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I feel like everyone has a best friend already and I lots mine . She didn’t die or anything she just told me I made her feel inadequate and unimportant around me an she doesn’t need to go in to the labor of telling me how she feel she serves to be treated. So I lost my best friend and I don’t even know what I I’d or how to fix it. I’m just astonished that she is willing to throw our 15 years of friendship down the drain. Idk if I even want to try to save it…….. #presidentofsadgirlclub

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What do you do when your best friend doesn’t want to be your best friend anymore

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So my best friends has been distant since my wedding. I feel like I’m putting all the effort out to keep our friendship and it kinda feels like she does not give a fuck…. She was my person to talk to about all my feelings and it feel like she doesn’t care about me anymore it makes me sad… don’t get me wrong I have some great friends but they aren’t her 😭 what am I doing wrong I’m loosing my best friend and she doesn’t even care….. no one seems to understand how sad it makes me. I just want to disappear

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Do you ever feel like people would be better off if you just disappeared.

Or maybe their life would’ve been better if you never met..?

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pro-life? More like pro-no choice

Pro-fuck your body

Pro-your body my choice

Pro- fuckyourfeelings

Pro- you shouldn’t be wearing that

Pro- you basically asked for it

Pro- no means yes

Fuck you! #republicanleaderssuck

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It’s been a minutes. I’m 30 now and currently homeless. Been looking and trying to buy a house since 2019 but then covid hit everything went up. Landlord decided to sell the house and not give us our deposit back. I live in Jupiter so nothing here is affordable with me being a therapist and my husband doing ack repair. Nothing is affordable here. So we are probably going to pack up Thea hike life we made her and move somewhere else. I’m also feeling like. Im never going be able to have a family I mean I’m already 49 and can’t even afford a house. How can I afford a kid and give them the life a kid deserve? Im just feeling so defeated I’ve been working hard and so has my husband and it just feels like it doesn’t matter. Sometimes I feel like it’s all my fault. If only worked harder when I was younger, of knit I had saved my money instead of traveling and or going to festivals. Guess I should be thankful for the fun I got to have because it feels like I’m just going to finacially poor. I just want a house and a family that’s all and I feel like I don’t know how I am going to get that. #feelingdefeated

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Babes bongs and bums

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Pot is a great thing, my belly feels better and even my mindset is better over all I just feel bettter.

Baked me

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Do you ever feel like you have no one to talk to while having many friends

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MKUltra inspired piece: They want your Mind #art #lowbrow #lowbrowart #popsurrealism #weirdart #darkart #painting #creative #myart #instaart #artistsofinstagram #artistsoninstagram #cmeisterartz #psychedelicart #creepyart #mkultra #projectmonarch #mindcontrol #ink #acrylicpainting #cartoon #droopydog

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me: I dont wanna like…… do things……..

My psychologist: You have to, do things

me: 

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Do me

Kurt Cobain

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