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cecily absolutely looooves lovecraftian monsters ... & likely has very creepy illustrations / sculptures of them in her collection.

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HOW have i failed to mention that cecily has long hair, almost to her waistline ... dark carob - almost black, naturally wavy, very well-kept. your muse might not even know it reaches her waist, as she often keeps it in braids, a bun, or otherwise pinned up. at home it's down & all - natural, or in a loose bun clipped away from her eyes.

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it's so late but i'm so tempted to make a vigilante / superhero oc to write with all the blogs i've been seeing ...

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#madmotel      ...      roan's mixed media multi

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a little irl update + note about activity ♥️

so recently i've been doing the math on how badly i'm ruining my body with vaping. like, 14 packs of cigarettes a day equivalence of dependence. and i simply refuse to continue doing this to myself, especially when i'm already suffering with my autoimmune disorder. i've made the switch to patches in the past few days, and if it's taught me anything, it's that the withdrawal period is going to fucking suck. i've been very agitated, had lots of nearly unbearable cravings, & can barely get myself to focus. so if i seem off, or distant, or slow, please know it's not you ! i'm just struggling irl at the moment with the severity of my dependence & am trying to give myself space. i'll likely sprinkle activity between blogs where i have the muse, but even if i'm not very active with writing, i'll for sure still be checking the dash. ♥️

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scowl   remains   set   upon   porcelain   features   even   once   the   mop-headed   blonde   has   sulked   out   of   her   establishment,   blood   running   down   his   clubbed   chin.   it's   far   from   uncommon   for   the   rabble   to   cause problems,   this   a   near - nightly   occurrence   —   but   they   only   ever   disobey   once.   cecily   had   half   a   mind   to   let   louis   continue   bearing   into   him,   her   sense   of   justice   sore   with   the   knowledge   that   the   man   had   walked   away   with   only   a   bloodied   mouth.   alas,   fistfights   are   bad   for   business.   seed   of   anger   tightening   her   chest   seems   to   lighten   during   the   walk,   cecily   not   speaking   a   word   to   her   company   until   the   door   of   a   private   lounge   is   closed   behind   them.   she's   still   for   a   few   moments,   followed   by   the   escape   of   a   deep   breath.   ❛ ❛ you've   nothing   to   attone   for,   ❜ ❜   cecily finally   sighs,   then   looking   up   at   louis.   ❛ ❛ it's   a   dangerous   precedent   to   let   people   think   they   can   say   whatever   they   like   without   consequences. ❜ ❜   feet   lazily   carry   her   towards   an   iced   cart   of   spirits;   her   typical vice   when   things   become   ...   intense.   the   first   poured   glass   is politely   offered   to   louis.   ❛ ❛ — i'd wager he learned his lesson.   ❜ ❜

vampire  or  not,  louis’s  always  packed  a  mean  punch. the  air  in  nocturne  is  thick  with  bass  and  bodies.  san  francisco  fog  clings  to  the  edges  of  this  place,  curling  around  ankles.  the  crowd  jolts,  music  muffled  under  the  sudden  ripple  of  attention.  knuckles  hum  from  the  impact,  and  cecily’s  words  sound  fuzzy  in  his  ears.  for  a  beat,  louis  doesn’t  move.  his  jaw  is  set,  gaze  pinned  to  the  empty  doorway  as  if  he  could  drag  the  man  back  with  sheer  will.  he  tilts  his  head  toward  cecily,  voice  low  and  lazy.  drunk.  ❛ ❛  pardon,  chère  …  ain’t  my  wish  to  trouble  your  fine  establishment,  ❜ ❜  he  drawls  with  that  soft,  lilting  creole  music,  warm  to  the  ear,  but  a  bite  beneath.  his  expression  hasn’t  softened,  anger  sittin'  in  him  like  deep  water.  the   music  and  chatter  thin  with  every  step  away  from  the  scene  of  the  fight  as  louis  trails  behind  cecily.  her  heels  tap  a  steady  rhythm  against  the  polished  floor,  cutting  through  the  low  throb  of  bass  still  bleeding  in  from  the  main  room.

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| | | 𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🦇་༘࿐ @imortallis, ⁽ francesco ₎ ཐ -> ❤︎'𝑑.

[ ... ] ❛ ❛ it's a shame i wasn't expecting company, i would have tidied up ... how i loathe being a poor hostess. ❜ ❜

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| | | 𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🦇་༘࿐ @vulpesse, ⁽ ahri ₎ ཐ -> ❤︎'𝑑.

[ ... ] ❛ ❛ why are we speaking of things that happened so long ago ? i'm certain we have much to discuss of recent years. ❜ ❜

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her   resolve   is   unwavering,   chin   held   high   in   defiance   of   the   weapon   he   so   readily   brandishes.   few   of   his   kind   ...   hunters,   slayers,   are   keen   to   see   reason   when   it   comes   from   the   mouth   of   hell.   though,   if   anyone   has   a   chance   of   convincing   the   winchester   boy,   cecily   would   like   to   think   it's   her.   ❛ ❛ well,   i'm   older   than   the   spanish   empire, ❜ ❜   she   begins,   eyes   never   leaving   sam's   gaze   despite   the   stake   hanging   at   his   side. ( you just might be dead by now if he wanted you that way. )   ❛ ❛   &   i   make   a   mean   mezcal   margarita.   i'd   consider   that   a   reason   to   hear me out.   ❜ ❜   words   poured   with   an   undertone   of   sardonic   amusement. his question solemnifies cecily's features, a sigh toppling from red - stained lips.   ❛ ❛ their   leader ?   heavens,   no.   ❜ ❜   she   seems   affronted   by   the   insinuation,   nose   crinkling   for   a   moment.   ❛ ❛   my   fledgelings   are   incomparable   to   the nasty little   creatures   you're   looking   for.   ❜ ❜ thus   far,   cecily   has   avoided   affiliation   with   the   strain   of   vampires   currently   causing   so   much   ruckus.   fiendish   creatures   without   capacity   to   reason,   devoted   to   the   pursuit   of   blood.   they   haven't   been   made   her   problem   until   now.

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❛ i have some information for you . ❜

✧ ━ ❛ you give me one good reason why i should listen to anything you have to say , ❜ sam ' s words tumbled out in a low grumble , a tense twitching of a bottom lip &* nose . this was a vampire they were talking about : as much as he tried to give them the benefit of the doubt at times that they were capable of humanity , that wasn't always the case . however , a few choice hunters they'd met along the way still echoed in a torn mind ; a prevalent example of what happened if one abandoned that moral tight rope and resorted to wasting all of them &* asking questions later . frustrated , sam lowered the sharpened white oak stake clutched in a fist , dangling by his side now instead . ❛ and what , are you their leader or something ? ❜

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it's   a   feeling   that   settles   deep   in   her   gut,   a   filthy   churning   of   insides.   (   you   are   a   monster   [   ...   ]   you   see   this   truth   in   her   eyes.   bathed   in   blood,   eyes   only   just   barely   returning   to   a   crisp   green;   a   groteque   sight   you   make,   far   too   horrific   for   the   likes   of   christine.   )   her   plea   is   obeyed,   cecily   stilling   where   she   stands.   she   means   her   songbird   no   harm   [  ... ]   cecily would   sooner   see   herself   the   center   of   a   witch hunt.   ❛ ❛   i   would   not   hurt   you,   zpěvák.   ❜ ❜   uttered   gently   in   contrast   to   the   bloodied   hands   that   rise   in   appeasement. ( the dead man at your feet might be skeptical of this. )   eyes   wide,   clearly   shaken,   bear   into   christine's   with   a   sense   of   earnest.   ❛ ❛   please   don't   run.  ❜ ❜

𝄞₊˚⊹             don't   be   frightened          ...            CHRISTINE            &           CECILY              ft.               @g0spels

all   good   things   must   come   to   an   end.   she   hasn’t   learned.   perhaps,   she’ll   never   learn.   she   gives   out   her   trust   so   easily,   like   she   would   to   any   beggar   asking   for   alms.   but   people   are   not   what   they   seem.   cecily   was   a   wolf   wearing   lamb’s   skin.   a   lamb   that   christine   adored   &   treasured,   but   it   seemed   at   this   point,   that   she   herself   had   become   the   lamb.   breath   is   caught   in   her   throat,   eyes   wide   &   glistening   as   it   catches   a   glimpse   of   sharp   canine   teeth.       “       no,  please … don’t   come   closer.       ”

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good morning angels!! i clipped off one of my sunflowers to be used as hummingbird bait, but it's so beautiful i think i have to draw it 😭♥️ !!

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tell me no ...

if i was to bring back a solo rn, it would be kora ( r3bel m00n ) ... i could do so much with verses for her, & i miss her so bad ....

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‪‪❤︎‬ ˚｡⋆ ↪ 𝐊𝐈𝐒𝐒 & 𝐓𝐄𝐋𝐋 !    (  a  collection  of  75+ kisses.   feel free to specify the initiating muse.   potentially mature content within.  UPDATED 02/25 !  )

finally kissing the person you’ve been pining for.

pulling them in for a kiss while showering together.

a kiss shared during a game  ( truth or dare,  spin the bottle,  etc ).

kissing your lover to show you forgive them.

a coy, chaste kiss meant to say thank you.

an intimate kiss full of relief the second you're finally alone.

wiping away your lover’s tears as you kiss them.

a kiss muffled by laughter in a library, hidden away among the shelves.

lazy kisses on the sofa while the television runs.

kisses while wrapping your legs around your lover.

a quick peck on the cheek as one party rushes off.

a kiss to prove you don’t have feelings for them.

a kiss to convince them not to leave bed in the morning.

a kiss to distract them from stitching a wound.

a parting kiss before one party goes away for a long time.

biting their lip amidst a kiss, drawing blood.

heated kisses while tugging on their hair.

abruptly kissing a stranger to scare off the people following you.

an emotional kiss bringing one party to tears.

a bruising kiss full of desperation and urgency.

distracting your lover from a task by kissing their neck.

standing on your tiptoes to kiss their forehead.

kissing down the column of your lover's neck, leaving marks.

a kiss while being reunited after a long time.

kissing your lover in a moment of sheer joy.

a dutiful kiss with no true feeling behind it.

kissing your lover to take away their pain.

colliding with a wall, then each other's lips.

a kiss placed over their freshly bandaged wound.

a kiss while slow dancing close and intimately.

sharing a spontaneous kiss with a stranger.

an abrupt ,  heated kiss during the middle of a fight.

a kiss motivated by a dare from a third party.

an adrenaline-fueled kiss while standing on the ledge of a rooftop.

kissing them to shut them up.

urgent, messy kisses as both parties scramble to undress.

a kiss to wake your lover up in the morning.

sharing a kiss in a heavy downpour of rain.

kissing your lover just above their waistband.

kissing your partner to seal a marriage.

pushing your love down onto the bed to worship their body with kisses.

a possessive kiss to stake a claim.

a kiss to resolve suppressed ( romantic / sexual ) tension.

a kiss attempting to convince the other party to stay.

kissing the top of their head as you hold them.

a risky kiss between forbidden lovers.

a kiss while hiding away from flashing cameras.

a kiss that means absolutely nothing.

kissing the swell of your lover's breast.

a kiss that leaves lipstick stains.

a kiss shared on a rooftop while the sun ( sets / rises ).

a flirtatious kiss on the back of the hand.

sensual kisses down the length of their back.

kissing them to confess your true feelings.

sneaking off to a public bathroom to make out.

a kiss to forgive one another after a fight.

a kiss on the forehead as the other sleeps.

an  ( accidental / mutually )  drunken kiss.

an unexpected kiss during a fake dating scheme.

kissing your partner after they've given you head.

caging your lover against a wall with your arms to kiss them.

a kiss after receiving good news.

an emotional kiss, relieved to find your lover alive.

crowded, heated kisses in the backseat of a car.

a tentative ,  exploratory kiss between friends.

a kiss shared between enemies during combat.

a kiss that smears blood everywhere.

kissing them even though you know you shouldn't.

kissing your lover after believing you’d lost them.

a kiss after a devastating event ,  meant to comfort.

a possessive kiss in front of a jealous third party.

kisses while pulling them into your lap.

a heated kiss while holding them by the throat.

kissing your lover under the night sky while stargazing.

a kiss to seal a promise that you just made.

kissing your lover lazily first thing in the morning.

holding your lover by the jaw to kiss them.

holding their face, kissing the tears from their cheeks.

a kiss to your lover’s stomach as you travel down their body.

an abrupt kiss that you melt into after a moment of hesitation.

sleepy ,  domestic morning kisses in the kitchen while making breakfast.

a rushed kiss before one party leaves for work.

a final kiss shared while holding your dying lover.

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♱ | | | general reflection studies , 04 / — ?

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if i was to bring back a solo rn, it would be kora ( r3bel m00n ) ... i could do so much with verses for her, & i miss her so bad ....

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club-runner cecily ... laid back against plush cushions, surrounded by dancers & patrons seeming genuinely entranced by her. giving your muse her most beckoning eyes, endlessly dark under the pulsing lights & promising a long night. nocturne as a living, breathing palace of hedonism with cecily as its mistress.