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The deaf boy

Last year me and my dad helped out a deaf kid. He was one of the many kinds of our household assistant. We both paid for his treatment and then later on his hearing device. And the day the doctor put the device on him I could hardly concentrate at my work. So I came home early at the same time he got back from the doctor. By the way, he was only 10 years old and used to come to our house all the time. Even though he was deaf he could lip read and understand and was able to communicate mostly. When he came back from the doctor we were so excited but he came home all scared and frightened. His name was Russel and we were trying to communicate with him. He kept looking left and right. That was the first time he was listening sounds and there were so many! Car honking, motor bike running, cat mewing, us talking! He didn't even know his name was Russel because he never actually heard it before. A few days later I noticed that he is not wearing the hearing device anymore. I asked him mom and she says he gets headache and without the device he can walk on the streets side but with it he cannot. All that noise and sounds that he hears now frightens him. The whole journey was a learning and a very touching experience for me. The day he put the device on I was so happy that I cried. The boy is going to hear sound for the first time, he would be able to talk properly not just some blunt, rough y broken words. But this never occurred to me that all that sound could be too much  for a boy whos world was completely silent for 10 years. I have no idea about living in a world that is completely silent, I have no idea how it feels to hear sounds for the first time and I have no idea how noisy this world is! That 1o year old blind boy experienced something that I never could!

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Passing Thoughts

I wish I was born in 17th of in 18th century before technology took over the civilization. When people had time to talk, when people were still raw and more open then now. There days  we are all so guarded and have way to many secrets and no matter how many friends we have at the end of the day we are all so alone. 

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When your ego is as big as your personality your happiness is compromised

Garbage Thoughts

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If you are thinking logically you are not in love

me

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Trashy thoughts

So I was think we, this generation is never home, never really at peace, never content. Our happiness's are so temporary and short lived! One moment we are in a beautiful place feeling happy and then we want to move on to the next beautiful place. Its the same with almost everything in our life, someone is always doing something better and we want that. Obviously there are some things that we cannot change so frequently like partners, jobs, the place we live in and that suffocates this generation. We feel stuck, frustrated angry. We advance so much technologically but did not grow up mentally  to cope with all this. I wish to learn to be happy where I am, who I am with, with whatever I have. I need to stop looking, stop wanting more and be at peace. I am tired of being a constant traveler, looking for my home. I just want to make a home where I am right now and live here with peace.