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I try to move on. I try to get over you, leaving you your space without forgetting myself. I really do

But damn every time your name pops up on my screen, my heart skips a beat

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"It would hurt exponentially less for you to just tell me you don't want me anymore and to cut ties rather than you letting me cling to your inconsistent attention."

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i wish i knew what it was about you that made you so irresistible to me.

i can’t stop thinking about you.

your bright eyes,

your little white lies,

the times we watched the sun rise,

all the things you’ve helped me realize.

you’re the moon among my stars,

the bigger light in my sky,

but if i meant the same to you

would you at least try?

you make my heart break into pieces,

it’s like an eternal tug of war

between whether i should keep trying

or if i should head for the door.

although i’m not yours,

and you are not mine,

i feel like we’ve been walking

a very fine line

between lovers and friends

and all the in-between

but when will my love finally be seen?

all of the effort

all of the love

but i have to wonder,

will it ever be enough?

no matter what i do,

no matter what i say,

it’s always on you

at the end of the day.

to you - i’m the mouse chasing the cat,

a man beating a dead horse,

but is that really true

considering our course?

the late night “come over,”

“location not found,”

but with you, in the end,

i’m always picking up the pieces of my heart from the ground.

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You’re the joy that I don’t want because although you make me happy I still remember you’re not mine.

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My favorite thing about men is how they don’t want to date you but, at the same time, refuse to leave you alone.

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sleepy baby

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(Source)

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— Tennessee Williams, Notebooks

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astrology is literally a whole other language, idc what anyone says. if my friend said to me “the relationship gives me more 12th house vibes but i really want it to be more 10th house like” , i would literally understand exactly what she means but people who don’t know much about astrology at all wouldn’t 😭. it’s a different language.

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