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during a conversation, liam gets jinxed and canโt speak. the reader enjoys teasing him, while he goes out of his way to get the reader to say his name.
short smut โข lowercase intended
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you were at the studio with the band, tagging along with liam. after recording a million takes of the same song, liam exhaustedly sat next to you.
โshould we do another take?โ noel asked unsure, making everyone in the room groan. โiโm sorry im the only one who wants this to be perfect.โ he threw his hands in the air in defense. โit is perfect!โ you and liam managed to say at the same time. โjinx!โ you yelled, sitting up excitedly.
liam opened his mouth to talk, but your finger pressed against his lips. โyou canโt talk until i say your name.โ the band immediately erupted into laughter. โoh my god this is gonna be great!โ
โplease never say his name!โ noel laughed. liam just crossed his arms in silence, accepting his fate. shortly after, you two went home, liam stubbornly looking out the window the whole time.
you took this has an opportunity to mess with him. you would say any word that started with L to get him excited, ask him questions you knew he couldnโt answer, etc. you were having all the fun in the world, but of course, liam wouldnโt let it stay that way.
later that night you stood in the bathroom getting ready for bed. as you were doing your routine, you watched in the mirror as liam walked behind you. he wrapped his arms around your waist and rested his chin on your shoulder, making you feel kinda bad for this jinx thing.
โwhat are you doing?โ you asked before he shot you a little glare, remembering he canโt talk. a smirk then plastered on his face as his hands roamed up and down your body.
โyouโre not gonna get me to say your name.โ you turned around and looked up at him, but his smirk didnโt falter. he leaned in and kissed you, pressing his whole body into you. as he did so, you gasped feeling his hard on press into you.
as you were about to say his name, you caught yourself. โill give you a hand, but you still canโt talk.โ you offered, and liamโs eyes widened. you wanted to help him because you felt a little bad, but it was too fun winding him up.
liamโs smirk only grew as you kissed his neck. you reached your hand down between the two of you and palmed him through his jeans. he opened his mouth, trying his best to hold back all his noises.
you slowly dropped to your knees, unbuttoning his jeans and pulling them down. you traced the skin above the waistband of his boxers and hooked your fingers around them. you gently tugged on them but wouldnโt take them off, and liam got frustrated.
โeager, huh?โ you looked up after he had quickly pulled them down for you. he flipped you off, making you chuckle. you grabbed the base of his cock and started to slowly stroke him. you heard his breath hitch as he leaned forward to grab the edge of the counter behind you.
he instinctively thrusted into your hand and you added your mouth. you licked his entire length to the tip before wrapping your lips around him. you bobbed your head taking more of him every time. you could tell he was struggling to stay silent, and the whole scene before you was really hot.
you moved your hands to his hips and let your mouth take control. the way he fucked your mouth, snd just knowing how you made him feel, it was the biggest turn on.
liam caught how you clenched your legs together and shifted uncomfortably, trying to find some friction. his hand moved to your head and he grabbed your hair as he pulled out of your mouth. you let go, confused as he helped you to your feet.
โwhatโs wrong?โ you asked. liam shook his head before spinning you around. his front pressed into your back, pressing you into the counter. you pushed against him and arched your back as he rolled his hips, the friction doing wonders for the both of you.
his hand instantly moved to your clit and rubbed it through your pants. his other hand moved up to knead your breasts. his fingers slid lower in your pants and swiftly slid into your hole. you bit your lip as you moaned, keeping yourself from screaming out his name as he curled his fingers just right
he could tell you were close, so he pulled out his fingers making you whimper. he pulled down your bottoms and without warning he slammed into you. you gasped, grabbing onto the counter for your life. his hands dug into your hips hard enough to bruise you as he railed you.
you moaned out a list of cuss words, all while trying not to say his name, but it got to a point where you couldnโt take it anymore. when his hand trailed infront and started to rub your clit, you knew you were done.
he continuously hit your g spot perfectly and you couldnโt hold yourself back. you cried out his name and looked up in the mirror, catching his expression.
he finally didnโt hold back his moans, and soon enough you came. not long after he cussed as he came.
after a minute or two he pulled out and wrapped his arms around you. โknew iโd break you.โ he kissed your shoulder. โshut up, you dick.โ you smiled, turning around in his arms. you playfully hit him before you both moved to get dressed.
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i hate this it SUCKS
anyways..
i need some fluff requests cus iโve basically only written smut and i feel like a whore โ๏ธ๐ ok thatโs a joke but srs ๐
ok so my fuckign dumbass forgot to put tags on this how did that happen
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caught
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the reader and liam had been sneaking around and secretly dating, until it wasnโt so much a secret anymore.
smut request โข pre oasis era โข lowercase intended
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you sat on the couch with noel watching whatever was on the television. you had a few laughs before his younger brother walked in and took a seat beside you. your heart began to beat a little faster, but noel was unfazed.
โill be right back.โ noel said standing up, heading towards the direction of the bathroom, barely even noticing liamโs presence.
liam greeted you by grabbing your thigh, startling you. โliam!โ you hissed, and he couldnt help but laugh. โnoel could see, or your mum!โ you whisper-shouted as his hand slowly dragged up and down your thigh.
you and liam had been something of an item for the past few months. you were best mates with noel, but you were liamโs age, so you two naturally got along. on one specific hang out, noel had left you two alone. one thing led to another, and you were snogging before you knew it.
you two continued to sneak around behind everyoneโs backs, even your friends. though you enjoyed the stolen glances and kisses when no one was looking, you had fallen hard for each other and wanted nothing more than to be public, but you had no idea how noel would react.
you and liam had been comfortably watching tv, your sides pressed together with his fingers rubbing absentminded circles on the inside of your thigh. but, liam retracted his hand and you both moved away from each other when you heard the bathroom door open, noel walking in shortly after.
โiโm going out for a cig. wanna join?โ he asked you. โnah, ill stay back.โ noel nodded, making his way out of the house.
โyou know,โ liam started, moving closer to you once he was sure noel was gone. โme mums not home..โ he trailed off, seeming to have the same smirk as you.
within a second your lips crashed together, his hands roaming all over your body while yours tugged on his hair.
โwe donโt have much time.โ you said after a minute or two, pulling away breathlessly. โheโs gonna walk in at any second.โ you started to push on liamโs chest, realizing how bad this idea was. โhere, follow me.โ he grabbed your wrist and led the both of you off the couch and into the nearest bathroom, right by the door.
โheโll hear us!โ you laughed at liamโs stupidity. โyouโll just have to be quiet then, yeah?โ he said in a serious tone that made you shiver. you sat on the counter, legs spread as he stood between them.
you kissed again, this time slower, but the hunger was definitely still there. of course, it being you and liam, it wasnโt long before the kiss turned rough and lustful, liam slipping off your shirt.
you reached behind yourself and unclasped your bra, throwing it on the floor with your shirt. liamโs hands immediately reached for your breasts as he kissed the sweet spot just below your ear. his lips moved lower and lower until they were latched onto one of your nipples.
you moaned as he licked and sucked, moving between the two of them. he pulled away briefly as his hands moved to pull down your bottoms. he pulled them off, along with your panties, in one swift motion.
the cold counter against your bare skin shocked you, but not as much as what happened next.
before you could even think, liamโs head was between your legs, eating you out like you were his last meal. he moaned against your core, the vibrations coursing through your body only pushing you further towards the edge.
you let out a loud moan and his fingers dug into your ass as he looked up at you. you tried your best to stay quiet, but you couldnโt help but let out a few moans here and there as he licked all over you, using his fingers to thrust inside you.
as you felt yourself reaching the finish line, he completely pulled away from you. โwhat the fuck?โ you didnโt realize how loud you were until his hand slapped your mouth, the two of you quietly giggling.
liam rushed to take off his pants and boxers, stroking himself a few times before slamming into you. your legs wrapped around his waist, pulling him closer as he pounded into you. his head dropped to your shoulder, groaning as you pulled his hair.
โholy shit.โ he panted. he had only been inside you for a few moments and was already about to cum. he thrusted faster, sticking two fingers in your mouth to shut you up while his other hand rubbed your clit.
you bit his fingers, trying your best not to moan as you came around his dick, the sensation spurring him on. he continued to thrust roughly before pulling out and cumming himself.
a few minutes later of not moving, just staying there in each others arms, you started to clean yourselves up. as you got dressed, there was a knock at the door. your eyes widened and liam brought his finger to his mouth, signaling for you to stay quiet.
โyou in there, love?โ noel asked, looking for you. โshe went home.โ liam replied. โah.โ once you heard noelโs footsteps fade and head upstairs, you knew you were safe to go.
you took one last look in the mirror to make sure you didnโt look too crazy. liam gave you a quick peck on the lips, grinning like an idiot as you opened the door.
immediately after opening the door, you froze. staring and standing right in front of you was peggy, liam and noelโs mother.
you awkwardly stared at each other before she laughed and walked away, continuing whatever task she had been doing. you walked as fast as you could do the door, liam following close behind. you knew peggy wouldnโt tell noel, but you were utterly embarrassed.
a few days later, you returned to the gallagher house. with peggy in on the little secret, she was constantly teasing you but in a way noel wouldnโt find out.
โshe thinks sheโs hilarious, doesnโt she?โ liam asked, leaning his head against the wall beside his bed. you two had snuck off to his shared room with noel after growing tired of peggys comments. you laid perpendicular to him, your legs resting across his lap.
โiโve kinda had enough of hiding.โ he said quietly, unsure if you would agree or not. โiโm so glad you said that.โ you both sighed in relief. โitโs been going on way to long. i love you, and i want everyone to know.โ you smiled at his words as he leaned down to kiss you.
noel, always with impeccable timing, stormed into the room. โoi liamโโ he started before seeing the situation on his brothers bed. โoi liam! what the fuck?!โ he yelled his eyes flickering between the two of you as you sat up.
โi always knew you were a total menace, but shagging my best friend is a new low.โ he looked at liam before looking at you. โyou too.โ he looked like a disappointed parent, it was weird.
โnoel weโre not just fooling around.โ you stood up off the bed, pulling liam up with you. โweโre in love.โ you held liamโs arm, looking up at noel.
โyou taking the piss?โ he said, his voice softer now. you and liam both shook your heads. โwahey!โ noel jumped towards you, pulling you both into a hug.
โyouโre okay with this?โ you pulled away confused. โwhen i thought you were just fucking, hell no, but knowing youโre actually dating, iโm happy for you.โ he looked at liam. โi feel bad for you, though.โ he spoke to you. โdealing with this ugly knob.โ he looked liam up and down with a disgusted look on his face.
โok, ok, no fighting.โ you stood between them before liam could say something back. โwell, iโll leave you two lovebirds alone.โ noel winked at you and nodded at liam before leaving the room.
โwell that was..โ liam started. โhorrible. awkward. embarrassing.โ you finished. โbut itโs out in the open now. weโre dating.โ you smiled.
โindeed we are.โ liam leaned down and pressed a kiss to your temple before pulling you into a hug.
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i didnโt rlly know where i was going with this one, i had a request sent of โreader and liam getting caughtโ.. so i just did what i thought fit.
this def isnโt my best work but i thought it was good enough to post.. hope u lot like it xx
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noel is about to go on stage but canโt resist putting his fingers to use for something other than guitar.
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you sat alone in the green room waiting for noel to return. he had gone out to talk with the band, leaving you alone. you stared blankly around the room, not really knowing what to do with yourself. a few moments later, the door opened and slammed.
โyou okay?โ you jump, taken aback by the sudden aggression. โjust liam.โ he sighed. just the sight of you seemed to calm him down a bit. he moved to sit beside you on the couch, and you knew this had to be a serious fight. he was really tense, and breathing heavily.
โyou wanna talk about it?โ you rubbed his knee, which seemed to help him relax a bit. โno. i need to get my mind off that dickhead.โ he scoffed.
you opened your arms and without hesitation, he turned and wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling you into a big hug. you gently ran your fingers through his hair, feeling his warm breath on your skin.
โi love you.โ he mumbled into your shoulder. โi love you too, noel.โ you smiled and rubbed your hands up and down his back.
you giggled when he left a little kiss in your shoulder, but he didnโt stop there. he kissed up to your neck, the kisses getting sloppier and wetter every time, until his lips finally found yours.
as the kiss deepened, you leaned back against the arm rest of the couch and opened your legs for him to perch between them. you were a little confused on how you went from an innocent hug to a heated make out session, but you were never complaining when it came to noel.
his hands stayed firm in your waist, slipping under your shirt for the skin to skin contact. he accidentally grinded against you, a slight moan slipped from your lips causing him to freeze for a second. once he realized what had happened, he intentionally grinded against you. harder.
he hummed into the kiss, clearly feeling the effects of the friction as well. the growing bulge in his pants only added to the feeling. he kissed you harder as his hand trailed down and teased the waistband of your pants.
in one movement, his hand slipped beneath your bottoms and into your panties. you gasped when his fingers made contact with your clit, rubbing in slow circles.
โfuck, so wet already.โ he said between kisses, almost moaning. the slow movements of his fingers were driving you crazy, especially since you were kinda on a time crunch.
โnoel, pleaseโโ you said already out of breath. you rocked your hips trying to feel something more, but his free hand pushed back on you to hold you still.
โplease what?โ he asked with a trace of fake of innocence in his tone. his fingers moved lower, teasing your hole. you moved your hand down and grabbed his wrist in an attempt to move it the way you wanted, but he quickly slapped it away.
โyou want my fingers that bad?โ he asked pathetically. โyes noel, please.โ you desperately nodded. a faint chuckle left his mouth as he slipped two fingers inside.
you both moaned simultaneously, and noel gave up on the teasing. his fingers immediately got to work, thrusting and curling just how he knew you liked it. you rolled your hips, practically riding his fingers and grinding against his palm pressed against your clit.
you tried to silence yourself, feeling embarrassed of how load your moans were getting. you threw your head back and slapped your mouth as he curled his fingers, but his other hand grabbed your wrist.
โnone of that, love. i wanna hear you.โ he said in a low voice. god, you couldโve came just from that. you let yourself go and stopped controlling your noises, until his hand ironically slapped your mouth.
โnoel, hurry up we got like five minutes!โ someone yelled, knocking on the door. โyeah, iโll be out in a fuckin sec!โ he yelled back, his movements not faltering. his hand left your mouth and his fingers worked more aggressively.
โnoel, itโs too much.โ you said, though your body arching into him betrayed your words. his fingers moved harder and faster with every thrust, and you felt tears prickling your eyes.
โyou got it, love.โ he said in a soft tone despite his rough actions. a few small tears streamed down your cheeks as you got closer to the edge.
youโre eyes squeezed shut, moaning and cussing his name as you came around his fingers. when your eyes lazily opened, you were met with noel scooping up your juices and licking them.
top ten hottest sights to see.
he cupped your face with his hands and brushed away your tears. โiโm sorry love, i have to go.โ he said, eyebrows furrowing. โi know. itโs okay, noel.โ you frowned slightly before smiling.
he sat with you, comforting you until the banging on the dressing room door wouldnโt stop. he rolled his eyes before getting up and heading towards the door. โi better see you in the wings.โ he smirked, turning around to face you. โyou know you will.โ you smiled. you were definitely noelโs biggest supporter and loved to watch him play, no matter how you felt.
he ran back over to the couch to give you a quick kiss. โnoel! letโs fuckin go, man!โ you recognized the new voice as liam. โdonโt cause any trouble.โ you pointed your finger at him. his eyes widened, but before he could say anything you interrupted him with a stern look.
โlove you.โ he smiled through his sigh. โlove you too.โ you said. he finally left you and went to perform with his band. a few minutes later you cleaned yourself up and went to go watch the show.
it was amazing, as usual.
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tried my best to meet your request, i know itโs pretty short sorry ๐ i hope whoever sent this idea likes it :))
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hiii just wanted to say iโll get to requests soon, and i love the ideas โ keep them coming!!
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the reader and liam decided to get high out of boredom, which led to confessions on how they feel for each other.
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sitting on liamโs couch all day was really getting to you. after watching whatever was on tv for hours, you had an idea. โwhatโs it now?โ liam sighed, not even bothering to look at you. โwanna get high?โ you smirked.
liam looked at you. โthatโs a fuckin good idea.โ he grinned before heading to his bedroom to retrieve his pre rolls. when he returned, he immediately lit up the blunt and took a puff, slowly exhaling the smoke as he passed the roll to you.
half an hour later you two somehow managed to almost finish off the joint. โsince when did this get so strong?โ you mumbled, definitely feeling the high. liam just groaned, not feeling like answering with words.
you watched liam for a moment. he looked so at peace, and of course gorgeous.
you always had a thing for liam, but he had been your mate for so long you didnโt want to mess it up. your heart would flutter whenever someone mentioned him, you got butterflies whenever he would look at you or accidentally touch you. you had been in love with him for years and sometimes felt like he might feel the same, but you didnโt want to risk your friendship.
โwhatโre you staring at?โ he chuckles and looks over to you. โyou.โ you said calmly. โwhyโs that?โ
โyouโre just so pretty!โ you said enthusiastically, due to being high as fuck. โwell, thank you. youโre right fit if i say so.โ he laughed once again. โno, i mean it. youโre so handsome.โ you moved closer to her a better look at him.
you looked at him like you couldnโt believe he was real. like no one else could ever look that good. โand youโre nice too. and hilarious.โ you added. โsounds like youโre confessing your love for me or summat.โ he joked, but his laughter quickly stopped. he knew thatโs exactly what you were doing.
โthe truth is, iโve been in love with you forever.โ you laughed. โoh god, im so stupid. confessing my love for my best friend?โ you cackled and ran your hands over your face. you shook your head, still in a fit of giggles, before turning your head to look at liam.
before you could process what happened, his lips were on yours. โwhatโre you doing?โ you asked once he pulled away, but not complaining. โyouโve got no idea how long iโve waited to hear you say that.โ you didnโt have time to reply when his lips crashed onto yours. you let your body talk for you.
his hands slid just under your shirt and held your waist, drawing slow subconscious circles on your skin. he pulled on you and started to stand up, and your legs instinctively wrapped around his waist. you sloppily kissed as he carried you to his bedroom, occasionally bumping into something.
as soon as you laid on his bed, something in his actions changed. it was a mixture between love and lust. frankly, you werenโt complaining in the slightest. the way your tongue danced with his, the way you arched into him, it told him everything he needed to know.
he toyed with the clasp of your bra that would then join the pile of clothing collecting on his floor. you tugged on his hair as his hands massaged your breasts. he kissed down your neck, stopping and leaving a few hickeys on the way to your tits.
he licked and sucked one nipple, massaging the other before switching. he groaned against your skin, the vibrations shooting up and down your body. you let out a breathy moan and his movements faltered for a moment before continuing stronger.
โas much as i would love to take my time with you,โ he said between kisses. โi have to have you right now.โ he said in a low voice that made you shiver. shortly after, you were both completely bare before each other.
his hand moved down to your heat and his fingers rubbed excruciatingly slow circles on your clit. you moaned loudly which seemed to have an effect on him. you whimpered at the loss of contact when he retracted his hand to stroke himself.
โyou alright?โ he looked up at you, checking to make sure you were okay with this. when you nodded, he moved to slowly slide into you. you both moaned at the feeling of him stretching you out.
โfuck..โ he muttered as he started to move. his thrusts started off slow, but once you both adjusted they became faster and rougher. he pounded into you until he had you screaming his name.
โliamโ im gonnaโโ you couldnโt even form a coherent sentence. โme too.โ he said out of breath.
you came around his dick and sooner or later he pulled out and came on your stomach. โshit, love.โ he stayed atop of you for a moment before collapsing beside you.
after a moment of catching your breath, you lazily cleaned yourselves up. you laid in each others arms in his bed, completely starstruck.
โso all these years of me being a dickhead, thatโs what i was missing out on?โ he said. you laughed and playfully pushed against his chest.
โi love you.โ you looked up, making eye contact with him. โi love you too, love.โ
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kinda short smut for you, i hope whoever requested it likes it :)
more smut and fics on the way ;)
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helloooo!! this is the start of my little blog of fanfictions and basically anything music!
iโll mainly write for jeff buckley and oasis (liam and noel), and anything from fluff to smut :) feel free to request anything !!
really the only thing i wonโt write for is gcest. gtfo theyโre BROTHERS.
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MASTERLIST
smut is marked with *
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jeff buckley
1. last goodbye
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liam gallagher
1. bored *
2. caught *
3. jinx *
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noel gallagher
1. backstage *
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enjoy :)
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last goodbye
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the reader and jeff had been going through a rough patch in their relationship, and she finally spoke up.
for my fellow angst lovers โข lowercase intended ๐
a/n at the end !!
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you stood outside his apartment, tears already brimming in your eyes. you didnโt know exactly what you were going to say, you just knew you had to say it. you didnโt wake up this morning with the plan of breaking up with him, but you knew deep down thatโs what would ultimately happen.
three knocks later, you were met with the boy you had fallen stupidly in love with. those captivating brown eyes, gorgeous face, and messy hair you used to see all the time. those perfect features that you now only saw every few weeks, and that you would soon miss everyday.
โhey, jeff.โ you said softly with a smile, but your upset tone was too strong to cover. his eyes quickly went from cheerful to filled with worry.
โhey, whatโs wrong?โ he stepped aside as you walked through the door.
โi need to talk to you.โ you looked down at your fidgeting fingers as he walked closer to you. โwhatโs up, love?โ he asked.
โi just..โ you started, not knowing what to say. you sighed and looked up at him. โi just never see you anymore. youโre touring twenty-four seven and i literally never see you. this is the first time iโve seen you in weeks.โ his eyebrows furrowed as he listened.
โdonโt get me wrong, iโm so happy that youโre touring and playing your music for the world. i am so proud of you. i love what youโre doing and i love you, but i miss you so fucking much.โ the tears threatening to spill out of your eyes were harder to fight.
โi miss seeing, and talking, and touching you everyday.โ you bit your lip as your voice cracked, and your hand moved to rub his arm. โwhat are you saying?โ he asked, wondering where you were going with this. โiโm saying i donโt think i can do this anymore.โ you could practically feel his heart drop when his body tensed and eyes widened.
โwhat?โ he said blankly. โare you breaking up with me?โ he asked, hurt. โi canโt be in a relationship where i donโt even see my boyfriend. where im lucky if i get to call him for five minutes.โ he was speechless. he shook his head as his eyes turned glossy. โyouโ are you serious?โ he stuttered.
โiโm sorry, jeff.โ you took a deep breath, but that didnโt stop a tear from escaping your eye. after one, it was hard to stop the rest. โno, no, donโt cry.โ he cupped your cheeks with his hands and brushed away your tears with his thumbs. โlisten, we can work through this.โ he insisted, but you shook your head. โyes. yes we can.โ he nodded. โiโllโ iโll stop touring.โ
โyou canโt do that.โ you cried. โbut i canโt lose you.โ his voice cracked. โyour laugh, your smell, your hairโ your eyes,โ he listed. โthe way you make me feel, like no one else does, i canโt lose it. i canโt lose you. i love you.โ he said softly and you looked down, unable to maintain eye contact with him.
โhey,โ his hands on your face gently tilted your head back up. โjeff, i love youโโ
โexactly. i love you and you love me. we can work through this. please.โ he said, his voice more firm. โplease.โ he repeated quietly. โjeff..โ you looked up at him and saw a glimpse of hope in his eyes until you shook your head.
โi canโt. i love you so much, which is why this has to happen. i canโt hold you back.โ you said. โbut youโre not!โ his eyes flickered between yours and his lip shook. his hands left your face and found your fingers as he inched closer. โplease.โ he leaned down and kissed you.
your hands gripped his hair as you kissed him back. โjeffโโ you mumbled. he pulled away, knowing that kissing you wasnโt going to resolve anything. his forehead rested against yours, and you watched a tear stream down his cheek. your hands left his hair and covered your face as you sobbed. his arms instinctively wrapped around you, letting you sob into his chest.
you knew this wasnโt gonna be an easy one. you knew how much you were gonna miss him and regret breaking up, but it had to be done.
you looked up and met his eyes, and allowed your fingers to thread through his hair for the last time.
โi have to go.โ you said, your voice quiet and strained. jeff said nothing, just looked down and nodded. he stood there in silence as you let yourself out of the apartment, shutting the door behind you. you took out your set of keys and removed your copy of his.
the faint shuffling inside his apartment stopped when you slid the key under the door. you stood there for a moment, wishing he would rush outside and kiss you, and make everything better, but.. nothing.
all you caught were faint sobs and curses from the other side of the door.
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hiiii!! this is my first post on tumblr! iโve written lots of little fics n things before, but this is my first time on tumblr.
hope u guys enjoyed some angst ๐
an introduction is on the way, i just wanted to post something real quick to give an idea of how i write.. i guess.
anyways, thatโs it for this post. byeee ๐๐
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