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Imagine your S/O has a stomach flu. They know you have the kink and they want to indulge you. The two of you go out to eat at a restaurant and they try to have as big of a meal as they can and when you get home S/O gets sick and it's just so much and they're so miserable - just absolutely ill and way too overfull

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Happy Valentine's Day

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I just wanted to check in with everyone, because I know after writing sad things the other day, people probably wonder if I'm managing any better.

I am having a pretty good day.

My therapist calls soon.

I'm mildly stoned.

With the recent death of my Granny, my uterus kicking my butt, etc. I have to admit Valentine's Day coming up was causing me to spiral for a bit. It was agony.

(I need better distress tolerance skills.)

I know a lot will change after my uterus is out, too. I will calm down. I will have a lot less episodes.

I am single because of poor decisions, basically. If I had got over someone toxic years ago, there would be space in my life for the right person now. Since it's a process to heal from a trauma bond, it will be a process to find a decent spouse as well.

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Dawn Farting At You

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I love farting. Like and Reblog if you also love farting.

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straddling a priest on a pew, feeling his clothed cock stiffen under you. he tries to object, stammering, but you can tell he wants it just as much as you do. you wait, giving him every chance to truly stop you, to yell, to push you, anything. he doesn't. all he does is mutter prayers to god, not asking for this to end, but to be forgiven.

his prayers are replaced with pathetic, needy noises as you slowly grind against him. it takes practically no time for him to cum in his own pants.

he's crying silently, but it's okay. you kiss his face and lick his tears and whisper reassurances that no one will know. you're certain that this won't be the last time this happens, and that next time you won't be the one who has to initiate it.

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I was today years old when I learned Kurt Cobain had a scat fetish. Hahaha.

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Hey guys. I'm really stoned again.

Tonight (after goth night) I went to a dispensary I had never tried. I handed the employee my phone to show her what email I want associated with my user profile.

I completely forgot I had an email made JUST FOR THIS synced somewhere on my email list. Bravo to weed lady for not saying anything rude if she saw something that's my business, not hers.

lol!

I should probably take a break from edibles for a long time, but I keep thinking it will possibly inspire me to write more for the poetry slam coming up soon. I know I need to find some other way of silencing my inner critic other than altering my consciousness, though.

Weed and Datura won't be a thing for me anymore in Spain.

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minors dni!𓂃࣪˖ 𖦹

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i love writing porn and i wont feel bad about it. understanding the eroticism of a character is character analysis if u are enlightened.

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I'm sorry if my vent post worried anyone. There is hope. I have a friend in Spain who will rent me a room for only €250/month and if I get proper education, I could work as an English tutor for at least €45/hour.

The only problem is I don't have a passport. I'm going to try my best to fight for one. I identify as a trans man, but I didn't change my gender marker or get a legal name change yet. I might just tell them I'm a woman on testosterone who happens to have a beard. lol

I will worry about changing my name to reflect what resonates sometime after I make it to Spain, I guess. I will stop by the trans resource center while I live soon. I plan to ask them questions like how to increase my chances of making my plans to immigrate successful.

I have a driver's license that's good for maybe 7 more years, a copy of my birth certificate, and a social security card. I'm not a felon either, thankfully.

I only get $960/month in SSI, but I'm going to set aside money for a passport ASAP.

Please send good energy or prayers or whatever to my goal. I'm scared I will even be denied a hysterectomy even though I have reasons to get it that aren't even gender affirming or to do with my desire to avoid giving birth.

I have to work extremely hard these next few years. I need to save money, become fluent in Spanish, and prove myself at the local university.

I don't understand why the Trump administration is trying to bar people like me from leaving this sh*t hole. This is madness. People are always saying "If you don't like it here, leave" and that's what I need to do badly. I hate this country. I'll keep praying and putting effort into getting out.

They can't keep me here forever!

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It’s so important now more then ever to be weird tranny sex freaks

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Hatsune Miku farting is just the stinky cherry on top of a good day between everything going swell and getting a victory royale in Fortnite after plenty of time playing it!