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This has been my life experience

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I think I would have more friends if I realized “be honest” is neroutypical for “lie to me” before the age sixteen.

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It’s always ’But you don’t look autistic.’

You say that until you see me so happy, that I can’t mask. Meowing and squealing, flapping or clapping my hands, an awkward grin on my face. I bounce and lick my lips. I talk endlessly about what I have now, whether it’s a figure, or a VHS.

You say that until I’m overstimulated. I’m irritable when I’m out of my house too long, when I get interrupted, my plans are changed, my ideas are turned away. I don’t want to interact anymore, I want my headphones and my music. I shake my head, I groan, I hit my legs. I get snappy and don’t look at you when you speak. Not that I really did before.

You say that until my senses are TOO sensitive for you, maybe even too dramatic. I can’t touch the dishes, I’ll gag. I cover my ears and shake my head during the concert. ’Please turn down the radio,’ I say. And yet, I’ll stare at the bubble tube at the dentists office, or lay in bed, staring at my prized jellyfish lamp.

You say it until I suddenly won’t shut up. ’Jellyfish don’t sting,’ I say. ’They have cells on their tentacles called nematocysts and-‘ I go on and on. Or maybe I’ll talk to you all about censorship laws, and how it led to the production of ’Faces of Death,’ and ’Banned from TV.’ Or perhaps I’ll tell you all about Botulism of all things!

You say that. But you don't see how it factors into every little detail of my life. You undermine me and my autism with a comment that seems meaningless. What does Autism even look like to you? It is the minimal representation you see on TV? Is it Rain Man? Is it Music, from Sing? Sheldon Cooper?

I am Autistic. You can look at me, and see what Autism looks like. And keep your comments to yourself.

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no bc why am i a sex god?

Sorry about being mentally ill, the sex will be bomb though.

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“Go and love someone exactly as they are. then, watch how they transform into the greatest truest version of themselves. when one feels seen and appreciated in their own essence, one is instantly empowered.”

— Wes Angelozzi

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Every person need to be taught disability history

Not the “oh Einstein was probably autistic” or the sanitized Helen Keller story. but this history disabled people have made and has been made for us.

Teach them about Carrie Buck, who was sterilized against her will, sued in 1927, and lost because “Three generations of imbeciles [were] enough.”

Teach them about Judith Heumann and her associates, who in 1977, held the longest sit in a government building for the enactment of 504 protection passed three years earlier.

Teach them about all the Baby Does, newborns in 1980s who were born disabled and who doctors left to die without treatment, who’s deaths lead to the passing of The Baby Doe amendment to the child abuse law in 1984.

Teach them about the deaf students at Gallaudet University, a liberal arts school for the deaf, who in 1988, protested the appointment of yet another hearing president and successfully elected I. King Jordan as their first deaf president.

Teach them about Jim Sinclair, who at the 1993 international Autism Conference stood and said “don’t mourn for us. We are alive. We are real. And we’re here waiting for you.”

Teach about the disability activists who laid down in front of buses for accessible transit in 1978, crawled up the steps of congress in 1990 for the ADA, and fight against police brutality, poverty, restricted access to medical care, and abuse today.

Teach about us.

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not even two seconds on tumblr i’m already in my feelings

“Someone somewhere is searching for you in every person they meet.”

— Unknown

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this is so funny bc i realized a lot of my friends who have been for a long time are also nd, so i forget nt’s exist and how they operate

one thing i think is interesting is that queer people naturally gravitate towards other queer people, and ND people gravitate toward other ND people, EVEN WHEN THEY DON'T EVEN KNOW THEY'RE ND/QUEER. (especially kids)

it's like

looking at a group of people and being able to go 'i belong here' is so powerful, even if you don't know why you all seem to get along

and that is made even more powerful when you take into account that ND and queer kids are often the 'weirdos' or outcasts.

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a lot of what mentally ill and neurodivergent ppl have been saying is “assert your boundaries more clearly” and ‘let’s settle on a compromise’ and yet somehow it got twisted around back to “you’re making excuses” no matter how far the actual idea is from it.

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my case manager telling me I have a fun and bubbly personality 😭

The neurodivergent urge to uplay your natural awkwardness in hopes that it's endearing because you know some people think it's cute/funny, but you don't know what exact parts of an akward demeanor are appealing, so you end up just seeming really weird.

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there's no such thing as having too much love in your heart

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Nedra Glover Tawwab, Set Boundaries, Find Peace: A Guide to Reclaiming Yourself

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my toxic trait is simply not doing things if i don't want to do them

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flexing on people with executive dysfunction by doing the dishes even though i don't feel like it