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都築響一 Tsuzuki Kyoichi, 東京スタイル Tokyo Style

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Hieronymus Bosch’s depiction of Hell

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Reiji Hiramatsu aka Hiramatsu Reiji aka 平松礼二 (Japanese, b. 1941, Tokyo, Japan) - 路－夕花 (Michi - Evening Flower), 1990, Ink, Color

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An Italian statue of Our Lady of Seven Sorrows.

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The Death of Sappho, 1876, Gustave Moreau

Medium: oil

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i dont blame myself anymore.

I've blamed myself for years. but it was never my fault. it's not my fault i didnt know i was abused and it's not my fault I'm traumatized. it's not my fault i didn't love you romantically. none of this הדרדרות was ever my fault.

good for you you have the luxury of experiencing and expressing your emotions freely. i was never able to have that. both times my heart was broken i had to hide it. i never had the time to grieve. i never had anyone in real life around me i felt safe to cry with or tell that i feel sad.

you could just cry next to people. you could just express your misery outwards or direct it at me.

I'm done feeling guilty about you. i don't feel this anymore. i dont blame myself anymore

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https://www.instagram.com/p/mL_vEzwE7d/

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