i write femslash fanfic for Harry Potter, Hannibal (plus #Bedannibal), She-Ra, and His Dark Materials. i tend to ship rare pairs. a fandom old (30+). she/hers. so fucking gay. dexstarr @ AO3. prompts welcome! or feel free to message me, fandom friends are ♥ @catras-spacesuit is my catradora sideblog.
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If you’re a Bedannibal fan and you haven’t read this, you are missing out!!!!!

complicity
by diabolica
This is not a love story. It is far more complicated than that.
Or: How Bedelia Du Maurier, M.D., learned to stop worrying and embrace the murder.
Read Chapter 10 on Ao3
In which (certain) pretences are dropped and vows are (not) exchanged.
Additional Tags for this chapter: fish stew, feelings, hopeful ending
This is the last chapter, so the fic is now complete!
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all aboard 🚢👀
#this pulled me back to tumblr#talder#motherland fort salem#sarah alder#tally craven#raelle collar#scylla ramshorn
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I got to beta read this and it’s so good!!

Complicity
by diabolica
This is not a love story. It is far more complicated than that.
Or: How Bedelia Du Maurier, M.D., learned to stop worrying and embrace the murder.
Read Chapter 1 on Ao3
Rating: Mature (rating will go up in later chapters)
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Bedelia Du Maurier/Hannibal Lecter
Additional Tags: Season/Series 03, Episode: s03e01 Antipasto, Manipulation, Slow Burn, the problem that has no name, Florence Arc, Unhealthy Relationships
Written for my @hannibalbingo card, for the prompt “Murder”. I’ve now blacked out my bingo card!
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suspicious or unexpected
(2131 words) by diabolica
Chapters: 1/3
Fandom: Hannibal (TV)
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Bedelia Du Maurier/Hannibal Lecter, Bedelia Du Maurier & Hannibal Lecter
Characters: Bedelia Du Maurier, Hannibal Lecter, Neal Frank
Additional Tags: canon-typical psychiatry, Manipulation, Unhealthy Relationships, Pre-Canon, Episode: s03e01 Antipasto, Therapy Years, amoral people doing immoral things
Summary:
The death of a loved one necessarily entails bereavement, grief, loss. Often regret, certainly mourning, sometimes trauma.
The death of a patient entails … an awful lot of paperwork.
Written for my @hannibalbingo card, for the prompt “Bedelia Du Mauer’s house”. I’ve almost blacked out my card! Also, this is my first multi-chapter fic! :D
Keep reading
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Inspired by @maryisa-headquarters [x]
#maryisa#fan art#marisa coulter#mary malone#the golden monkey#his dark materials#THIS WOULD HAPPEN 100%#love ozy's expressions
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ten songs
A mix of old and recent favorites. Tagged by @celta-diabolica
01. Holy - King Princess 02. Hit the Back - King Princess 03. Fleurs du Mal - Sarah Brightman 04. Work Song - Hozier 05. You’re so Cold - Two Feet 06. A Little Wicked - Valerie Broussard 07. If I Could Turn Back Time - Cher 08. Sundown - Gordon Lightfoot 09. The Chain - Fleetwood Mac 10. House of the Rising Sun - The Animals
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» Marisa Coulter Outfit Appreciation [5/∞]
#marisa coulter#mrs coulter#his dark materials#a little inspiration as i write#mrs coulter is my type#this outfit fml#i am weak#relevant to my new hyperfixation
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femslash february 2021
i just realized it’s february, which means femslash february and i'm not working on anything i can post. oops.
no guarantees, but prompts welcome for:
His Dark Materials: 🦄 Marisa Coulter/Mary Malone
Hannibal: 🦄 Bedelia Du Maurier/Chiyoh
Motherland: Fort Salem: 🦄 Any older characters
#femslash#femslash february#maryisa#motherland fort salem#hannibal#ladies of hannibal#his dark materials#wlw#prompt me
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what i mean to say: marisa coulter is a product of a society in which women have no room for academic or professional ambition and has therefore been alone for the majority of her life while also being the victim of abusive parents, which has certainly contributed to her inability to connect with lyra on any level and has even left her unable to say the word mother without being emotionally compromised by the implication, also her reputation and standing in the magesterium was damaged by an extramarital affair that left her widowed and a single mother while the affair did not affect lord asriel in any meaningful way, all of this does not excuse literal child murder or abuse towards the physical embodiment of her soul but it certainly is fascinating to see someone able to bury their own humanity so deeply that evil itself can’t see it when it looks her right in the face
what i actually say: marisa coulter evil sexy milf
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one last update in this saga. the fic is nearly finished, with equal doses of fluff and character development. (or so i hope.)
it should be ready in a few days if i can settle on an ending. the worst part. along with a title. and a summary. and tags. and posting it.
i want to write cute fluff and i never write cute fluff*
the maryisa brainrot is real, y’all
*except in very special circumstances
#maryisa#of course it would feature ozy#this idea is so dumb but i actually want to write it?#this is also a great way to procrastinate on my current book#what the actual fuck happened to me
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» Marisa Coulter Outfit Appreciation [2/∞]
#his dark materials#marisa coulter#mrs coulter#relevant to my new hyperfixation#mrs coulter is my type#this outfit fml#i am weak
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800 words later i approach the fluff, so now i feel a little better.
i dunno why i’m live blogging this. i wanted to write more for them and i finally had a one shot idea so i’m excited, i guess.
i want to write cute fluff and i never write cute fluff*
the maryisa brainrot is real, y’all
*except in very special circumstances
#maryisa#mary malone#the golden monkey#of course it would feature ozy#this idea is so dumb but i actually want to write it?#this is also a great way to procrastinate on my current book#what the actual fuck happened to me
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i want to write cute fluff and i never write cute fluff*
the maryisa brainrot is real, y’all
*except in very special circumstances
#maryisa#marisa coulter#mary malone#the golden monkey#of course it would feature ozy#this idea is so dumb but i actually want to write it?#this is also a great way to procrastinate on my current book#what the actual fuck happened to me
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don’t tame your d(a)emons (hdm, marisa coulter/mary malone)
don't tame your d(a)emons: She’s good with the car. She never drives at home, but here she slides into the driver’s seat, even finding the right button to move the seat forward and the right button to adjust the mirrors.
No surprise.
She’s good at so many things.
Including leaving you.
It’s so easy for her to drive away from you. The window glass is cool on your fur, dulling some of the pain already building as the car speeds away. Round the hedges and out of your sight.
(Read the rest on AO3)
don't tame your d(a)emons is my take on what the Golden Monkey thought and did when Marissa left him behind to meet with Dr Malone. Pre-relationship, but lbr, the lil monster ships them.
#maryisa#marysa#marisa coulter#mary malone#the golden monkey#his dark materials#femslash#my fic#dexstarrfic
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marisa coulter + drinking moods
#marisa coulter#mrs coulter#his dark materials#relevant to my new hyperfixation#i feel every one of these moods#guess i'm doing this now
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Take a breath, Marisa. You’re clearly upset.
#his dark materials#marisa coulter#mrs coulter#relevant to my new hyperfixation#mrs coulter is my type#the scenes that hooked me before i actually watched the whole thing#i wrote a fic about them
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MISS SLOANE + text posts (part 1/?)
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