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027 26, December 2024 8:03am
Well, christmas was shit this year. The only good thing was the hotpot and that was rushed. We didn't even get a single good photo. I haven't got a single good photo or even had the chance to do my make up this christmas. My boyfriend didn't help either. apart from posting ugly ass photos of me.. we woke up around lunch and we sat around doing nothing until about 5pm when he decided to cook my lunch and serve it to me for me to eat alone. On christmas. Yeah. Tapos gusto nya pala lumabas at mag picture ng maayos but he waited til it was fucking dark out and i have been bored for hours waiting for something to happen for christmas. Mind you, he waited that long to ask me to go out when he fucking knew i was supposed to leave to go to my parents that night. Tinamad nako sa lahat. I just slept the whole day off.. woke up 11:30pm and haven't slept since. I hate my stupid fucking life. Edi kayo na nagkaron ng putanginang magandang pasko.
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026 01, December 2024 6:58am
Today sucked. The only good thing were the animals. I woke up to some bullshit.. past bullshit kept runnin through my brain.. the futures bullshit on top of that too.. tbh, I dont even wanna think about the future anymore cause I dont even want to continue this life boo. Ugh, I hate it. It's so hard and I'm so tired.. Mind numbing lies. I don't even know what's really true. I never know the truth in what you do. I can never be sure about what you tell me, too.. How long will you make me live this way? How long will you keep making me believe in lies? How long will you hide? Why do you hide? Your own stories don't line up with what you tell me. You tell me you did this.. when minutes ago, you were telling me a different story. I just want to believe.. why do you make it so hard for me, honey?
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025 29, November 2024 12:16am
Hey, it's been awhile.. I haven't made much entries lately, there's just alot going on right now. tbh, I don't even know what to believe.. I wish I could just believe in what I want to.. Anyways, through all the doubts and the worries, the fear and confusion, the betrayal and disregard? I just hope he really loves me. And I hope someday, I can be secure in knowing that. I hope someday, it all becomes worth all the pain..
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024 11, November 2024 8:55am
Today, I wonder why he doesn't care enough to protect my feelings.. even our relationship.. bakit nya ginagawa yung mga bagay na ganun kahit pwededng ikasira ng relation namin? Bakit napakadali sa kanyang kalimutan at balewalain lahat? Ano ba ang totoo? Ano ba talaga ang halaga neto sakanya? Akala ko sabi nya pinagsisihan nya.. ang dami ng nangyari para magsisi sya pero bakit nya ulit ginawa?
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023 11, November 2024 3:31am
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022 01, November 2024 1:05am
Today, is my worst holloween so far.. It's my favourite holiday.. But today has just been bad. Today is the first time I couldn't afford to buy a vape in awhile.. ugh.. here my life goes again 🥺 On top of that, my wifi got disconnected cause guess what? I can't afford to pay it. Also.. I'm not sure if i have a good thing here.. So many red flags.. So much trust issues coming up.. I feel like dying. I just want to give up.
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021 25, October 2024 3:26am
Hey, It's been awhile! Alot happened.. it got better, then it got good.. then it just went downright crazy up in this mf!
Today, marks the 2nd day since our little accident.. WE FELL DOWN A FUCKING CLIFF. October 23rd 2024 LMFAO I dont even know what to say.. I am FLABBERGASTED!
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020 03, October 2024 11:45pm
Today, I really fucking hate my life. Why is the world so unfair to me? I keep giving it my all.. hoping that someday, I'll get even just what I deserve. But I don't even get that.. All I get is hurt. But I guess I do it to myself. Lagi ka kasing umaasa girl eh. Umaasa na mabibigay din nila sayo yung nabibigay mo sakanila, unconditional love, kahit ilang beses ka ng sinaktan.. Limitless understanding.. The holding on and trying.. It sucks.. but atleast you know your place, right? You'll never be his everything. Stop making him yours. He's not willing to give you what you deserve. You proved that the other night when you guys had that conversation and he just went silent on you.. No acknowledgement, No apology.. You let it go cause you understood how hard conversations like that are for him.. But you proved it again just now when you got mad and instead of explaining and clearing things out, he attacked you right back. Do you really want to be with someone you can't even get mad at? Do you really want to be with someone na you always have to be right with? One mistake, and he will attack you for it? Stop letting all their mistakes slide when they can't even understand ONE of yours.
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019 03, October 2024 2:01pm
Today, Nawawalan nanaman ako ng gana sayo. I just really cant count on anything that you fuckin say! So, ima just let it be.. Thanks! atleast this way, I wont miss you. I won't miss being dissapointed.
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018 01, October 2024 7:23pm
Today, I have no idea what the fuck I'm doing. Like bitch> what in the actual hellish fuck are you doing? You either on some dumb shit or sitting around doing nothing. What the fuck is wrong with you? Get your mother fucking shit straight. Fuck this. You are so fucking stagnant right now just fuckin sittin there waitin for shit to fucking happen. What in the fuck girl? What in the fuck?? Urgh. Well, You managed to fucking enroll yourself to school today. You start next Wednesday. But what the fuck you planning to do before then? be fuckin bored outta your mind and waste some more mother fuckin time????
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017 30, September 2024 1:45pm
Today, My ex is coming over lmfao😅 I don't even know what we're doing hahaha but it's cool I guess.. Just have to keep my hopes down..
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016 28, September 2024 7:14am
Today, I realized.. What I feel for you is my biggest mistake. You really don't deserve it. But, thankyou. For making it easier for me and letting me know exactly what I mean to you. I should've known.. A snake sheds it's skin but doesn't lose it's venom.
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015 28, September 2024 3:46am
Today, I cleaned my house.. Tried to clear my thoughts of you but you still keep runnin through my mind. I miss you, and I miss us.. I can't believe the time is finally here, when I'll be replacing memories of us.. It hurts.. but, what else can I do? it's just how it is.. We weren't meant to be together, this time.. I just hope there'll be another time..
I will always love you. JMDGS ❤️🔥
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014 27, September 2024 6:00am
Today, I had my first job interview for this season. I think I did pretty well! the fuckin interviewer was hot as fuck tho and I kinda got nervous for a second lmfao😓🤣 He did say I was the first one to get the first question right and that he "gives me respect" for that soo, I guess I'm good!
I'm currently writing this while I'm on a video call with Mr. Temple Street na Brent Boy🤣 He said he's gonna visit me monday morning.. I still don't know if I want it😅 All in all.. it seems like we would be a great match tho.. Even our friends say so.. but I dont really know if I wanna be in a relationship rn. So, I guess ima just try my hardest to make this go as slow as possible and see where it goes.. He makin that really hard tho.. 😏😝
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013 26, September 2024 8:30pm
Today, I am hiding from people because I miss my solitude. You know.. just being able to listen to your own thoughts and shit.. I love that. Also, It wasn't even a fight... it was BORIIING! hahahahahaa bye
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012 25, September 2024 2:57am
Today, I think I'm having my first fight with Mr. Brent boy na Temple Street 😆😅 Should I really even take this shit seriously? lmfao😂😭😭 I cannot HAHAHAHA
You know, I'd really love to stay single.. But, all these guys trying to make me theirs left and right is slowly making my life harder, trying to stay single😅 Life ain't eazy bein' me😏
I sent in my first job application today. I have a sure fire one coming up tomorrow too! I'm excited! What now, shall I be?!
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