gefalika

[gefalika]

One-sided love

Every person on the planet has his own fear. You have one too, don’t you? What are people afraid of? Spiders, darkness, thunder or... losing a friend or retatives. Heh, I’m not exception. Why am I talking about this? ecause I know I might be pulling a friend soon. No no, he’s not going to die, as you midht think at first. He isn’t my best friend... I’d say he is just an acquaintance. Butwe’ve been talking for a long time. I can describe him as a calm, sympathetic and very clever person, who often helped me (because compared to him, I’m stupid as an owl). But he doesn’t have many friends. Because of this, I tried to communicate with him as much as possible, hoping that because of this, he didn’t feel lonely. I knew that he had a girl that he loved and often suggested whay he can do to start dating that girl . But in the last year our realationship has changed. He stopped communicating with that girl (later she told me, that he fell in love with me). He introduced me to his parents ( the first and only one of all his few friends), constantly calls me for a walk, often invites me to his home and during walks constantly buys me sweets and began to do what I advised him to do before (when he wanted to start dating that girl). I also became his ideal. Now he doesn’t try to defend his opinion about diffrent things, he simply accepts my point of view. He always and everywhere sets me as an axample. But one day he will say that  he loves me... For me, he is just a friend who will always help  me or with whom you can always go for a walk. Do I love him? No. Do I want our friendship to end? Also no. Should I start dating him? Wouldn’t it be like I did it out of pity? I don’t want to give him false hope. Honestly, I don’t know what to do. Now I try not to meet him saying, that I’m busy. Bur it won’t last forever, will it?I think I’ll soon thy to hint to him that I don’y wantt to date anyone. I wouder what you would do in this situation?