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minors dni!𓂃࣪˖ 𖦹

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i love writing porn and i wont feel bad about it. understanding the eroticism of a character is character analysis if u are enlightened.

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I'm sorry if my vent post worried anyone. There is hope. I have a friend in Spain who will rent me a room for only €250/month and if I get proper education, I could work as an English tutor for at least €45/hour.

The only problem is I don't have a passport. I'm going to try my best to fight for one. I identify as a trans man, but I didn't change my gender marker or get a legal name change yet. I might just tell them I'm a woman on testosterone who happens to have a beard. lol

I will worry about changing my name to reflect what resonates sometime after I make it to Spain, I guess. I will stop by the trans resource center while I live soon. I plan to ask them questions like how to increase my chances of making my plans to immigrate successful.

I have a driver's license that's good for maybe 7 more years, a copy of my birth certificate, and a social security card. I'm not a felon either, thankfully.

I only get $960/month in SSI, but I'm going to set aside money for a passport ASAP.

Please send good energy or prayers or whatever to my goal. I'm scared I will even be denied a hysterectomy even though I have reasons to get it that aren't even gender affirming or to do with my desire to avoid giving birth.

I have to work extremely hard these next few years. I need to save money, become fluent in Spanish, and prove myself at the local university.

I don't understand why the Trump administration is trying to bar people like me from leaving this sh*t hole. This is madness. People are always saying "If you don't like it here, leave" and that's what I need to do badly. I hate this country. I'll keep praying and putting effort into getting out.

They can't keep me here forever!

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It’s so important now more then ever to be weird tranny sex freaks

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Hatsune Miku farting is just the stinky cherry on top of a good day between everything going swell and getting a victory royale in Fortnite after plenty of time playing it!

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sweaty faced man kneeled before the toilet.

fever 103.2

he hasn’t stopped heaving

tears are streaming down his face

he’s so out of it he can’t form coherent sentences

who will comfort bro?

Me 😍

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Put 💃🏻

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Age 💃🏻

In 💃🏻

Your 💃🏻

Bio 💃🏻

Or 💃🏻

Fuck 💃🏻

Off 💃🏻

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This isn't kink related, I just ... idk.

I need to vent.

I'm tired of trying to get through life alone and without a car. It feels like I don't have much to live for. I hate being disabled. I hate never being able to afford much.

My parents are abusive/neglectful. I'm pretty jealous of folks who have family that set them up for success. I wish someone would take me under their wing, show me the good ways of the world, and help me access the things I need.

How the hell am I supposed to get through college without a vehicle? I'm tired of everything being rigged against me.

Some disabled folks are lucky. They have the support they need to chase their dreams, but I have hardly anyone in my corner to help.

My life sucks and I don't know how much longer I can cope. I might just end it all early if I don't somehow get a car by the time I'm ready to apply back to college.

I wish it was easier to bring money into my situation but hardly anyone will even interact with my art posts on my non-kink outlets. My art page on FB has maybe 30 followers and that's it.

I'm tired of fighting and losing.

I don't see a point to living if I can't find a way to do the things I love. I hate that I'm stuck in a country that oppresses me because I am disabled and trans and such.

I wish I'd get a fair shot for once.

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I don't know if the site glitched or what, but I noticed I am not following back everyone who follows me. I don't feel like going through the whole list right now, but if you want me to follow you back and I didn't, you can just message me and I'll fix it.

If I miss something you posted (regardless of who follows who) then you can always message me in private to direct my attention to it, btw. I don't want to miss out on anything that anyone would have liked for me to see. :)

I've been sad lately because one of my favorite directors (David Lynch) died and my attention span isn't good even when I'm feeling happy. I never could afford to access a proper ADHD assessment, but it's frequently co-morbid with autism. I have been diagnosed with autism since late 2017. All my therapists always can "see" it too.

I don't want to do much about ADHD until after my hysterectomy, etc. though. I want to see if my focus improves as I have less fibromyalgia/endometriosis pain. Sometimes focusing is almost painful.

I am so stoned right now.

I forgot what else I was gonna say.

I can't believe my blog about jerking off to stomach bug stories has 100 followers. I feel less shameful for the things I like now. lol

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If you voted for Trump get the fuck off my page, block me right now. This is a safe space for me and anyone else who needs it and voting for him was an act of violence. Full stop.

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I normally don't check, but I noticed this Tumblr has 100 followers, now. That's amazing. Thanks for being part of my journey!

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I hope you’re not in the US. Everyone who is in LGBTQA+ needs to know that on Monday our rights are being violated stolen for 4 years. No transgender care including hormones. Weddings gone. We’re in don’t ask don’t tell situation again and that was horrific to live through as who had army family and am bi queer I understood it especially being in the principals office every other day because I was not allowed to say I’m having a boy day. I had to forego my ties and white dress shirt and black pants or sweats and dragons and Dino shirts clearly from the boys section for dresses. I wear them seldom because I was a girl and had to be one. Being aware in any country is key that being who we are the first amendment is gone.

sorry for ranting but I am mad. I hope you get yours soon. Elective surgery takes longer. I don’t consider this elective surgery having worked in medicine but usually it is. I am a professional writer the key is details and the 5 senses

I live in New Mexico.

I'm mad that Trump is president too.

I'm demisexual and panromantic. I'm also FtM and take testosterone. It might take even longer to get my top surgery, but insurance is leaning towards not giving me too much of a hard time about my hysterectomy. I have fibromyalgia and endometriosis. It's about pain and quality of life.

Yes, I don't want to give birth and yes it's also gender affirming but mainly I'm trying to avoid developing cancer in this area too. I used to have HPV and had to get surgery to burn off the abnormal cells.

I am scared how being trans and autistic will impact my college career when I go back, but I've got to try despite how hostile the world is to people like me. I refuse to be erased.

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whoever feels bad about enjoying barf up bugs. I’m here too. I just find them so hot. I think a bunch of us enjoy it. Lots of nausea and burping and puking over a period of time

I appreciate you.

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How is everything with you?

I'm doing alright! I can't think of anything to complain about at the moment. It was nice of you to ask. How are you?

I want to get better at drawing and writing.

I would like to explore my stomach bug kink with more forms of expression than I currently do. I just don't want to do it poorly, so I might not post anything substantial until I get into the habit of reading more fiction, take writing classes (especially creative writing) etc.

I will also take figure/life drawing classes when I get back into college. My hysterectomy is just taking forever to get, and I don't want to resume my education until it's over with.

I want to post drawings and stories of characters puking, burping, and farting but I want them to meet certain standards of mine to avoid feeling cringe.

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this is very strange, but i just had to come on and share that your page has opened my mind to a new kink and really is helping me to overcome my emetophobia. i have a sneeze kink and saw an emeto post reblogged from someone i follow, thus i went down the rabbit hole.. i never in a million years thought i’d be able to pleasure myself to something i fear so much, but here i am!

i just wanted to come and let you know your posts are helping people in more ways than one, haha. thanks for creating & sharing your content! also, love the my little pony pfp :)

take care! 💕💕

Aww thank you for the sweet message. I'm glad my gross blog can help anyone.

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Does anyone feel like roleplaying?

Basically, we're best friends/room mates. You come home from work with gastroenteritis (a really gassy case of it) but that doesn't stop you from wanting to cuddle with me. Eventually, I catch the bug too and we spend days just trying to navigate both of us being sick.

I usually don't roleplay, so I'm not sure if I will even be good at it but I like the idea of reading more about the stomach bug. 😅