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gentlytoxic · 4 years ago
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My safe space has shrunk down to my room again I hate having agoraphobia flair ups I hate it I don't like feeling unstable and insecure in my home. I feel myself actively getting drained and anxious the second I step outside of my room and I have no idea how to combat it if I try to hang out in common spaces I just shut down and I hate it
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gentlytoxic · 4 years ago
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sorry for not talking to anyone i am completely one hundred percent disconnected from this reality
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gentlytoxic · 4 years ago
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I am straight up not having a good time rn
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gentlytoxic · 4 years ago
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Don't like my spot on the couch has been taken makes me anxious and sad but it's so petty I can't say anything. I've always had the corner and I hate I don't know where to sit anymore. I miss having the couch corner
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gentlytoxic · 4 years ago
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I am.
Very sad and very much want to isolate in my room I just feel empty and sad
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gentlytoxic · 4 years ago
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gentlytoxic · 4 years ago
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I've lost 10 pounds since I've stopped getting high lmao 🙃
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gentlytoxic · 4 years ago
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I think I'm a bad person? Dunno tho lol
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gentlytoxic · 4 years ago
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I was already Going Through It emotionally and having a Bad Time and Regressing and now my favourite rat is dying and I won't be able to kiss or hold her anymore after tomorrow and I STG im about to go off the fucking deep end
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gentlytoxic · 5 years ago
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Cis men b like: shut down and ignore you until you apologize and take ownership of his actions and absolve him of guilt noise
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gentlytoxic · 5 years ago
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He crossed a line, he was being unreasonable. Don't text to apologize it's not your fault
Don't reach out to apologize
Let him take ownership of his actions
It's not your fault it's not your fault it's not your fault It's not your fault it's not your fault it's not your fault It's not your fault it's not your fault it's not your faultIt's not your fault it's not your fault it's not your fault
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gentlytoxic · 5 years ago
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emotionally im doing the laminated paper wobbling sound
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gentlytoxic · 5 years ago
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Eccc is cancelled because I said I wanted to do a birthday thing. I know I'm not that important but. It's been too many times to be a coincidence
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gentlytoxic · 5 years ago
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2020 birthday:
Unknown gastrointestinal thing causing rectal bleeding at work and vomiting.
Co-workers cornered me coming out of the bathroom after calling the nurse hotline, had a panic attack
They got me chocolate cake which I fucking hate and makes me feel sick
Dad forgot
Long message from my aunt condemning my gender identity saying I'll always be her niece and I'll go to hell if I continue down this deviant sinful path
Walked to London drugs, but they didn't have what I needed so I just came home
Spent $20 on lunch I was looking forwards to and couldn't eat it because I was so nasuous
Eccc cancelled
Diaz is getting worse and her time to cross the rainbow bridge is soon, I know it so I spent my lunch looking at pet crematoriums
Every year I try to acknowledge it it gets worse, its only okay if I pretend it doesn't exist and I was never born. I should have never been born. I never should have been born. Every year I get older things get worse and worse, the signs are pretty clear
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gentlytoxic · 5 years ago
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Breaking up !!! We're breaking up!!!!! And it's my fucking fault !!!!!!!
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gentlytoxic · 5 years ago
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i am fine thank you for asking! though recently there has been a darkness growing within me
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