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//... I miss being here. I want to write my vampire and rocket bby. 🥺

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//So, I've had a rough time recently. I'm not sure I'll be back into writing a whole lot any time soon. I may still do small stuff, but that would be it if I had the energy.

Yesterday I had probably one of the worst panic attacks I've had in a while at work. I'm back there today, but most definitely not by choice. I'm so done with this week.

But needless to say, writing is on the back burner for me right now. I can't focus anything and I feel like I'm losing my mind.

So apologies for not being here, but it's probably going to be a bit before I'm back here more often.

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//I haven't been around much on either of my blogs (except lurking) because my mental health hasn't been great. I had a med changed, but I've had to go back to my old one not even a month in. Hopefully it will hold me over til my next appointment in March. Anyway, activity will remain low for the time being.

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//I kind of took an unexpected step back. I've been trying so desperately to make myself into an ostrich and stick my head in the ground to keep myself from glancing at the news. Trying to do this for the next 4 years, but anyway!

Activity is slow right now while I try to get my head back in a decent spot.

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FOR EVERY 🎤 SENT, I WILL LIST A SONG I ASSOCIATE WITH MY MUSE.

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For every 🎤 sent, I will list a song I associate with my muse || @alolynn-heart

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FOR EVERY 🎤 SENT, I WILL LIST A SONG I ASSOCIATE WITH MY MUSE.

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ABSOLUTELY UNHINGED COMEDIC RELIEF

ASSORTED QUOTES FROM TUMBLR TEXTPOSTS, X (formerly known as twitter) POSTS, TIKTOK, MEMES, AND OTHER SOURCES AROUND THE INTERNET

CHANGE gendered words and in-universe phrases as needed.

SPECIFY muse for multimuses.

“   Currently considering becoming a bother and a nuisance, maybe even a menace or a rascal. ”

“   Hungry? Eat the government. ”

“   Yes, I wanna fuck after every argument. ”

“   Silence, you uneducated peanut! ”

“  They should invent a being alive that isn’t so difficult. ”

“   Women have to think I’m hot or none of this matters. ”

“   Due to personal reasons I will be named an enemy of the state. ”

“   Being overdressed is a myth made up by people who didn’t want you to have fun and be sexy. ”

“   What even are daddy issues? Just traumatize your father back. ”

“   I LOVE complaining! You can’t take that away from me! ”

“   I went to the silly goose convention and they all knew you. ”

“   I’m simultaneously ‘I’m tired of this grandpa’ and ‘that’s too damn bad!’ ”

“   The word ew coming out of a pretty girl’s mouth holds so much power … I think that it can tear apart nations. ”

“   Someone made fun of my shoes and the whole time I just thought of ways to push them out the window. ”

“   If you’re short, simply get taller. ”

“   I better think twice? Buddy I don’t even think once. ”

“   My off putting looks, awkward demeanor, and strange behavior have captivated you. ”

“   There’s something deeply, fundamentally wrong with you. Can we kiss? ”

“   You are a fool. When you walk, clown music plays. ”

“   I mean yeah he’s evil and all but what if I were his favorite? ”

“   I really do hate thinking. ”

“   In my defense, I simply do not vibe with the law. ”

“   I’ve done nothing wrong. Except all the atrocities. Besides that, I’m innocent. ”

“   Sorry I couldn’t hear you over my internal monologue. ”

“   Of course you have white hair and trauma. ”

“   So apparently the bad vibes I’ve been feeling are actually ‘severe psychological distress’. ”

“   Stop calling me a bad person just because I’m orchestrating your downfall! ”

“   The more lip gloss I collect the longer I live. ”

“   Sorry that I am obsessed with you in the unhealthiest way possible. As if it's my fault ”

“   The multiple failed assassination attempts against me have helped build both character and self esteem. ”

“   I could be your loser boyfriend. Do you ever think about that? ”

“   Accidentally went and got myself killed yesterday, but god wont let me die so I’m back ”

“   What do you mean napping isn't a good coping mechanism? What do you mean my problems are still here? ”

“   Academic validation is required for my sanity. ”

“   RIP to everyone killed by the gods for hubris but I’m different and better. Maybe even better than the gods. ”

“   Researching the stages of grief to see if I can get them finished in ten minutes tops. ”

“   My parents were like I’m gonna make a child that is so beyond help. ”

“   It’s not easy to admit when you’re wrong, and that’s why I won’t do it. ”

“   Why can’t this family ever have a funky good time? ”

“   How do I show people that I’m more than my unethical career choice? ”

“   I fucked my way into this mess, and I’ll fuck my way out. ”

“   You look so biteable today. ”

“   Why am I suffering? I have so many correct opinions and takes. ”

“   I AM HAUNTED BY A PAST THAT I CANNOT GO BACK TO! anyways ”

“   Challenging authority, angering gods. The family business. ”

“   Third base is me telling you about my father. ”

“   Hey girl. Plagued by terrifying visions? ”

“   Got caught giving a fuck. Embarrassing. ”

“   I didn’t ‘miss’ the red flags; I saw them and thought that they looked sexy. ”

“   Do my dark circles and deteriorating health make me look hot? ”

“   I get my news from the only reliable source, cryptic symbolism in my dreams. ”

“   Another day of being a bisexual disaster. ”

“   I’m going to let myself be a little unhinged today, as a treat. ”

“   Some of you act like murder is such a big deal. ”

“   You wanna hunt me for sport so bad that it makes you look stupid. ”

“   You’re not a girlboss unless you’ve killed someone. ”

“   It’s so weird how no one ever has correct opinions about things except for me. ”

“   Hello, my love — I mean, my rival ”

“   No one is calling me baby and it’s outrageous I can’t believe it. ”

“   No talking stage. Mutual obsession and you see god in my eyes or nothing. ”

“   I DON’T UNDERSTAND HOOKUP CULTURE DIE IN MY ARMS ”

“   Yes baby your emotional walls are high and impenetrable can we kiss now? ”

“   Affection is disgusting. Drown me in it. ”

“   I am gatekeeping my respect from you. ”

“   Well, well, well, if it isn’t the consequences of my own actions. ”

“   I am equal parts fuck around and find out and please don’t yell at me I’ll cry. ”

“   Short legs, big butt. I’m a corgi. ”

“   Fuck being the bigger person; I’m going to start biting people. ”

“   Well that wasn’t very slay of you! ”

“   May I please get a crumb of affection? ”

“   I crave power! Please don’t yell, though; I’m sensitive. ”

“   You call it a near death experience; I call it a vibe check from God. ”

“   Here are some scissors. Now cut it out. ”

“   Might commit a little tomfoolery, maybe even some shenanigans. ”

“   All these flavors, and you choose to be salty. ”

“   How can I live, laugh, love in these conditions? ”

“   What if I said ‘to be honest’ but then lied? ”

“   I'm financially at a stage where I understand why people do fraud. ”

“   Yes I may be evil and morally corrupt, but I’m also incredibly beautiful and I think that makes up for it honestly. ”

“   Debates are stupid. Why would I want to sit down and argue with someone blatantly dumber than me? ”

“   I forget but I do NOT forgive.. I'm just walking around hating bitches can't remember why ”

“   Ding dong your opinion is wrong! ”

“   I’m coming for your kneecaps. ”

“   You dropped your nose you fucking clown. ”

“   Are you a fire alarm? ‘Cause you are really fucking loud and annoying. ”

“   Call me an escalator, because I let people down. ”

“   I love me a good lesbian scandal! ”

“   If you can’t run away from your problems, you’re not running fast enough. ”

“   Everything I want to do is illegal. ”

“   Don’t make me hit your ankle with my Barbie scooter! ”

“   I tell gay jokes because I am a gay joke. ”

“   Fuck! I dropped my mental stability! ”

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Ｔｒｕｔｈ　ｃａｎ　ｂｒｅａｋ　ｙｏｕｒ　ｓｏｕｌ　ｉｎ　ｔｗｏ Ｊｕｓｔ　ｗｈｅｎ　ｙｏｕ　ｔｈｉｎｋ　ｉｔ＇ｓ　ｙｏｕ Ｔｈｅ　ｔｒｅａｃｈеｒｙ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｃｒｅｅｐ　ｉｎｓｉｄｅ Ｅｍｂｅｒｓ，　ｓｗｅｅｔ　ａｎｄ　ｕｎｒｅｆｉｎеｄ Ｓｏ　ｂｒｉｇｈｔ　ｂｕｔ　ｎｏｔ　ｓｏ　ｋｉｎｄ Ｗｉｌｌ　ｓｔａｒｔ　ａ　ｆｉｒｅ　ｉｎ　ｙｏｕｒ　ｍｉｎｄ　ク真音乙む凹気下を　胃ネ　ひ新　履代　ヷ　ゥロう　ッン演や億ぶ　ヿャ疫も桜

Ｓｉｌｅｎｃｅ　ｆｕｅｌｓ　ｔｈｅ　ｄｅａｄｌｙ　ｃｒｉｅｓ Ｒｉｐｐｅｄ　ａｐａｒｔ　ｂｙ　ｋｎｉｖｅｓ　ｉｎ　ｌｏｖｅｒｓ＇　ｌｉｅｓ Ｃｕｒｓｅ　ｍｙ　ｉｎｎｏｃｅｎｃｅ　ｇｏｏｄｂｙｅ Ｔａｋｅ　ｍｙ　ｈａｎｄ　ｔｈｅｎ　ｔａｋｅ　ｍｙ　ｌｉｆｅ　き加 閲移スへグミーだヽ日ブヴ液隠ホ凹旺

【２１＋／ʜɪɢʜʟʏ　ꜱᴇʟᴇᴄᴛɪᴠᴇ／ᴀᴜ／ᴏᴄ／ᴄʀᴏꜱꜱᴏᴠᴇʀ　ꜰʀɪᴇɴᴅʟʏ /　ᴍᴜʟᴛɪ－ꜱʜɪᴘ／ᴍᴜʟᴛɪ－ᴠᴇʀꜱᴇ】

ℝℙ 𝕓𝕝𝕠𝕘 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕂𝕠𝕛𝕚𝕣𝕠/𝕁𝕒𝕞𝕖𝕤 - ℙ𝕠𝕜𝕖𝕞𝕠𝕟 - 𝕋𝕖𝕒𝕞 ℝ𝕠𝕔𝕜𝕖𝕥

Rules / Muse

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My blooming key

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//I'm so sorry I haven't been active or answering anything. I'm really struggling with my mental and physical health. I'm still adjusting to a new anxiety med and they apparently had to add on to my blood pressure med...

I really want to be here. I really do. I absolutely have the muse, but I'm so stressed with worry because of current events and shit they're trying to pull in this state (which if it somehow stupidly passes, I may not be able to write or even be on this platform anymore because any form of adult content, supposedly, would be illegal).

Needless to say, I'm struggling. So bear with me here.

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SEND “⚡️” AND A QUESTION AND MY MUSE WILL BE FORCED TO ANSWER HONESTLY

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AG 147: “Sweet baby James”

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Magic fingers ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

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"You have a black eye. Were you fighting with someone?"

Hurt starters || @unfortunatedarling

"What, this?" James pointed to the obvious black eye he had that he tried desperately to simply brush off and hope it wasn't that noticeable.

Unfortunately, it was futile...

"Oh, um..." He pondered. Yes, he did get in a fight. And lost, obviously. Having tried to steal from someone who was more than willing to chase him down and pummel him over it.

Why did he do this for a living again?

So... How does he explain this?

He lies, of course.

"Heh... Funny story, really. I ran into a tree!"

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