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Matar la lengua materna por que la mía es el silencio.

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Ingeborg Bachmann, from Darkness Spoken: The Collected Poems; "Songs in Flight"

Text ID: Wait for my death, then hear me again.

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“To work with ancestors is incredibly powerful, whether those who used spiritual technology to resist and survive violent cultural behaviour, or those who lived more in harmony with their royal template. To open up to more abundance consciousness, consider building a relationship with your pre-colonial ancestors and asking them to teach you mysteries of the imaginal realms: ancient technologies of kundalini, the heart, arts, romance, and the earth. Ask them how to help open up the energy of your spine and clear away the obstacles so that you may , access the archived intelligence. You are calling back your energy from colonial indocrination and its predatory extractive ways, so that you can show up aligned in your full life force regenerative energetics- soft skin, strong body, full imagination, vibrant creative spirit, and in right relationship with the Earth.”

— India Ame’ye, Author

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“Monogamy can be healing, deeply activating, incredibly loving, and magical, but one thing often unspoken of is the need for cis-gender women who desire to leverage the wisdom of the divine feminine through our bodies is to not lose our whore energy. No, we aren't haven’t sex with multiple people (nor is it necessary), but we are holding the magnetic sensation of aliveness as we move about the world. Because whore consciousness is a type of nourishment that has less to do with our *genitals* and more to do with our WHOLE body feeling open, boundless, and free, the domains of deep feminine intelligence.”

— India Ame’ye, Author, The Whole Woman/ Confessions of a Pole Dancer:  Releasing the Patriarchal Fragmentation of the Marys (‘Mother Mary’ and 'Mary Magdalene’)

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“Spiritual practices are not woo. When you are committed to your practices, they transmute into the physical reality. People who think that the spiritual is woo usually do not understand the nature of being human and divine and living fully alive and magical from the inside out.”

— India Ame’ye, Author

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Soy un tesoro antiguo, una piedra inscrita

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notas de la lectura Critica y clinica de Deleuze

Mi madre musica ha muerto*

Vengo de una larga genealogia de pacientes psiquiátricos, 3 o 4 generaciones de enfermos mentales, por así decirles.

La madre de todos nosotros, hasta donde lo pude rastrear es mi bisabuela Olivia Zuñiga. Una escritora que la misma familia silencio, quizás por haber dejado testimonio de los Affairs de su devenir paciente psiquiatría, histérica, neurasténica.

Mi hermano vive en su castillo de hierro y arena. Lo perdí hace tiempo, cada que volteo su mirada se vuelca mas vacía.

Yo me salve al gritar, virtiendome en la orfandad, haciendo mi caracter tan difícil que nadie quizsiera conmoverse aprendi a mascullar el aire de la calle a solas -nunca a ciegas- la esquizofrenia siempre me estaba soplando en el oido.

Vivi mis ataques psicóticos dentro de los salones de duela. Alicia fuera del wonderland, Alicia en el cronos, dando saltos buscando aquel mundo entrañable que significaba la infancia.

A donde se fueron La Oruga que fuma, el gato risión, y la reina de corazones?

*Louis Wolson

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Lx escritorx como tal no está enfermo, sino que más bien es médicx, médicx de sí mismo y del mundo. El mundo es el conjunto desíntomas con los que la enfermedad se confunde con el ser.

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