gary-mfing-gilmore

[gary-mfing-gilmore]

hi pretty boyyyyyyy

-🏀

Oh? Well, hello. Feeling bored or something?

[gary-mfing-gilmore]

-hands you curious George-

What? Please don’t give me a chimpanzee, I can’t deal with another incompetent being.

Damn it. Uhm. What do I do with this??

[gary-mfing-gilmore]

Pretty boy-

Yeah, I know I'm pretty.

[gary-mfing-gilmore]

That would, that would defeat the purpose Gary um, huh.

I don't really know what I would- you know what it doesn't matter.

And if thats what you want, I'll let Ryan cool off.

-🌺

Great! Glad we could compromise.

[gary-mfing-gilmore]

Its for, well yes i suppose in some ways it does entertain me! In others well

I like analyzing people for a start. I just do. I also like analyzing people simply to prove that I am well,, better! I've simply found that analyzing people is a lot easier when you actually tell then what you think because after that well they basically analyze themselves!

Long story short i suppose, i think I'm better and uh, sending you into spirals helps me learn about who you are deep down!

Also yes it is uh, its a little fun.

🌺

Oh wow, that really justifies this. What'll you do if I just dismiss everything you say? Maybe next time I'll paste a damn copypasta and leave it at that.

And leave Ryan alone. Please. Or at least cool off on him? He doesn't need this shit.

[gary-mfing-gilmore]

Well actually my view of you does change every so often! That is when you do something that changes my perspective.

And uh no, this isn't for joy and laughs. And also its not just you and ryan, i also send asks to Aster every so often! Though i don't know her as well so i generally avoid her.

And lastly! If you aren't hiding anything then wow thats just great! If you truly are an open book, you wouldn't mind a few questions right?

-🌺 (ps, HAPPY PRIDE!!)

Whatever. What is this even for anyway, if not for your own entertainment?

[gary-mfing-gilmore]

Gary hi!

I'm sorry. Genuinely I am, I am sorry. Because i just, well I don't know what it feels like to have to hide every part of myself from the world lol

But you do. Ohhh you do.

You hide so much of yourself and to be completely honest its hilarious to watch.

You comfort Ryan and look at him like you would rather die than have him hate you but NO no you don't love him of course you don't

Why can't you let yourself love him i ask myself before it becomes oh so obvious

You think its weak.

Thats my guess anyway, and the most common answer to that question.

You're not allowed to be weak are you? No you have to be tough you HAVE to be and love, oh love isnt tough is it? No love gives someone a chance to tear down the walls you've had up for as long as you can remember.

I wonder whats behind the walls. Is it someone hardened by what you've been through.

No. No behind those walls is a scared and ashamed boy who can't even look himself in a mirror,

-🌺

Oh, gee. Hooray, another ask from you. Look, I don't need you analyzing my every fucking movement. Who are you anyway? What do you gain from posting shit like this on Tumblr of all places? A quick laugh? Joy and whimsy? All you do is send me and Ryan crap like this with no explanation and I'm getting sick of it. I'm not hiding anything, though, no matter what I say, your perception of me won't change, will it? Whatever. Great start to pride month, man, I really appreciate it. Happy pride. Go fuck yourself.

[gary-mfing-gilmore]

FREIND

Friend*.

[gary-mfing-gilmore]

Hello Gary! How have you been lately ? Good i hope.

-🌺

Oh, great. You're back! I'm so happy!

What do you want this time?

[gary-mfing-gilmore]

I've made a lot of bad choices for you.

FUCKING BALLLSSSSSS

to anybody thats being told im not fine or smth i am and your being lied to thats all okay bye <3

[gary-mfing-gilmore]

Ryan Selucreh. You should know that caring for you is a choice I'll always make, alright? Don't be a dumbass and don't forget that. Ever.

FUCKING BALLLSSSSSS

to anybody thats being told im not fine or smth i am and your being lied to thats all okay bye <3

[gary-mfing-gilmore]

Ryan, I can scroll your blog.

FUCKING BALLLSSSSSS

to anybody thats being told im not fine or smth i am and your being lied to thats all okay bye <3

[gary-mfing-gilmore]

Ryan. Ryan, are you okay? Do we need to talk?

Hello again Ryan! I would like to preface this by saying that I really don't mean you much harm.

That being said, I have sent an ask to Gary about you and your current,,, state.

If he really cares he'll help you, but does he really care?

Well we'll find out won't we?

-🌺

...The much is getting to me. I have other people I talk to, you know. Granted, if Aster or Connor started worrying again, god fucking forbid Professor Aeliana, I'd lose my shit. There's no need to tell them anything, not things I want them knowing. I hope he doesn't see that ask.

[gary-mfing-gilmore]

hello Gary. I know you don't like me, that much is very clear, but I think there is something you should know.

Now something tells me that under everything, you do care deeply for Ryan. I would say love, wouldn't you?

Would you look at him like that if you didn't love him?

Regardless, he isn't having the best time right now.

I would check on him. @ryan-selucreh, I thought you might need some,,, help.

-🌺

You're right, I don't like you, because I hate being asked about my personal life. And what business do you have asking about me and Ryan? It's all platonic, by the way. Wait. What do you mean he's not having the best time right now?

[gary-mfing-gilmore]

Hello Gary! I was the one who sent the last ask and as an answer to your question yes. I am extremely satisfied. Your answer was exactly like I expected and yet still so much more than I expected.

If nothing else, you just gave me a little bit more information for me to store away for later use.

Thank you Gary. Looking forward to when we speak again.

- 🌺

Are you planning some shit? What is with you? What do you even gain from this? Whatever. You're welcome, I guess.

[gary-mfing-gilmore]

Hey bro!!

How do you feel about yourself? Can you really say your proud of who've you've become?

I wonder how much of the confidence you exert so often is a mask. Is it a mask? What is it covering? How much of yourself do you hide for fear of what's truly there?

Tell me Gary Gilmore, is the person you've become real? Or is the person you've become just someone to hide how scared you are?

I get back from finals, and this is the first ask I get? Really? Some sort of psychoanalysis of my entire character? What is your point, what sort of satisfaction do you get from asking people shit like this? Fine. I'll give you a list of vague answers, but I'm keeping them out of order.

Yes, yes, most, bad, you don't need to know that one, no, and no. Happy?

[gary-mfing-gilmore]

Okay, sorry for not posting. Finals suck and I was going to jump out of my dorm window because of it. Though, now that it's ended, I've free time again. I'm back.