously has not used twitter before and has given all the characters absurdly huge numbers and it looks like this

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never understood the appeal of superman but the way some artists and comics draw him looks like my boyfriend so some chemicals in my brain are getting crossed

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Who the fuck keeps trying to make a TikTok account using my email address

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Don't ever hesitate. Reblog this. TUMBLR RULE. When you see it, REBLOG IT.

The original post only has US helplines. I’ve added UK helplines underneath. It would be great if people could add numbers from everywhere in the world.

Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696

Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433

LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438

Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673

Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272

Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453

UK Helplines:

Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail jo@samaritans.org

Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111

Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: info@mind.org.uk

Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 legal@mind.org.uk

b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: help@b-eat.co.uk

b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)

Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: helpline@cruse.org.uk

Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600

Drinkline: 0800 9178282

Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail info@rapecrisis.org.uk

Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight

India Self Harm Hotline: 00 08001006614

India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669

Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868, Free and available 24/7

suicide hotlines;

Argentina: 54-0223-493-0430

Australia: 13-11-14

Austria: 01-713-3374

Barbados: 429-9999

Belgium: 106

Botswana: 391-1270

Brazil: 21-233-9191

China: 852-2382-0000

(Hong Kong: 2389-2222)

Costa Rica: 606-253-5439

Croatia: 01-4833-888

Cyprus: 357-77-77-72-67

Czech Republic: 222-580-697, 476-701-908

Denmark: 70-201-201

Egypt: 762-1602

Estonia: 6-558-088

Finland: 040-5032199

France: 01-45-39-4000

Germany: 0800-181-0721

Greece: 1018

Guatemala: 502-234-1239

Holland: 0900-0767

Honduras: 504-237-3623

Hungary: 06-80-820-111

Iceland: 44-0-8457-90-90-90

Israel: 09-8892333

Italy: 06-705-4444

Japan: 3-5286-9090

Latvia: 6722-2922, 2772-2292

Malaysia: 03-756-8144

(Singapore: 1-800-221-4444)

Mexico: 525-510-2550

Netherlands: 0900-0767

New Zealand: 4-473-9739

New Guinea: 675-326-0011

Nicaragua: 505-268-6171

Norway: 47-815-33-300

Philippines: 02-896-9191

Poland: 52-70-000

Portugal: 239-72-10-10

Russia: 8-20-222-82-10

Spain: 91-459-00-50

South Africa: 0861-322-322

South Korea: 2-715-8600

Sweden: 031-711-2400

Switzerland: 143

Taiwan: 0800-788-995

Thailand: 02-249-9977

Trinidad and Tobago: 868-645-2800

Ukraine: 0487-327715

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thinking about making some slight design changes for secant for example, having digitigrade(?) legs

but idfk how to draw that

(i think that's the correct term for it, y'know when the character's got more animal-like legs)