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gayathri sridhar
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He wrote something today
I am close to you and far away from you at the same time. Flurry of emotions flow within both but emotionless through phones. It's hard. Emojis, videocalls, any solution isn't convincing because we don't feel real. We're both realists and enjoy the little things in life and the company we have together. It's only gonna be 5 months and we feel like we've traveled so far emotionally and physically. Let me be completely honest with you. I use the same pickup line for you and priyamvada. I don't chat with random people just like that. Preethi was a random chat at 2007. All others were. I knew you were not when we started talking. I noticed something interesting when we started talking. You vented sad memes and we explored ourselves well when we started. You have good parents, good college mates, good friends, everything and still sad. I am that. I have everything like you and I'm not truly happy. I connected with you well. I stalked your picture. You were a little fat in the dp but still cute. I wanted to propose first as I believed I should say my love to you and I thought we will be good together. Initially I wanted to heal your pain. Make things better for you and keep you warm and happy. I shouldn't complain like how I did before. I regret all that. I just gave you pain and made you guilty and made you hate yourself more. That's not what I want. If I continue to do so, I'll realise myself and leave you. I love you so much. I want to sit with you and talk about anything. I want to see your cute dimple cheeks when you smile. I want you to laugh loud. Who told your laugh is awkward? It's wholesome. Sometimes I laugh because of your laugh. Not because it's funny but your laugh is true happiness. And I wanna give you that. I love you. I will never give you pain and if I do, I'll realise eventually and leave by myself.
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I have the same wakeup routine every day. Same playlist even.
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The longer you live without purpose the more you feel bored of life
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It's really not a joke, I don't intend to live long, I'm sure of it, accidently or on purpose I'mma be dead by the time I'm 25
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I'm a pretty shit friend, I can get over my own shit and insecurities to help them
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Goes into a new relationship, tells them that I’m clingy, and they say “that’s okay, I love clingy.” then later gets broken up with because I’m too clingy.
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If you could read my mind, would you? Would you want to know how I think? How I feel, about you? Would you want to travel to the dark places, the coldest regions of my mind? If you could read my mind, would you want to know the lies my thoughts tell? The way I convince myself of things sometimes. The way I lie about being the person you see because I don’t want you to see me. The real me. If you could read my mind, would you even do it? Would you want to know what turns in my brain, what grinds around and won’t stop? The fears of not being what this world expects. That’s whats on my mind. Would you want to read all that?
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“ಬರೆಯಲೆಂದೇ ಕುಂತಿರುವೆ
ನಿನ್ನ ಬಗ್ಗೆ…
ಸುಂದರವೆನಿಸಿದ್ದೇನಿಲ್ಲ,
ಪುಸ್ತಕಕ್ಕೆ ಸೇರುವಂತದ್ದಲ್ಲ,
ಪ್ರೇಮ ಕಾವ್ಯಗಳಂತಲ್ಲ,
ಅಸ್ತಿತ್ವದಲ್ಲಿರುವುದು.
ಮುಸುಕೊದ್ದಿ ಗರ್ಜಿಸಿದ್ದು.
ಅಳಲಲ್ಲೂ ನಕ್ಕದ್ದು.
ಕ್ಷಮೆ ಇಲ್ಲದ್ದು.
ಚಡಪಡಿಕೆಯ ಹುಸಿನಗೆಯದ್ದು.
ಆದರೂ ಹಠ ಬರೆಯುವೆನೆಂದು.
- ಗಾಯತ್ರಿ”
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“Yes, you’re our dad.
But you never Acted
like a parent
Towards us.
You had hurt us, your children.
What happened will be with us
As we grow up
And the scars will also be with us.”
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Dear you,
If you ever read this, I wanna let you know that I love you. Stay strong and enjoy your youth. Never let anyone bring you down, never forget your self worth. Love yourself, especially when no one else could. I am always here for you and will always be at your side and I’ll never ever leave. I love you.
Love,
Me.
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So umm I saw that letter on my diary last night :)
I wrote that letter 312 days ago ( May 22, 2016)
I wrote the letter for myself. I thought that whenever I am feeling sad or lonely or in complete despair, that note will always be a remainder that I’m the only one who’s responsible and I should always choose to be happy, no matter what.
But the thing is, last night is the first time that I’ve read my letter. Anyways, after I read the letter I thought that it will be a good idea to share that to you guys. :)
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Love yourself.
When it’s fucking 2 am and you’re not even Halfway through with your assignments that was due last week.
When your mom is yelling at you because your grades are shit.
When your dad comes home smelling like booze.
When your cat just died and you’re the only one who took care of him.
When you lost your bestfriend to someone you hate now.
When you think - no you wish that today was your last day.
Just fucking love yourself. Because when everybody is busy trying to fuck up your life. You’re the only one who can save you. :)
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“ಹೊಳೆಯುತಿದ್ದವು ನಕ್ಷತ್ರಗಳು
ದೂರದ ಬಾನಿನಲ್ಲಿ ಚಿಕ್ಕದಾಗಿ, ಮಿನುಗುತ್ತ….
ಹಿಡಿಯಲು ಓಡಿದ ಎಳೆ ಕೈಗಳಿಗೆ ಸಿಕಿದ್ದು
ಲೋಭದ ಜ್ವಾಲೆ,
ತನ್ಮೆಯ ಕಿಚ್ಚು,
ಮಾತ್ಸರ್ಯದ ತಾಪ.
-ಗಾಯತ್ರಿ”
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“ಕ್ಷತಿಯಾಗುಳಿಯಿತು
ಆ ಸೂಕ್ತಿಗಳು ಹೃದಯದಲ್ಲಿ.
ದಿನಗಳುರುಳಿತು……
ಗಾಯ ಮಾಗಿತು….
ಲೊಕಕ್ಕೆ ಅದು ಬರಿಯ ಮಚ್ಚೆ
ಅವಳಿಗೆ ಮಾಸದ ಹಚ್ಚೆ.
- ಗಾಯತ್ರಿ”
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What a load of absolute bullshit is this? A woman can do whatever the hell she wants and not have someone else decide whether or not she is a “Good woman” or for that matter, whether she wants to be deemed a “Good woman” If your definition of “Good woman” is determined by patriarchal societal standards, thanks but no thanks. My definition of ‘true lady' is that supports herself, minds her own business. Being a Girl, Yes, I smoke. I may have multiple reasons to do so. I may not have a reason at all. But how does it define my morals, my character or my so called 'evil’ side? Why does that question who I am as an individual?
Though our society is progressing at a very high speed but the idea of the “good women” is still archaic. People need to stop asking woman to fit stereotypes. And the narrow minded bastards have to shut their fuck up.
#breakstereotypes
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This Is How You Love A Sensitive And An Emotional Girl
She cries herself to sleep thinking why you can’t even spare a little time for her, just to ask if she’s okay or how was her day? But, she doesn’t mind because all she did is to understand you even you forget about her already.
You can see her smiling every day, but no one knows how emotional she is, she knows how to handle a tough life and a tough love. A kind of love that challenges her, because you have no idea how many times she tried stretching her patience and understanding just to make things more bearable for the both of you.
But, despite of her being sensitive and emotional, you will never hear anything from her, you will never hear her complain, because she loves you so much that she prefers to make things easy for the two of you.
All she wants but will never ask is a little time from you, send her a text message out of nowhere to make her feel she is loved and wanted, and that to let her know that you love her and you will never forger about her no matter how busy you are.
I tell you, you are lucky enough to have that kind of girl because she will never ignore you and forget about you, because she herself knows the feeling of being taken for granted. And she will never do it to you.
So, cherish and keep her.
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