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What are some chronic illnesses that can only occur in a fantasy setting?

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I was tempted to write about my childhood but the tears from then have yet to dry, so I will write about last winter.

My friends and I had driven to a cabin in the woods, it was my first time driving into snowy and icy mountains. It was terrifying but exciting. I had also severely under packed after being accustomed to California desert heat. Hours later we had settled in and counted stars. Some friends smoked a joint while the rest of us passed bottles and took shots screaming like lunatics as one friend was so severely drunk he couldn’t even stand straight.

My twin sister was vomiting. We were panicking and I had to drunkenly stomach touching her refuse as I wiped and scrubbed on my knees. She was shivering for hours and stress was at an all time high. I texted her boyfriend that she was safe and that she loved him as she requested in the midst of her falling unconscious. With the way she deliriously repeated her password for me I couldn’t have even thought of refusing. It was time for us all to rest, with me mildly shivering cursing my poor planning.

It was early morning. My twin sister was safe and doing well. Half of us had moved to sip water and watch the sunrise around the kitchen table. It was so quiet you could feel the home breathe with you. We spoke in murmurs and checked in that we were all healthy and sound. I felt I had all the time in the world just sitting and relishing in the sight of the snowy mountains and forest. I knew I had something special with these friends, something that I felt a lot of people around us just didn’t have yet. The sun felt so good after all night in a chilly room.

It was such a shame that my body had chosen to faint right then.

Tell me a soft memory

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The porn bots have found me.

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Playing minecraft 

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Currently watching Wednesday.

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"I'm sorry for the rant" ok but have you considered that I liked your rant?

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appreciate the beauty of the moment

Art by Tan jiu

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No one knows of this account in my life - I hardly even use it myself. So I’ll use it for a confession I’m too scared to say aloud.

I think I’m starting to fall in love with my best friend of nearly eight years. But she likes someone else. She always likes someone and it’s never been me. I’m moving away soon. We’ve always been really close emotionally and physically but only ever in a platonic sense - which I’ve never minded and also never will mind.

I don’t know if I’m falling or if I’ve just worried about it so much. But she’s amazing to me, and I just don’t know what to do.

I’m making a gift for her. It’s a journal with all of my written notes related to her from my phone to give to her when I move. Since I know it’ll hit both of us very hard to be apart for the first time ever I thought she’d appreciate something handmade and very personal from me. Rather than just me showing up at her door late at night to gift her favorite flower again.

I’m terrified and I know she won’t ever reciprocate my feelings if they ever fully flesh out. So now I’m just stuck in this limbo of thinking she’s the most wonderful person and also one of the best people to keep as just friends.

We call each other soulmates, I’d hate myself if I fucked that up. I have no hope she’d ever return my feelings. But it’s still such an exciting prospect that I keep hesitating.

If worst comes to worst, I told myself I’ll let myself really recognize and explore my feelings after I move. It’ll be easier to move on with the physical distance and busy schedules.

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you would have loved me if you had met me first

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Dude I want a film with the same soundtrack following the vibe of the Cinderella and just generally older disney movies. Like the strings? The choir? The grainy sound of it all? That shit fucking SLAPS

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Life would hate princess bubblegum. They literally make people the same way!

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God imagine the hell Toph would raise if she heard one of her daughters died in combat. I’d eat that shit up and cry for hours

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Being Goth would only work if you were hot. Listen, you see a gloomy guy, classic Bite Me shirt, all black, sunglasses. But gloomy guy has a freakish jawline and barely any muscle definition, bam who cares if he’s fucking cringe! He’s got a jaw!

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Now, now daughters..... | [x]

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I’ve changee my Instagram username after like 9 years of having it, I feel weirdly emotional

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Achilles wouldn’t have died if Thetis just had one of these bangers